Tuesday, May 30, 2006

met up with the s13 girls today, haha, and that mingyong nv come...bangseh us sia...haha, u owe us one hoh? hee, hope u got the job. anyway, so happy meeting the girls esp baox and sihui which i haven seen for a long long time... paiseh for making u all eat mos burger at toa payoh...haha, we were supposed to eat something else but that place closed down:( boo, to think we went there 1 yr ago after CIP, fond memories sia. had fun shopping around with u all too:).....

nxt thur meet up again ya? hee

well, got back my results on sat and i must say, it's really a piece of shit, pretty shocked by how badly i did this sem sia:( but was relatively calm after seeing it as i had already more or less expected it due to being able to see my cap even before my results were released. oh well, the morale of the story? when i said i really screwed up, i really do....unlike some others who claim to screw up but in the end, their results seem constant. whatever.

sigh, i guess got to rethink abt how to buck up next sem...and i really need to....don't want to get a lousy cert and denying myself of some opportunity like not getting a job that i'll like. sianz....working sucks too....3 weeks of admin job and i'm totally sian diao. hello, temp staff also requires your civilised behaivour ritE? stop treating me like your maid, i'm afterall an undergrad. sigh, i shall prove to u some day.

went shopping yest (to think i still had the mood to shop), haha, and i bought 2 tops....nice:) i'm just getting started on my retail therapy sia...muahhaha, bodynits has some really nice stuff, beachwear and they look so colourful:) and to anyone out there who thinks that i'm a spendthrift, let me tell u that when you spend 3/4 of your day stuck in a office doing sian admin stuff, and every morning you have to wake up damn early to squeeze with ppl in the mrt just to get to work on time, i think i'm justified to spend my pay on stuff that i like:)....so there, stop making me feel guilty. haha:)

the suntec laser show was really not that bad, except for the fact that they didn't play the song i wanted....haha, so guys, want a good way to jio girls hoh, go to the suntec fountain and make a dedication, and best of all, it's totally free:) and the girl will definitely be pleased:) hee, oh, beginning to really like japanese food after ichiban boshi yest....definitely rocks:)

meeting my s13 girls tmr, really miss them and happy that everyone can make it. anyone of u guys reading this, dun pangseh ah.....;)

daniel drew this for me....haha, it's really nice i think.....and i love the background cause i love teddy bears...haha, such a coincidence that he used that as a background. anyway, this is known as an ambigram...haha, realised my name is symmetrical after like 19 plus years of existance:)....well anyway, thanx alot to daniel and it's really rare to see a guy so talented in such areas...haha, maybe u can start a business:)

daniel sent me this pix he created. haha, super nice sia and that about all sums up my great trip to malaysia:)

happy birthday best fren:)...hee, i will sending u a belated card though, haha, hope u had fun with all of us together. hee, met up with the 4/1 gang today, long time since i seen them. haha, can we nt wait till my bday to meet again, it's freaking ages away. shopping soon ya girls? i want to go buy my cardigan.....i certainly had fun crapping together again, being with all of u just makes my life seems less mundane...haha, and to hilda, hope u are having fun at the states ya? haha, hurry back and rmb presents!!!

went KTV today in the afternoon, haha, it was quite fun and not too expensive though, i guess it's really the company that counts:).... some parts were quite funny when *someone went out of tune...haha, i shan't say who now. but felt really tired after 3 hrs of KTV, damn, i'm getting old....boo. haha, oh, i bought the eyeliner i've been eyeing for the past month.....the price was a little steep but oh wells, at least i'm earning some money....haha, and i also bought 2 diff colours of eyeshadow from this new shop called skin food...haha, i mus say their products are cheap and good...i mean, what's the point of buying eyeshadow that's branded. isn't it just colour? oh wells.

sigh, i think i'm suffering from insomnia....my body is tired, my mind is drained but i can't seem to sleep...haha, at least i get to wake up late tmr and laze in front of the tv.....shall upload pic of KL tmr i guess. you know what i think? i need the beach and the blue sky. i need to go to the beach to simply just sit there and clear my mind. haha, i wished i someone would just teleport me to tioman.....back to the perfect sky and sea there where everything seems so insignificant...no worries....nothing:) oh well, i guess wishes don't come true then.

to end off this post....i shall post a pix of the yummy sushi i made at weiz hse with serene and here. i mus say i'm pretty proud of myself. haha:)

2:13 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

At work now, I think I’ve finally mastered the art of stoning some how. Heex, but even though I get to slack some times, there’s a lot to be learn as the company I’m working as is a shipping company, and I must say it’s rather interesting to work here as I get to book cargo, vessels, draft invoices…..and all that. Nonetheless, time seems to crawl so slowly during work time…minutes seems to pass by like hours there’s an urge for me to just repot sick and to stay at home to sleep…sigh. The only motivating factor is my aim of working 20 working days straight to earn enough money….sigh, I’ll be working in this company for 25 days I think. Oh well, at least I’ll be richer then.

Happy birthday to my mum. Had a nice dinner last nite with the family. Loads of yummy food but oh well, I don’t really like buffets.

Something has been on my mind for some time. Do people take each other for granted after knowing each other for some time? I guess this happens most of the time as one may expect the other to be there for him/her. But perhaps, the other party nonetheless feels a little sian for being taken for granted. Hmm, perhaps this is one of those things which have to be resolved by the other person’s sensitivity. If you really care for another person, you wouldn’t want her to feel that she has to keep putting in the effort into the friendship or relationship. Sometimes, I feel that there are certain things that should be felt with the heart, and cannot be seen or heard.

Haha, pretty philosophical nowadays and don’t worry, I’m not directing the above comment to anyone in particular. Oh well, to end this post with a light hearted note….please pray that 5.30 comes soon….oh mans, I want to go home. Sigh, even though I have tuition after work today.

Oh, anyone wants to go cycling or swimming, do tell me ya? Haha, I’m in need of the outdoorsJ

10:13 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hmm, was tagged by our dear serene...hee, ok, here goes:)

=My Perfect Lover=

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 points about his/her perfect lover
2. Mention the gender of the perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to this and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged a second time, there is no need to do it a second time.
5. The most impt part is having fun doing it!

1. The Eight Points

- humourous: i love a guy who can makes me smile and be happy

- intelligent: well, he has to be a thinker...and definitely be smarter than me

- caring: there's no such thing as too much love right? i dun mind being showered with it:)

- adventurous: or shld i say outdoorsy? he must share my interest of cycling, travelling
and water sports wuld be a plus point.

- romantic: not very practical indeed but i am a sucker for flowers and surprises. which girl
doesn't?

- understanding: so that he will be able to tolerate my unreasonable side

- family orientated: he must be caring towards those that are closest to him

- chemistry: most impt, i must feel sparks whenever we are together. haha, and he must be able
to know how i feel without me telling him:)

2. MALE(obviously:))

3. The 8 people

wenjie, hilda, yunqing, shuang han, peiying, irene, hwee, huituan:)

10:50 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

finally back to update this place. back from genting and KL yest...haha, genting was really exciting as i got 'song yong' by the rest to go on all the thrilling rides....and some were really scary though...well, at least i fully utilize the money i paid to enter the theme park:) KL petaling street at nite is really vibrant and hot....haha, and all of us bargained like mad there....esp wendy...haha, the
muhahaha expert....but the stuff there are mainly for guys though...hee, i bought a white cap and a pair of sneakers though:)....and thanx to teck chew for bringing us ard....haha, i must say he was a really gd host even though he didn't know how to get to berjaya times....haha, that was a joke though;) but certainly, it was a fun trip with all the muhahaing, looking ard for gigi, eating the yummy steamboat, the pathethic 3 small fish fillet me and wendy ate....and the unforgettable train ride there.....certainly it would make good memories:)

first day at work today, damn slack la....i stoned from 8am to ard 12.....when i say stone, is really sit there and stare into space.....i think i'm super good at stoning nowadays....den in the afternoon, typed a few shipping doccuments and the day was soon over....haha.....i think maybe the 1st day is more slack sia...tmr may be the real nightmare? haha, but i just need to endure 20 working days....den i'll earn enough money and i'll be free to enjoy my hols.....1 day down, 19 more to go:(

it isn't good to be in a dilemna rite? esp when you are quite unsure of what the dilemna is. sigh, am i too oversensitive? i guess so..... but sometimes, words someone say might be disappointing to another. i hate how things turn out in such a way when it should not be that way. like something that one's has been anticipating suddenly turns into something which is totally disappointing.

sometimes i love to travel. just like on a road trip where one can get to listen to music and reflect on certain issues that we will never have time to think of on a busy day. but sometimes, travelling seems such a chore to me.....when at times, you hate the extra time you have which forces you so somewhat let your mind wander. i guess that's the major difference between female and males. no offence but guys tend to think less....it's just like looking at the entire picture but females tend to look at the details instead.

to put it in simpler words, i am just standing in the middle of a crossroad...don't know which way to go:(

11:22 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

had fun for the past few days...haha, too lazy to update though, heex, monday was sushi buffet with adec, derek and sitong, haha, was pretty fun to crap around and to catch up with them...

went shopping with serene and weix on tues and in the end, it was me and serene who ended up buying stuff...haha, i got a new shirt from zara though, 50 freaking bucks....oh well, but its definitely worth it cause it looks really nice....haha, haven bought anything for quite some time though. we went to eat gelare ice cream and waffle and it was absolutely delicious:) hee hee

yest went to safra to swim with weix....ahhh, so long since i step into a pool....super fun sia....but i was panting after 20 laps though, haha, i got to keep on swimming to get back the stamina....heex, going to embark on my pilates course next week le sia....hee, to keep fit and healthy after eating so much rubbish. oh, den went to wei wei hse to make sushi with serene...haha, we had so much fun sia and making sushi is not easy ok? it really takes alot of effort so if someone makes one entire box of sushi for you...haha, you should be immensely touched:) and happy. shall post pix here nxt wk

today was another happy day again at k lunch with the 2 girls again....LOT 1 K LUNCH IS SUPPER YUMMY!!! 11 bucks onli and we sang for 3 hrs...haha, not alot but it was rather worth it though, sorry sia, i was quite tired and not as hyper as the two of you:) hee hee, but my 1 wk of hols has definitely been really fun.

going to pack my stuff as i'm leaving for KL and genting tonight...haha, so last min sia....but till when i come back...take care ppl:) enjoy your hols....hee

oh, i got a job!!!!! i'm starting work nxt tue....yippeee....

3:58 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

yummy delicious food as essential brews...haha, didn't take a pic of my green tea plus apple and kiwi drink...it was really nice....

haha, the 5 of us....baoz and sihui? mus come next time hor....haha, after eating everything....


weiz, me, mingyong and serene...haha, we were taking tons of pic and laughing all the wat

umm, shuang said this looked like we are posing for some lame pagent...haha, mine top and wei wei's one look the same:)
outside essential brews...haha, i think we look kinda like in some kind of back alley in hong kong on a tour

me and serene....

me and shuangz...haha, her colour combi matches election day really well...haha but looks great babe:) pw mates forever...heex

met up with the girls at holland v, it has been a long 6 months....but i'm glad we still have so much to bitch abt....heex, and you all really made my day or rather, my nite.....have a nice trip to USA shuang....and come back and we'll meet up again kk? haha, shopping trip this tues;)

9:34 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

woke up today feeling piggish...haha, slept super late last nite cos was talking to wendy.....hmm, today cycling is postphoned....sigh, long long story but end up i'm home alone again....haha, an entire day for me to stone once more.....oh, talked to alot of friends online last nite though, haha, really miss them alot and should really meet up soon.

sigh, it's really weird how my hols in turning out to be.....don't think i'll really get to do the many things that i wanted to do......oh wells, things don't always turn out the way you want them to rite? at least no need to mug anymore, i should be happy. nevertheless, something is missing from the entire picture.... i don't know what it is but i know something has changed.

11:08 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

anyone knows where to get nice template for blogs? haha, i have been looking for one since the end of last night and today morning too....sigh, and there's not one that actually caught my eye:( sigh, today was super boring....haha, i was bored till the point where i went to read my sis's books....haha, ironic since i have been looking forward to this hols. but oh well, maybe finding a job soon will help to keep my mind off things.

sigh, beginning have a feeling that i used to have months ago, it's like the same thing happening again. sometimes i wonder if i need alot of attention from another party....or perhaps i'm just too free nowadays. don't really understand why i'm feeling this way but perhaps it is just a momentarily feeling? and it's really difficult to express my disdain to certain things as i don't know a better outcome instead of the current one. it just simply feels wrong now. i dun think anyone reading this will truly understand this but well, in short, i feel neglected. that person said to me that if you truly like someone, he/she will be always around you even though he/she is not. well, is this really the case? or is it just another cliche saying that people use to make themselves feel betteR?

well, cycling at ecp tmr...maybe i'll feel happier and dinner with the s13 girls. haha, and on sunday, i'll be lugging all my stuff from NUS back home....

10:12 PM

totally done with exams....*heaves a sigh if relief*, at least we can all slack til the release of the results....now all i nid to do is to slack for a week, trip with wendy and the rest as well as to find a job....i need money!!!!....

haha, went town after exams today, caught the movie Mission impossible 3....hmm, an unlikely show that i would watch but oh wells, today was kinda special and all of them were pretty enthu abt it....haha, didn't want to be a spoiltsport and in the end, the show turned out to be quite nice...haha, quite cool ideas in the show but the action part kinda happened all at one time and my mind couldn't process fast enough:( sigh, oh...also tried the hokkien mee at wisma foodcourt that i've been waiting to try since last hols....it was really yummy though but the queue was kinda long....we waited a looooong time for that plate of hokkien mee:(

sigh, i want to go shop, shop and shop...any takerS? ooh, and i saw 2 really nice skirts at zara today...the denim one was freaking ex....like 70 bucks for the skirt.....oh, but it's really nice and the exact shade that i've been looking for......sigh, perhaps i shall decide whether to buy or not after i'm back from KL......and after i get a job? sigh, any lobangs ppl?

just finished watching the memoirs of a geisha vcd i bought for my sis...haha, 2nd time i'm watching it and i must say i'm going to re read the book this hols...haha, it's one of my fav books though.....

i shall begin my regime of slacking....haha, for the next 1 week:)

12:38 AM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i hate to say this but i think i screwed up today's cn1111 paper. just let me wallow in self pity for once....and i really did screw it up. what's the point of studying when the end product is like that? sigh:(

2:00 PM