Tuesday, April 29, 2003

yES,....after tomolo is going to be labour day....i am so looking forward to it. there's going to be an 1803 gathering and i'm really looking forward to seeing them again....hahaz....hope it will be fun. anyway, tomolo eating dinner with the beautiworld gang.....hope it will be fun also lar. I'm beginning to hate tuesday liaoz....so many lessons and tutorials...lucky don't have PE. anyway, today was really tiring....i seriously don't know how people can get attached, have 2 ccas, have a social life....and still have time to do their work. I;'m already tired out by all the tutorials and tests liaoz...anyway, bought my phy text today....hope to read up.....$53 bucks...this is terrible. I have this stupid gp essay to complete and I dun understand economics now. I really can go die liaoz.....but nvm, look forward to the fact that none of the ppl in my class understand. anyway, happy birthday to jael......it's tomolo. By the way, 2 hrs of AO chinese really sucks.

Kaoz....the chem test was over....hahaz....i knew howto do the whole paper except for 1 question....feeling rather happy now. Anyway, i guess i muz really stay up late tonite....got AO chinese homework and a GP essay to write.....die liaoz....reget taking AO chinese liaoz....nvm lar....mingfeng in my claz on thurs......should be quite interesting. anyway, today really got so much homework lor....cannot finish liaoz.....i hate monday lar. anyway, having dinner with azhari they on all wed...really lookin forward to it.....haven't seen them for a long, long time. anyway, passed up my interact ex-co form today......hope i can get it for the interview. That weibin hor....damn enthu lor.....i thought he was quiet at first....den he and the seniors like so on one....sianz diao liaoz. anyway, me and weiji were messaging each other today......hahaz....juz love suaning him about his GP. Dunno why, but the guys i met in my life...like all english cannot make it one....hahaz....weilun's 'i um is'....so interesting lar. Anyway, gotta go do chinese compre liaoz lar.

Hai~....yesterday i was about to post my entry.....den my com d/c....so sianz.... then my entry for yesterday lost liaoz lar. Anyway, yesterday I went for interact club.....then it was really damn fun lor. we played with water bombs and really got so soaked with water. I very long haven't played like that liaoz. think I should be joining as the people there are really nice and enthu....haahz....cora hates enthu people. anyway, cora juz mgs me with an animation greeting...really touvhed...want her to know I miss her lots too and hope to see her soon. Anyway, think 1803 shld be having a gathering on thurs...public holiday...really looking forward to it. Hope we all can go and have loads of fun lar. Anyway, I was shocked that weibin and baofei were so enthu yesterday......weiji mgs me lately and he kept suaning me....that idiot....beginning to seem like cora. Hahz....dunno how am i going to tell michael tay me quitting his cca....later he fail my physics promos den i die liaoz....tomolo got a tests....all the best lar.

Heyzz....it's really quite late now....i know i shld get to bed coz tml i still have to go back to school.....beginning to think that i spend more time in school than at home....well, really slacked during the makeup lesson....was talking to sihui.....so guilty now. Anyway, all the lecturer said was all that I already knew....guess it's okay then. Hai~ anyway, that wenzhu is always following lianne....dunno what is going on betweent them lar. Anyway, went for dinner with hilda, wenjie, xiuli, esther, xingni, francis, weixin and minkok and sakae sushi....hahaz....spent quite a bit there lar. anyway, it was quite fun and we went to far east to take neoprint....hahaz...they llok pretty chio to me....hope to go there again soon. Anyway, on the way home on the MRT...we were sitting on the floor and making so much noise....really behaved like a bunch of hooligans in our uniforms....it was kinda weird to see everyone in different uniform.....kinda sad actually. Anyway, we promised to meet up soon and really had great fun talking to wejie on e way home....wonder what it will be like if we were in the same jc.....anywayz, it's too late to worry about that now.....gotta go to bed liaoz.....the quote of the day is ' the most cruel thing a guy can do is to make a girl fall in love with him......when he doesn't intend to catch her fall'....and that is don;t say things u dun want to say....dun do things that you don;t want to do....

There is onli 2 words to describe jc life....NO LIFE........really...i can't believe i studied 12 hrs straight with only an hour break....2hr GP really sucked and i was like really dozing off lor........the Ms chong was crapping abt environmental problems and degradation.....like i give a damn about the whole thing....Okay...i'm getting a little vulgar. Anyway, I have decided that there is absolutely no potential in my cca....so i'm going to run for house rep...dun tink i can get in...no one will vote lor....cuz me second intaker.....den got so many potential candidates. Die liaoz....if dun get in....very humiliating one lor. Haiya, guess i better worry about it when the time comes. Anyway, Lianne got into council...real happy for her....but issac didn't get in....think he was a little sad lar....but that's life lor. Anyway, school work is really too much liaoz....i go to school, cum back.....do tutorial....n sleep....what kind of a life am i having. I also have no idea. Anyway, i'm definitely stressed up for my project work...nxt wed must hand in proposal liaoz....don;'t even know our topic yet....My life is really out of control. I really miss times in first 3 mths where i poned lecture, slacked and go out to eat after school. Now, I dun even have the chance to eat with others outside school........haiya, hoped that those in 1803 are liking their class and andersonians....all are doing well there....and all the best to wenjie at ajc. AJC 18/03 rocks!

Today was a real tiring day lar...anyway, had cca until around 7.00 plus lar...den almost out of the gate liaoz.....den realise haven pass up chem tutroials for whole claz....rushed to staff room and put it there......lucky weiwei and that meiling accompanied me there....made a new friend...stephanie....i tink she really is pretty.... really want to thank weiwei and meiling....wow, they really quite nice lar....accompany me all the way....i reached home about 8 lor......den eat and slacked......now left 1 hr to do homework liaoz....gp essay really sucks lar....tink i will fail liaoz....dunno what teacher talking about....hai~......anyway, i muz watch the bachelor show tonight...though it's really degrading to women....it is really interesting to see how people can go against one another to achieve their aims.....tink that;'s life lar....oh no, me got 2 tests nxt week.....i'm so dead now. I hope my life in jc will not be like that for the next 2 yrs...

Heyz.....guess i'm just going to post a short blog today cuz i'm really tired.....with tutorials and lectures. Really feel like just sleeping now but cannot...i must persevere till i complete all my homework. Anyway, looking forward to project work tomorrow as well, like to know which topic we are doing on and well, i really think my group is pathethic with that two guys i hardly even know. Sigh! Why can't project work be as fun as it was during sec school.....at that time, project work help me foster friendship and we really slacked during project work. Now, all of us have to act enthu as this concerns our admission to the University....got to take it seriously. I got cca tomorrow....think i will be damn tired....hai~ my com really lousy lar....break down after every few minutes....den chat with people so lagging one. Hai~....chemistry sucks....dun even understand...next week got test liaoz....i very stressed......scared to fail lar. Gotto go complete homework liaoz.....cya

Today was really a damn tiring day....so many tutorials...and 8 rounds around the track....well, we took timing and i guess i did quite alright. Hai~~ guess training with irene they all did pay off. I really hope me will get at least a C for 2.4.....I really felt like giving up when i was running you know. After the run, I was really tired and juz sat down at the grand stand stoning. Anyway, nothing much happened today but i know my project group liaoz.....these 2 chinese high guys and a quite nice gal....dun really see much potential....haven't even decided on the topic yet. die liaoz....muz hand in proposal nxt week liaoz. Well, guess what.....juz discovered that there is no purpose to life.....it's juz a routine for me. Sianz....I really haven't found that bright spark and my goal at jc......i really miss 18/03 and peiying they all.....lucky i have this friend weiwei who is about the same frequency as me......she is really quite fun. The incredible thing is...our common topic is weiji....haahz....he's in 18/03....and he's her pri school classmate....that's why i have more topics to talk with weiji now....he's damn corny and crappy.......quite a nice guy lar. Anyway, i finally know the name of all the ppl in my class 03s13.......there's this person with quite a quite name...taffy....can u imagine....anyway, i gotto go sleep liaoz. CYA!

Well, I didn't enter any entry yesterday....cuz i really was too tired to pull myself away from bed and go to the computer....anyway, it has certainly been a refreshing weekend break. Too bad it cannot last longer...Anyway, I have changed my handphone and i really like it a lot....okay, i'm now using a mobile plan now....dun haf to worry when ppl call me anymore. Well, yesterday was the first day of my cca....i felt a little awkard as i did not knew anyone there....haahz....but the teacher and the people there are quite nice....think i'll like it after a while....hopefully, i dun get kicked out. Anyway, i was supposed to go for my class gathereing of njc at issac house but instead, went shopping with jeremy they all....haahz, had some fun though it was a little sian at first. Anyway, we shopped around looking for a bag that weilun wanted to buy....either too ugly or out of his range. It's really funny how guys like to go looking for bags you know.....i've met a few like that. But it was really damn funny to see weiji in sch uniform....he kept insisting the difference in colour of the mrt control ppl and that with ajc uniform. Hahz....damn hilarious. Anyway, i got into a depresseion state when i reached home....and really felt sianz and sad...dunno for what reason....so i mgs alan and he told me a stupid joke.....what is a spear that can dance n sing....ans: bitney spears....hahaz....lame and retard siaz......cannot stand him....anyway, saw liying and steven from 21/03 at orchard......they kept looking at us with this funny expression...or dunno is it my imagination lar. anyway, gotto watch NKF last few mins.

Happy birthday to my sister......hahaz......i gave her a set of colour pens i bought yesterday......we went pizza hut to celebrate her birthday. My grandmother and my cousin came too...and we had quite a great time. anyway, today was actually supposed to be 4/1 gathering but they confirm at the last min....so i went to my jc gathering instead. I know, I really bad but they told me first so i promised them lar......anyway, we went to the pasir ris beach, played soccer, chatted wif xiaoqi, debbie, and shuqin....found that they are doing quite alright and i'm really glad for them. I really miss all of them a lot....though cora and weilun looked a little sicked.....weilun really looked like a person down with sars...and i was really happy to see cora. she told me she always read my online blog.....really touched and glad that she has found a hongkong friend in ajc in her claz whu has the same frequency as her....she started suaning me again and i felt really good to be suan at. So funny hor? Anyway, had a great time with weiji and blackie at burger king (again) for dinner with the rest and after that went to shop a while and went home. On the way home, chatted with Irene and really talked about several things that were quite personal....well, i also think that danielle and mingyan are at the takeoff stage as i think he sent her home just now......okay, i admit it....i'm a little envious....hahaz. Haiya, at the most go SDU only mah....see jingwei there only what....no big deal.... Anyway, really sian coz tomorrow have practice and make-up lesson and njc claz bbq.......hope i have a grreat day ahead of me.....anyway, looking forward to go eat sushi buffet with 18/03 next week!

Today was a really great day as i woke up with a really good mood......anyway, i think the econs test today was alright but the maths quiz really is cannot make it onez....so sian....spend 20 min on 1 question and did not even finish it. Die liao....actually wanted to but the TYS for all subjects but book shop say sold out....can you imagine that? Anyway, went with weiwei to library and really read up on physical periodicity.....hahaz....a 40 min lunch break spent inside......really becoming a mugger liaoz. Anyway, the GP compre we did today was really a tough one......dun even understand the whole paper.....i think i going to flunk it liaoz. Anyway.....I met up with alan for dinner at orchard...he was supposed to ask limpy and azhari but he didn't.....dunno for what reason and maybe they were busy. Anyway, it's really kind of weird seeing both of us in different uniforms....one njc one ajc....but i think he looked quite nice with his new uniform. We went looking for a present for my sister....cuz we are celebrating tomorrow.....and guess what, we met the selina from ajc and my pri sch clazmate choi queen.....I really was shocked and selina gave us dirty looks as if we had done something wrong. At that moment, i really feel like laughing...dinner was quite all right and we walked around orchard....even going to an art gallery. We talked as we walked and you know....it brings back a feeling of familiarity that is beyond words......and I really felt that alan had been one of my really good friends for the past few years......well, you never know how to appreciate others until you have not seen them for a long time.....i think this is really true. Though we always must look into the future, i think there is no harm in going back to the past....and recall different memories that we had along the road of life....and appreciate the friends whom we once had.

Yes, today have an early dismissa cause me got no cca today....haahz...so went home rather early with hilda and ate cup noodles for lunch. i also think I really very the poor thing.....anyway, had a boring and lame project work talk today and nearly slept through the whole lecture. I think the teachers assume that all of us do not have a social life...i mean, school is really tiring...hope my project group will be more fun! hopefully lar coz I think the prople in my class seems quite nice and happening.....Hahaz....anyway, having two test tomorrow, econs and maths....think i may flunk the maths cuz really cannot make it. Anyway, gotta go study liaoz!

Well, tonight is the latest time I left NJC....at 7.30...can u believe it. Well, one good news is that I have a cca now.....well, actually i wanted to join CO but den my cv tutor asked me n weiwei to join cheerleading for fun....he said maybe we'll end up liking it.....so during lectures, weiwei was laughing non stop as she thought of herself as a cheerleader. Ao chinese was really sianz today lar....but my group was quite happening as we slacked around.....anywayz, attended the makeup lecture with shihui and liann....hai~ such a boring lecture. After that, sae my pri sch classmates shirleen sitting in front of me and she overheard me wanting to join cheerleading. Wellz, so weiwei, me and her went to the hall to talk to Mr Tay....he really idiotic and so crappy......anyway, found out that we gain a lot of cca pts through cheerleading...also can represent house and jc...haahz...not i greedy for cca points lar but i must be realistic mah.....anyway, after much consideration, three of us thought it was realli happening and fun so we joined. Finally got cca liaoz....tomolo no practice so early dismissal!!! Yay!!!....Anyway, hope 18/03 will have another gathering soon....really miss them.....and all their lame jokes.....i think i better go back to my chem notes liaoz....today i really stone during the lessons lor...sum more me become chem rep liaoz.....muz be more hardworking.

hey, this is the earlierest time i am writing my online blog.....so sianz!~ Haiya, i think it's time i sit down and make some resolutions... i am going to start watching the news everynight and i am going to work hard! Hahaz....hope I can stick to it. Anyway, today was really boring filled with lectures....and during chem lecture, there was another black out. The NJC ppl really are in deperate need of cutting down their electric bills. Anyway, I went hungry for the whole day until 5 without eating a single thing. Guess what, we ran 6 rounds today and after running, I didn't feel like eating anything coz I was so tired. It's really incredible how people can have that stamina and really make themselve run like they don;t feel tired at all. anyway, wenjie came back to njc today to meet wei wei they all...i'm really glad that her first 3 mths class mates are still so together.....and really hope her class gets better. My clazmates are really loud and have no second thoughts about voicing their opinions.....so guess i'm a little quiet nowadays. Anyway, they are having a class bbq this sat (so fast) and i think i will be going unless something crops up. Hahaz.....beginning to try to enjoy school life but if there was a class gathering for 18/03....i will choose to go to the latter one. Not that I don't believe in class spirit but frankly speaking, some of the people in my new claz are really of different frequencies......unlike those friends I made in AJC.....Anyway, i should stop comparing and get back to my homework. Lastly, want to apologise to wenjie for not meeting her as I was really tired today. Sorry!

haizz....i dun really have much to say today....spent the whole day going through homework and tutorials.....kinematics sucks really ......anyway, i'm currently ccaless and i think i will go sign up for one tomorrow....i'll ask weiwei's opinion....hai~think jeremy they all going 4 a movie on tuesday.,.....i cannot go as i have make up lectures till 6 pm....sighz!!! Life is tiring nowadays....after a fun day yesterday, me beginning to have withdrawal symptoms.....still miss 18/03 lots and also....anderson claz 4/1. hai~~~ why can;t people be contented in life....i really have no idea....my sis birthday is coming soon and I don't even have a gift for her...die liaoz....no one willing to accompany me to orchard on thurs....coz i already spotted the idea gift for her. Maybe I'll ask someone else like wenjie? Haiya, see first lar.....i gotto go see show liaoz.

Haiz....make up lecture sucks....but what to do? At least I still understand what that teacher talking about.....NJC is so pro energy saving that there was a blackout during lectures....unbelievable! Anyway, went home and slept for about 3 hrs....and went out to the track for 5 rounds wih 18/03 group of people...hahaz....unbelivable but I'm feeling fitter nowadays....I still don;'t really am very enthu about running.....then went bugis with them and shopped around, eat and talk crap. Hai~.....sometimes...I cannot really imagine myself still at Ajc but at times, I really miss the people there. I mean, sec school was for 4 yrs, pri sch 6 yrs...we all know it;s time to leave and say goodbye....but for 3 mths....we have just adapted and settled down, found a few good friends....and now, we have to leave and even if we stay, it is not the same class. Life is always like that one....good things last only for a second.....bad things always come....really miss cora as I have not seen her for a long time liaoz....dunno whether she still miss to suan me....i really hope so! I guess I'm glad that she has found her new friends but I really treasured her as a good friend and how she has help me change my opinion of certain things....she argues with me instead of agreeing with me. Ajcians are really simple you know, their life is not so complicated. I'm really afraid after 2 yrs at Njc, I will be more of a complicated person...really hope not....simple people have their simple hapiness you know. Sometimes, I don't want to adapt as I'm afraid I might drift apart with 18/03 people but at times, I really hope everyone can find their own clique and enjoy jc. Is this normal or not? I really have no idea. Sometimes, good friends just fade away though we always plan to stay in contact....but life is really like a box of chocalates....u dunno what to expect but just want all my friends out there to know......a simple hi helps bright up my life....a word of concern makes me feel like tomorrow is a better day.....an outing to meet up lets all the good memories we had together return. Even if we eventually lose contact, I know that someone out there once was a good friend and that the memories we had may be forgotten.....but at least we had a great time together.

Always look on the bright side of life.....I went to have ice cream with sec school classmates.....michelle, hilda, jiawen and we were talking about the scandals of NJC....Interesting but I really think life is more complicated here in NJC....You see friends that can really be bitchy and crappy....and you see those that are really nice and friendly. Met wenjie's friends today and finally sam Kareen....Xu chen....and meiling. I thought Kareen aka boon cheng was really quite sweet and pretty and I really think wenjie tastes in friends is excellent as they were really nice to me. Anyway, tomorrow I'm having make-up lectures....sianz....and i'm going to meet ppl from aj 18/03....very enthu about that onez.....Anyway, glad to see weilun;'s english still the same...and he has found some friends in his new class.....irene too and really glad for cora as she almost found her own clique.....Irene told me to call weilun and tell him the time tomorrow and I ended up chatiing with him for a short while and well....seriously find him quite fun to talk to.....not really sound very sian. Anyway....I think I have adjusted quite well into njc and I really like those girls from my claz though pe sucked today....Sianz! Anyway, I came to realise that love is something that come and goes away when you when you least expect it. So to all people out there....dun go finding for love....let it find you!

I'm not doing anything now....but I'm not slacking either. haha! Is that a good or a bad sign...I really don't know. Haiz! I think by this time, everyone should have settled down into their jc already. As for me, I found two nice gals in my friends in my claz...Shihui and Weiwei....and they seem to be potential people to be friends. You know what, I feel that as I get older, it is harder to adapt to a new environment. Seriously, just the mere thought of going back to 03S13, my class, really makes me a little sianz....I know.....I have to try harder and get used to the environment. but it does help that I see jiawen and hilda frequently and it cheers me up a little.....my class does really have a few weirdos who really think they are damn smart....maybe they really are. Anyway, peiying appealed back to yjc....sort of admire her courage to go for what she feels is best for her.....i think she will enjoy her jc years more. anyway, weiwei and I were discussing of which ccas to choose and I really could not come up with anything...I mean, where to go after the lame girl guides?.....I totally have no idea. I think that life is really filled with new beginnings....sounds cliche but it's true....and everything alwayz work out in the end. At times, I really miss ajc but at times, I tell myself to be brave and look ahead. It's really funny how people always look at the past instead of looking into the future. To me, the present is always the best...cuz the past has already passed....and the future is uncertain. But now, I just want to look back...I don;t want to look forward......juz like a song, i want to 'hui dao guo qu'......Maybe the present will teach us to learn to cherish the past and to live your life without regrets.....I remember a phrase ' Don;t think about what you cannot have....treasure what you have '......and that's the attitude I'm going to adopt.

Heyz.....I'm finally back home after a long day in school....well, I have several really interesting things to write abt. Firstly, I saw my new class today...hahaz....guess what,,,I'm in the same class as shuhui, serene, leonard, reuben.....haahz....really relieved that I know some of the people in my class. I really dun like those people who try to act sociable even though they are not on the first...*I won't mention any names soon*....anyway, my cv tutor is Mr Michael Tay and he is really one lame teacher who always breaks the rules.....certainly a huge change from my former jc tutor...Mr. Low Boon chu whu always give us an early recess.... anyway, the feeling of lonliness and emptiness is gone and is replaced by fear and excitment. Hai~~~.......during lecture today, the PA system amplified a person's handphone polyphonic ringtone and it was really funny......also, i'm lost in the midst of physics tutorials....imagine! projectile motion...what the heck is that? So, saw my new claz mates today and thought that they were quite alright.....actually, wanted to go out with 18/03 they all but when they called me, I was already at my house void deck....hope they had fun buying a gift for Mr. Low. Talked to Irene on the phone and she seem rather afraid of going to class....hahaz....found it really funny but still, only time will tell if jc life is going to be interesting or boring. anyway, received a letter from debbie today....quite touched by her words and I gave her a reply letter. *debbie, u will be receiving my letter soon if u are reading this entry* I kind of miss esther and alan....miss seeing them in the corridors of the jc...miss saying 'yoz' to them....miss poning ODAC together......miss seeing them in the canteen. During breaks today, I keep thinking about the fun times I used to discuss weilun and cora about what to eat...jeremy lame jokes...blackie frequent visits to the toilets.....and I hope that I would miss all of this less in time to come. I know that I shouldn't complain since I made the choice myself and I will make myself happy.....make the best of everything and think positive just like I always do......hope everyone else would be able to do the same!

Oh no....tomorrow is school reopening day liaoz....so fast......don't really feel like going back to school.....really hate to have a new class and make new friends. I think MOE should abolish the first 3 months.......i mean, we get stuck in a class that's so fun for the first 3 months and we have to be seperated again....Sighz! I mean, at least in sec 4, we had a fun filled 2 yrs. Now, we only have 3 months. It's really unfair when I think about it....anyway, i'm still glad to have that fun filled 3 months. From tomorrow onwards, I really have to slack a little less and concentrate on my studies again. Today was quite fun as blackie, weilun, jeremy, weiji and irene came to my house to play mahjong and we went for dinner after that with the exception of weilun....hahaz....think he had something on. Anyway, good luck to him as he is going to appeal to a 3 As class....hope he will suceed. I''m really hoping I get into the same class as leonard....at least I have someone whom I know and I won't be so lonely for the first few days...For your info, I really hate the first few days of school as you have to make new friends and you are so unsure about everything.....Sigh! hoping for a more fun day tomorrow and good luck to those in a new class and may all the people from 18/03 as well as the rest of my close friends like their jc and class......

Hahaz...today was a really fun day. Wellz, went out with jiawen, xingni, xiuli, wenjie, michelle, hilda, ken, zhiheng,weixin, minkok etc...to celebrate hilda's birthday. Well, the guys bought her a likin park CD which I have no idea why she likes it....and we girls gave her a necklace that looked really nice. Well, it has certainly been long since we gathered and went out together like today.....We went shopping and went to yoshinoya for dinner. Anyway, we went to this 'shopping mall' behind orchard point and it was really 'ulu'....i mean, it looked as if you could get robbed in that building and no one would come save you. At night, we were the only people there and we went to the arcade which was pathetically small........a little bigger than my bedroom....and played stupid games and daytona....Since we were the only people there...wenjie and xiuli really shrieked and screamed. As for the guys, I think they were too disgusted with us and they went to play pool which was just next door. After the arcade....we slacked around for a little while before going home by the MRT, I guess we were the noisiest people in the train and we kept pretending we were from Hwa Chong Jc which was really hilarious......anyway, my mum wasn;t too happy about me coming home so late but she did not utter any word. Hahaz...i wish hilda a very happy birthday. School is reopening soon....*Yawn*

Yesh....today was a day I did absolutely nothing except for wathching television and going to the library to return all those overdue books...don't understand why I can never return books on time everytime. Anywayz, then went shopping myself (pathetic)...If cora know about this, she will say i have excess time. Hahaz....in a way, she is right! Actually supposed to go out with wenjie today but she overslept....until 2.00 plus!!!!! Hahaz...so incredible that she can sleep so long. Anyway, guess i;m going out with esther they all tomorrow as it's hilda's birthday...haven't even bought her gift yet! Anyway, my jc friends were supposed to go for a mahjong session tomorrow but till now, no one has informed me. It's just like them to be so last minute as usual. Guess I hope that they go on tuesday instead so maybe irene and cora can make it. then it will be more fun with more people around. I bought a new pair of shoes at onli $9.90 and it's quite nice also....hope I get the chance to wear it soon.....maybe tomorrow. wanted to ask peiying for breakfast tomorrow but guess she;s too busy to entertain me....Haha.....it's just incredible that she still is on such good terms with her primary school friends. I cannot do that as I already lost contact with most of my pri school friends.

Hiaz....juz realized yesterday night that they are going weixin's house today actually....too bad i already promised Irene they all to go to gym.....anyway, the workout today was less tedious than last week's perhaps as we didn't ran around the track. Well, we ended about 2p.m .....and they ask me out for lunch and to play pool....well, i was really feeling a little guilty as I told wenjie I'll try to make it to meet them.....but at that point of time,m i totally forgot. So, guess I'll have to apologise to them. Haiz~ School will reopen nxt wednesday....is suppose this is a rather good piece of news. Hopefully, school will be more fun than staying at home. Jeremy and the rest were talking about meeting at mon for a mahjong session...hahaz...hope it is not last min planning again. Anyway, I was walking and talking with Irene on the way home and we discussed the importance of having a degree with respect to a person's experience. It's really nice to have a friend that doesn't just agree with you on everything....kind of refreshing. Anyway, today was rather fun but i think i;ll be looking forward to the mahjong session.

Today is really the most sianz day of the week.....i'm stuck at home doing nothing but tutorials as my parents disallowed me to go out today....hope the rest of them had fun at weixin's house. Anyway, i'm going to the orchid country club tommorow for gym session with my jc friends and after that, go for lunch i think.....i dun really know what is going on now as no one seems to have told me anything yet. Haiz....hope the MOE will announce tomorrow that sch will reopen on monday...or else i may really die of boredom at home. Haiz...seems so long since I woke up at 6 a.m liaoz.....kind of not looking forward to the feeling.....but at least, school will keep me occupied and also, i'll get to keep my june holidays. anyway, guess i better go see the television now...

I have really bad news.....2 more cases os SARS have been reported. And guess what, the student from Ngee Ann Poly is on the brink of death....really sad for him as i guess he must be about the same age as me. I mean, though I don;'t know him....im hope he really gets well soon. Well, a friend of mine told me the hols would be extended to 21st April....I was really stunned and started telling some of my good friends and you know what happen? It was a false alarm...when I see weilun....i'm am going to murder him....hahaz....anywayz, esther they all went to watch this gory movie 'MAY' and they told me it was a really bad movie. Guess I will not be watching it anytime...I mean, my mum also won't allow me to go out for these 2 days. Well, I'm hoping that she'll be in a better mood tomorrow and perhaps I'll ask 4 her permission to go to the gym with jeremy they all....Haizz......now really very sianz nowadays...can you imagine that I'm even playing with neopets online. I know it;s getting really lame and I'm always sitting in front of the tv with biscuits and snacks...and at the end of the day, I don;t even know what the whole television show was about. I'm still hoping the hols will end soon and we can all return to school.......I don;'t think I'll be going to the mahjong session at weixin house tomorrow....sadz but i'm a little tired of mahjong nowadays.

yoz...i'm back home after a long day. Jeremy's birthday today....went to danielle's house to celebrate...too bad weilun and irene were not there. Anyway, ate KFC(again) and also ate a delicious chocolate b-day cake. We played 16 rounds of mahjong which was fun and 'money-taxing'....lost a bit of money today. Anywayz, blackie and jeremy made lots of errors in mahjong and all of us really had a good laugh. It really was irritating to see that u lost just because of a stupid tile. Everyone seemed rather relieved that they were able to come out after being confined for dunno how many days. I'm praying that school will reopen soon as I want my june holidays and I would like to meet my new class. Hope they will be as fun as 18/03....well, gotta eat dinner soon already, better go before my mum starts nagging again.

Really think that if the MOE were to extend the hols....i can die of boredom. Anywayz....April's fool day today... but too bad.....no school so didn't get a chance to play any trick. Haiz. Had sort of a mini class gathering at wenjie's house. Yes, in case any one is wondering, I did went to her house for a mahjong session....hahaz....still owe ken a bit of money. Yes, I admit....I've gotten addicted to mahjong......cannot make it liaoz. Hahaz...today was real fun as long time since I really gathered with all of them. Felt really refresing...really glad that I'm still keeping contact with my sec school friends. What am I talking about,.....it's just barely 3 mths....no wonder I still keep in contact with them. Anywayz...tomorrow is jeremy birthday....but no one is planning anything yet. Haiz...guess no one is in the mood for anything since the SARs thing. Felt really guilty for eating KFC today....i know, I am feeling sick nowadays so I should try to abstain from fast food....but the temptation was too great......Anyway, hope jeremy has a memorable and great b-day!