Tuesday, December 30, 2003

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today morning went for CIP again at tan tock seng hospital lar.....made a mistake of eating my medicene before going....i was lk feeling so damn drowsy throughout the whole thing....haahz...went with brother jeremy....but what we did today was quite fun....better than the usual filing and sorting......hahaz....lucky today only did until the early part of the afternoon....i was like so stoned throughout the whole time...but i realli lk the ppl there esp those from the ad hoc department.....wow...u guys rocks and i really am touched by their concern and giving food to me....and they kept asking me to take a rest.....hahaz.....i realli hope to go back there again.....den came home at around 2 plus and juz slept.....i juz woke up feeling loads better,.....hahaz...maybe sleep is all i need....but i have tons of tutorials yet undone....gotta go pia liao....hahaz my mum juz boiled some chinese soup that was supposedly suppose to cure me.....it tastes awful and shit,,,have to drink again later.....haiz.....

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


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i guess me feeling better...hahaz....saw another doctor today.....den she gave me some more medicine and it seems to working loads better...hahaz...hopefully, my throat infection will clear up soon....hopefully....hahaz....went out with debbie today...hahaaz...had loads of fun catching up and real glad that there was no awkward silence between us......we juz tok u know....juz like how we did a few months back....i guess both of lives have changed pretty much.....hahaz....thanx for pei ing me to the clinic k debbie.....will ask u out pretty soon for dinner or sumthing....hahaz...muz remind me and keep in touch k.....and i hope ur new sch life will be even more fun and happening.....dun worry too much about HIM ba.......i hope things will really work out in the end for u.....though i dunno what will happen by i will be wishing u all e best and gd luck k.....stay happy and dun be depressed too....hmm...den met jeremy lar...apologies to debbie for leaving early.....u will understand rite....hmm.....he din realli tell me what happened....but we certainly had fun talkin .....hahaz...maybe some things are harder to discuss ba....hahaz...but i'm real glad to haf him as my 'brother'.....i feel really happy talking to him lor....hahaz.....sch reopening soon....i guess me better catch up on the stacks of homework....gotta turn in early and maybe if not, watch a nice show on tv....haahz...hope to recover soon.....thanx 4 all the concern from u ppl out there..

10:10 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2003

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i'm still sick.....lame but true....can barely tok now liao....haiz.....i juz saw the mtv for di xia tie the movie....the sound of colours....the song is so damn nice lor.....hahaz....i am so going to buy that album.....maybe soon...coz i'm broke currently....haiz.....i loved the story lor......i liked the scenes where everything is so simple......where things are not so complicated.....and when everyone is happy....there are 4 ppl in this show......two of which loved 2 other persons....but were not fated to be with those they loved......both waited for 2 yrs......unrequinted love is definitely sad.....i dunno....maybe loneliness drove both of them together......and they realli ended up together......but the scences were definitely heartwarming.....the other 2 characters.....one was a blind gal and another was a guy who bcame blind........and then both of them ended up together,.....cliche lor.....but then the best scene was when both of them were sitting side by side, hands under the table.....and slowly their hands moved towards each other until they held hands.......it was realli the best part and the most innocent part of the show lar.....hahaz.......shall stop talking abt the show le lar.......

11:12 PM

Saturday, December 27, 2003

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went out early this morning to eat with dad's friend and sister....they wanted to give us a treat....hahaz....cystal jade dian xin at toa payoh....yumz......it was quite good lar.....and i din have to pay...that's e best part.....hmm....den went with my parents to orchard lar....hahaz...how exciting.....under the sponsership of dad....got a new adidas bag...hahaz....so happy now....hmm...also did my new year shopping le.....realli damn pleased with what i bought....hahaz......1 skirt and 5 new tops.....and i tink all look great....hahaz....going to have a whale of a time wearing them in new yr.....leo, reuben, weiz and serene are in my gp claz....hahaz...goin to haf loads of fun poning wif them....hahaz.....i better go and work out soon or sumthing.....haiz.....i feel that me put on weight le....hahaz...or else cant fit into those nice new year clothes....btw, me still sick....i'm almost lost my entire voice liao....and i cant breathe properly.....sigh....still got loads of homework to pia by nxt week....well...time to eat medicene le....gotta sign off!~

9:40 PM

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i'm sick....for 3 days already.....throat is infected and running a slight cold.....never felt so bad in the past few months le......haiz...and the medicene does not seem to work......seems to make me sleep and when i wake up.....there;'s like no difference...shit.....guess too much of chocolates and 2 nights without sleeping in a row has caused this ....i;m coughing lk mad now le.....haiz....guess i better return to my bed to get some quality rest.......haiz.....

10:17 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2003

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merry xmas to everyone out there....juz woke up and while i'm typing this...i looked lk a mess now....hahaz....hmm...i watched the show 'the sound of colours' a chinese show yesterday....it was realli very nice lar.....i mean, sentimental and very xmas show.....and realli laughed alot during that show....hmm....den went to walk about in orchard lor....was so damn tired after walking around....and i saw the bad i wanted at the adidas shop...too bad me haven't bought it......hahaz....will buy it before school reopens, i promise......den went toa payoh.....to mos to eat lor....the place was so deserted.....nobody was inside.....and the ppl were lk so enthu to see us lor....hahaz....but the day was quite well spent lar......den came home abt ten plus and slacked on my bed reading 8 days......cool huh....but i;m surprised to receive so many xmas sms on my hp lar....to u ppl who send them....enjoy ur xmas and a happy new year!........and to jeremy who sent me a card.....thanx and ur card was realli meaningful.....i'll remember what u wrote k......

10:03 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

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hai...long time since i blogged le...hmm....pretty much sent out all my x-mas cards....hope ppl whu receive them will smilez....and to those that i know....merry xmas....went to min kok house for a stayover on sunday....hahaz.....ate so much of cake and KFC lor....hai.....later will bcum fat sia.....but the xmas party was quite fun lar.....slacking, talking, catching up....i din sleep at all lor.....hahaz.....but we spent the later part of the night playing truth or dare....which bcame kinda stupid at the end....hilda was lk sitting there....dunno got sleep or not....hahaz......it's at times of the year where memories start cumin back and i really miss a lot of ppl....hmm....den yesterday, alan, az, peiying came my house to stayover too....cant believe we spent the whole night playing monopoly until the morning lor....i laugh until i really want to die lar....but i really miss those guys lar....hahaz.....long time no see.....still got loads to tok about....hahaz....den today went with them to queensway....hahaz...saw an adidas bag that i like alot....hahaz....going to buy it soon.....but i am so damn broke now though....*sigh*.....den we were lk so damn tired walkin around.....when i reached home...i juz fell onto my bed and slept lor....hahaz...so shuang....will do it later again too lar.....hmm...want to thank those who sent me a xmas card....esp wenjie....i realli lked what u wrote in the card.....really did touched my heart!

10:17 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2003

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shi jie shang zui yuan de ju li, bu shi ni wo fen ge liang di, er shi wo zhan zai ni de mian qian, ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni......dan xing fu shi bu neng mian qiang, que shi wo zhi de deng dai de........

10:37 PM

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yoz.....long day today....went early in the morning with jeremy, alan and his fren to Tan Tock Seng hospital to do cip lar....at first thought it would be quite boring lar....i mean, how exciting can u get with filing medical doccuments....but when we went there....the person in charge named clara......was damn nice and friendly...most imptly, she treated us lk adults lar......den spoke to us in a realli nice tone.....i guess i was thinking about going there again to help out coz she sort of treated us seriously....made volunteer passes for us and i will feel really guilty if she went to all that trouble for nothing.....and explained about a lot of things....the rest of the day was spent filing and sorting out patient's medical records lar...kind fun when i think of it now....but quite tired though....the people there are real friendly....gave us drinks and cake lar.....not to mention 7 hrs of cip....hahaz....that;'s an added bonus lar....anyway....started to enjoy the time spent there.....the feeling of being busy and occupied....and not long later......time to go home le....hahaz....tml going there back again to do cip.....certainly lookin forward to it lar...want to thank alan for introducing this cip to me....hahaz......xmas cumin soon le....muz go write xmas card and send to all those of u out there le.....oh ya.....hope everyone is having fun during the hols.....2 more weeks left onli....muz make full use of it!

10:19 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

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i'm so dead tired lor...k...today morning went for cip lor....i tink some of the kids were really quite cute lar....theres this girl who's quite nice in the centre i tink....haiz....me showing favourtism le....that's bad...but i guesss what hilda wrote is right.....some kids are so political and naughty lor....hahaz...can see le.......that;s sad i tink.....hahaz.....hmm...looking forward to tomorrow's picnic....hahaz.....win liao......den i went to pulau ubin today with the usual gang....really had loads of fun...it's funny how u cant tok to some people u see everyday...but u have loads to tok to those u haven seen in a long long time....hahaz....we went cycling for lk 3 hrs in some ulu place lor....den saw wild boars....i'm not exaggerating lor...they are lk on the lose one....den azhari kept tryin to provoke them lor......i tink we;'ll be dead if we were together on survivor....hahaz....den cycling in e rain was nt bad...i can feel a fever cumin soon le....haha......den we went changi hawker to eat lor....the stuff there is so damn nice....and not too expensive ba,......so we had dessert and noodles...hahaz.....the journey home was not bad.......long but we chatted all e way...looking forward to seeing u guys nxt wk.....peiying...organiser k.....but now....i gtg le

10:58 PM

Monday, December 15, 2003

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10:38 PM

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heyz...i'm back le lar....i guess back to normal ba....dunno too...hmm...today went to this childcare centre early in e morning to do CIP lar....hahaz....teaching the kids there quite fun lar...hahaz....some realli smart and eager to learn.....hahaz....den they said alot of hilarious stuff lor....make me laugh lk siao lor....haiz~.....envy the innocence of all e children there lar......makes me think of my childhood....den the later part of the afternoon was spent painting the backdrop for their xmas play....i am so damn convinced that i can nv paint anyting...from brown paint until black lor.......it looked terrible...ok...in simpler terms...we were all basically slacking there most of the time lar....with weiwen saying funny things....hahaz....not a bad way to spend my day today lar....den went out walking with hwee at 'NORTHPOINT' juz now......haiz...northpoint again.....suan le....fated wif that place i tink....den i guess all i can say to her is to 'take care lar....and muz be strong k'.....hahaz....pretty funny i'm givin advice to her.....find it hilarious though.....sigh....anyway, tml goin to ubin with peiying, azhari and alan....hahaz....looking forward to meeting those guys again.....i miss them!

10:18 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2003

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You were there when i was sad,
you gave me hope when everything seemed bad..
you may not know,
but you've become very important to me...
you may say no,
but i believe we may be fated to be....
i know it may be hard,
but im sure one day ill find the key to you heart...

this long quote is from another person's blog.....i think its quite nice so post it here!

10:57 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

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i;m back after chalet le...hmm....monday was quite fun lar...want to send cora at the airport on monday......hahaz...she left le....will be back abt 1 month later.....i guess i will really miss her lar....hahaz....but hoping to see her when she cums back......hope that she will be havin fun at her home now in hong kong....the bbq was quite okay....food was definitely enough and quite nice lar....haahz....but as usual, didn;t have enough sleep lor....stupid.....den nw my neck aching like siao.......hmm.....i am now currently very tired le....i dun tink i shall elaborate on the chalet......hwee, thanx 4 organising lar....i know it's difficult to organise this type of stuff....takes alot of effort.....*thanx* and hope u enjoy life after 'a's......

so much has happened....and i want to thank mingyong and jeremy lar......mingyong: hmm....i realli want to thank you alot......u are one of the few ppl in nj that i confide in lar....though i cannot say i tell you alot of things......but there are stuff that i;ll always keep to myself.....but then one thing i know is that i realised something impt......a true fren is one that sits beside you when you feel down.....he/she wun comment....wun tell u what he/she thinks......will just listen......and be there......and i think you have realli done that lar.....can only realli say thanx lar....i wun forget our steamboat feast.....as for jeremy:..hahz...can;'t believe we are still so gd frens after so long le....hmm.....i know i dun haf to say much to express my thanx le.....but i am realli glad you are always there when i need someone to listen to me.....and it's good enough....i dun think u will be reading this ba.....hahaz......

i guess i wun exactly write what happen here....and how i feel.......or i know is....i probably wun be updating for a while.......

11:09 PM

Monday, December 08, 2003

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long time no update le...hahz...SATs was a disaster lor....the teacher stopped us before time was up......haiz....lol.......no choice.....have to retake again le lor.....irritating and sickening sia...the vocab section was xtremely terrible lor.....haiz......sad case.....wel, shall dun care abt sat le......hmm....today going for chalet....hope to haf fun there....until wed when i;ll be back to update...bye bye....oh ya, cora is leavin today.....wish her a smooth journey back home!

12:42 PM

Friday, December 05, 2003

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sickening....sian....tired.....SATs is tml le....haven't prepared much.....oh well.....retake again lar.....

10:22 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited,
energetic, and childlike personalities in the
aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful,
sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life
purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun,
and to help heal the planet.


What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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1:09 PM

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a few days since i updated my blog le....haiz....certainly got nothing much to say these few days lar...hahaz...leading a boring life stoning at home coz no one is at home for the past few days lar......hahaz.....den i am all alone at home...but the feeling of waking up near noon time is really very shuang lor....now den i realised....hahaz....den these few days sort of mugging abit of SATs lar....hahaz......i guess me busy slackin at home....quite fun....got loads of thing to eat also....i sort of imported all my fav food from the minimart downstairs to my house le.....hahaz......yup.....sigh......quite sian holidays but also quite busy lar...juz realised this hols that there are ppl in this world who think alot......i'm a little condfused....y think so much about things that are already so simple....you are juz wasting your time and in e end, u will be even more depressed....especially towards things that dun even require much thinking......then you make everything into a complicated matter...when it is actually so simple......

1:06 PM

Monday, December 01, 2003

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woke up quite early this morning....was slacking away in the empty house....den went to cora house with jeremy lar....hahaz....den the three of us were sitting in her house in the whole afternoon watching this vcd on 'Brother Bear'....quite touching and nice lar...ppl....go and watch this cartoon when it opens k....haahz......yupz...den after the show we went to changi village that row of kopi tiam to eat rojak....hahaz...coz cora bf open that stall with his frens....so we went down to support lar...but i muz say, the rojak was damn nice lor.......one of the nicest i've ever eaten for a long time lar....hahaz......den we went to the hawker centre there to eat some noodles lor...quite cheap and tasty....hahaz...muz bring ppl there to try...maybe nxt time ask peiying they all to go ubin....can go there and eat....haahz.........muz realli ask the 3 of them out soon le......by this hols.......den tml shall study SATs le lar....probably goin swimming tml again....hahaz.....muz exercise more coz muz enthu pe le lar...hahaz........

11:22 PM

Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."

The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.


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11:13 PM