GLAMOUR SHOTS

Saturday, January 31, 2004

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In Love with you

Just a gentle whisper
Tell me that you called
Even only in memories
Where did we go wrong
Couldn’t find the words then
So, let me say it now
I’m still in love with you

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I’ll be there
I’ll be there waiting

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There’s no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
I’m in love with you

Now were here together
Yesterday has past
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last
And I promise to you
I would always be there
I give my all to you

Living life without you
Is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever
(I’ll be there)
I’ll be there for you

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There’s no one who loves you like I do
This I promise
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
Hold me closer

Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found, our way
I’m in love (I’m so in love)
I’m in love (yes, I’m in love)
I’m so in love
With you…

11:45 PM

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what a day it has been.....went to school early in e morning at 8 am and had co prac until 4 plus....i guess i;'m glad me made abit of improvement today....hahaz....tats great i tink...shall continue to jiayou.....haahz....den went with hilda to meet jiawen, mingkok, zhiheng, francis, weixin, esther and michelle.....at Kbox at ps there....haiz....it was quite ex lar....but new yr nvm ba....hahaz...sang for a bit den we walked to orchard....there was the chingay performance lar....hahaz...thought the ppl realli put in loads of effort in this thing....can't imagine how much the whole thing cost....it was nice as the ppl were realli performing with their hearts....as in they were enjoying themselves....i was like wow.....okok....den to baofei: paiseh me nv go see u perform....it was too crowded le....couldn;t manage to get there...but i hope ur performance is a sucess k....hahaz....

yup...at first we were watching the performance lar.....den after that me, francis, esther and weixin started playing the finger guessing game lar....hahaz...den made use of esther;s hockey stick to play around....weixin pretended it was a gun and starting firing away....as a helicopter.....as a witch broom....damn hilarious....to a point i was almost rolling on the floor le....i really miss those ppl lor....nv fail to make me laugh....perhaps it is true that u nv realise what you have until u have lost ba....but i'm glad we are all still so great frens and have so much to tok about....haahz....

that abouts all ends off.....i love my sec sch frens lar......miss them loads too....most of them are in aj....but i still haf jiawen, mich, and hilda...hey guys, have common lunch too k....hahaz.....anyway, heres a shoutout to wenjie: so sad u cant make it today....hahaz...but will have another chance ba,....nxt time muz cum k....hahaz...now, realising me haven did any work...i am so dead.....countless homework and tests,......what a way to spend hari raya haji....j2 life suxs....

11:33 PM

Friday, January 30, 2004

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damn tired now,....but guess i'll update as i had a great day....the day started not too great with PE.....needless to say...i was damn tired lor.....now my whole body is aching and i wonder how am i going to go to school tomorrow....haiz......den lessons as usual....time seems to pass so slowly lor.....win le.....den i was like so damn tired and whatever the teacher was toking about....i went in but came out the other way.....hahaz...den got chem prac......so rush lor...went to shaungz house later....hahaz...we watched american idol for 2 plus hrslor....damn hilarious...she bangs....hahaz...that guy realli cabnnot make it....i pity him though....but his voice was awful lor.....

den went to SMU for dinner which was damn salty....but there;s a park there....very quiet and peaceful....hahaz...it would be great to bring the person u liked there....haahz....realli.....if u can stroll around the pond in the moonlight and jus talk about anything under the stars.....it would realli be great i guess

went back to shuangz house and played the handsign game....damn hilarious lor.....baofei was so damn funny lar...hahaz....i was rolling on the floor...den wei wei played a prank on jieli....hahaz....and we were laughing lk siao...but glad he was a good sport about the whole matter....haahz.....not bad arh...shall hope to have a sleepover soon...den after that went home....wif weiz....and waited like so long for a bus that was nv going to arrive coz the bus stop din have that bus....pissed off....but had a great time toking to that girl....i;'m realli glad to have her as a fren....haahz....talked alot lor....may dun see her at times...but yet, got alot to say.....

guess that;s abt it...wanna thank shuangz mum for the hongbao....paiseh no oranges....and thanks for letting us cum ur house.....and glad that could talk to shuang ning even though we were from dif schs....had a great time

11:51 PM

Thursday, January 29, 2004

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waiting for my show to start now....gotcha on channel 5...it rocks and it;'s so damn funny....hahaz.....anyway, maths s paper was a disaster....hahaz...me and mingyong were copying lk siao.....and din even understand....but the weekly assesment was okay lar....at least we managed to do it.....(so proud of myself:).....hahaz.......sian diao....the weather is damn cold nowadays lar.....so wearing a sweater all around school.....sigh....and i was so damn tired today.....sleeping from 3 plus to 4 at the classroom....so shuang lor.....haiz......have been seeing hilda these few days lar....hahaz...she looks stressed....which is seldom....hope she will complete catching up soon lar.....i'm so looking forward to the weekend lor.....at least i can sleep and take a breack.....maths test was okay today....hahaz....studied for 1.5 hrs,.....and the test took 10 mind....what the heck,......sian diao....chem prac test tml.....later also like maths that type of pattern then realli win liaoz.....hahaz....i gtg....shows starting le

7:57 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

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tired...maths test on integration tomorrow.....pissed off by some person.....sianz.....sleepy......confused.......going to sleep soon........

10:14 PM

Monday, January 26, 2004

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hahaz...i so in a good mood today....what irene told me today made me smile :)...maybe i'm jus happy for nothing but what she said brought sunshine into my life today.....hahaaz.....hmm.....shall keep the news to myself some how ba....to jelvin: jiayouz...and u sound confused lar...jus follow ur heart, i guess and all e best!....as for me, i'll stay happy and shall go and sleep soon le lar....hahaz...hope u are well and happy too...i guess i wun be seeing you for a long long time le lar...oh ya, cut my hair today lar...hahaz...not much dif but i tink looks nicer le ba...:)......sigh.....tml is a long day...i heard this song on radi juz now.....tink it's realli romantic lar...haiz

Looking Through Your Eyes
by Leann Rimes

Look at the sky, tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes and describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling with starlight tonight
That's what I see through your eyes

I see the heavens each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles
And suddenly I know my life is worthwhile
That's what I see through your eyes

Here in the night, I see the sun
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes.

I look at myself and instead I see us
Whoever I am, now it feels like enough
And I see a girl who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes

Here in the night, I see the sun
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes.

And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to grow
And there is so much that I'll remember
Underneath the open sky, with you forever

Here in the night, I see the sun
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes.
Looking through your eyes.

10:45 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2004

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i was asking you
to love a girl
who was just a girl
standing in front of a boy
asking him to love her.

...you couldn't.

9:59 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2004

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wow....today was a great day...first, i wanna apologise to the 4/1 gang lar.....realli wanted to go to jiawen's house but den so suay, my 1st 3 mths claz ppl had a gathering today and they planned it like weeks ago and i promised them le.....realli sorry lar....but i hope u guys had fun k....hope to meet up with u all again soon.....yupz...i shall carry on with my story......hmm.....met some of the 1803 ppl.....den went to buy food.....nothing much to buy as jeremy already had most of the stuff at home....haha...i think his mum was quite nice lor.....leave food for us and some more allow us to go his house......thanx a lot.....and well, we kinda slacked around playing mahjong until xiaoqi and shuqin came....hahaz....den we played blackjack lar.....damn gao xiao lor....weiji lost abt 20 to 30 plus dollars......den jeremy won abt 20 plus dollars....haiz...nvm lar, new yr what....lose abit of money also nvm one lar....

den after that we ate seamboat lar......i was kinda looking sian lar....hahaz....den maggie came.....she was still as sweet as ever lor.....realli think she is pretty lor....and realli kinda missed her lar...but nvm....s'pore so small, sure can meet up one lar....the steamboat was damn nice lor....considering we paid a dollar each onli....hmm......den me and the girls were busy taking pictures lar....quite fun.....den after that played this stupid handsign game......laughed like siao also lor......coz eveyone keep making mistakes lar...hahaz...shall teach the girls in 03s13 when we go to shuangz house nxt sat.....i hope all of them can make it

i guess i have said all that i wanna say....i realli had alot of fun today lar.....with seeing so many ppl.....hahaz....i hope the rest of the ppl had fun too....and to brother jeremy, i realli think u are a real pal lor......walking me down to the bustop 2 times.....coz i forgot to bring my wallet.....and for listening to me when i feel down lor....it's great to have such a friend like u.....and i hope u, me cora and irene.....will always remain as 'si dang' lar......coz i know if i tell u anything, u wun laugh at me lar.....u will jus listen....and that;'s what a true friend is for....and i'm glad to find one like you even though we have onli known each other for 3 months!......to the rest of you out there....happy new yr~

11:11 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2004

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....hahaz...finally le....paiseh din blog last night...i slept at 9 plus after taking my medicine.....hahaz....stupid,.........but i'm feeling better now than the past few days liao.......hahaz...hmm....yesterday was quite fun.......had renion dinner at my ah ma house......den reached home quite early though......hahaz.....got loads of things to eat lor......realli quite nice.....later we going there again,......hope they give me alot of hong bao..........yeah........den can buy alot things that i want and like.......hahaz....i guess i hope the people around me dun fall sick......like me.....and have a great happy chinese new year ba.......hahaz.....it's going to be visiting houses everyday for the nxt few days lar........later me surely will bcum fat from eating all the new yr goodies......hahaz...hope it doesn;'t happen lar.....want to thank jelvin fo helping me with a important favour lar....thanx a million and till then..........happy chinese nw yr

10:04 AM

Monday, January 19, 2004

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i was so damn drained today....so tired after sleeping at 1 plus yesterday...den had to go celebrate weiji bday with the 18/03 gang......haiz...stupid rain...me without umbrella.....den was also still recovering from flu lor.....was drenched today like siao lor....haiz....coz i tot i was late....turned out all of them were late lor....hahaz.....den we ate lar....at least, they ate coz i couldn't eat KFC due to my flu.....haiz....was so tempted though.....hahaz....i had a great time today lar....sorta feel that all of us are gathered back again.....and we sang the bday song with everyone staring at us....the cake was nice though....yummy....and den we posed to take several pictures....making a fool out of ourselves there lor....with everyone staring at us.....hahaz...but we din care lar...hahaz....let them laugh.....it's not lk we are going to see them again in the near future....hahaz......i miss them lar.....i miss having fun with 18/03 ppl......hahaz.....but to weiji: happy bday....though i dunno what wish u made.....i hope it cums through and i hope u liked all your gifts!

8:54 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2004

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"And if serendipity really exists we'll be together again."

"I've been meaning to tell you, I've been in love with you for a long time now."

"Every time I tried to walk away, I always ended up looking back."

11:46 PM

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heard this song yesterday.....and i realli think it's a realli nice song

I Need You Tonight
by Backstreet Boys

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind
I know that we have been through so much babe,
But I still need you in my life this time, and...

CHORUS
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
i really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words come out so wrong
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and...

CHORUS
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
'Cause i see heaven
CHORUS
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
'Cause i see heaven in your eyes

9:43 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

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today was a terrible day lor....i'm so stressed out after today...had co prac lor....and as usual.....i din have time to practice and performed rather badly...haiz.....at this rate i am going hor....i tink the conducter will realli gif up on me le....haiz.....shall buck up more liaoz lar...concert is in 6 mths time and i cannot go on like that....thankx to mingyong for helping me throught the practice....i muz be slow or sumthing.......haiz.....den now i have lost my voice completely....when i talk, a croak juz comes out of my mouth....what the.....win le....few more says to new year and this have to happen....i have a whole stack of homework undone....shit.....life is so sian

9:56 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2004

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demoralised...attended s paper lesson for maths...haiz....din even understand what the lecturer was tokin abt.....juz copied lk mad....and during the short quiz.....was struggling to think of something while ppl around me juz scribbled lk mad....haiz.....all this seems wrong.....is it juz me or is everyone that enthu abt spaper lesson?......my interest is dying away.....seeing a bleak yr in front of me....everyday i returned home at around that stupid time.....and all i do is juz complete tutorials and juz study.....today is only the 15th day of the first month of the yr....how many more days of this have i gotto put thorugh......feeling so tired everyday....dreading to go to school.....dreading to face up to the endless tutorials.....haiz....but at least, i am happier nowadays......i think i'm closer to the gals in 03s13 le....had loads of fun crapping with serene today....haiz....but i feel empty nowadays.....and i'm still having gastric.....have no idea why...i am so goin to look lk a zombie and panda combi tml.....lucky tml is fri....

9:25 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

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i'm sick.....had gastric pains for the whole day le....the medicene dun seem to be working...damn....and now i'm still mugging for the chem test......abit sleepy liaoz.....but the pain like don't seem to go away......hope it does soon....

10:21 PM

Monday, January 12, 2004

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hey ppl....take a look at this link here for the steamboat pic that day....anyway, shan't be updating for a while i guess...i'm so stressed up with tutorials and school.....yupz.....so, wun be around for awhile....

9:48 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2004

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had loads of fun today....hahaz....wore my anderson sec uniform with some of the gals in 03s13 to school lar...had a blast walking around acting young....hahaz...everyone was quite shocked to see us.....but we took loads of pictures......hahaz.....i'm so going to enjoy seeing when developed....den got co practise.....actualli, it's getting quite fun lart....but me stil not too good at the instruments....shall jiayou coz concert is in july lor....and everyone seems to know what;s happening...got 2 juniors today....both gals seem realli enthu and helpful...haahz./...hope we will haf fun lar.......hmm...after that went ikea with mingyong....had icecream...yum....and bought a bday present for a friend....hahaz.....den went to eat steamboat at marina bay with shuangz, mingyong, weiz and baozie....hahaz....had a blast lor....the gals were so damn funny lor....i think me beginning to like them more and more liaoz.....hahaz....had a great time...laughed lk siao....so long no see wei wei le.....felt realli glad to tok to her coz i think most of the time, she understands what i thinking...and we took so manhy photos....hahaz...in all our sec school uniform lor.....damn cool...hahaz....but thenlooking forward to go out again soon :)......i walked past the bus stop near the steamboat place.....and reminded me of somethings.....and i felt realli happy.......

11:11 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2004

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realised that i have realli learnt to 'kan kai' le....hahaz.....on alot of stuff lar.....hmm....after i heard what happened to a friend and how sad she was....i realised i have really focused on being happy now and to not think about alot of stuff....unless me cant help it....hahaz....but den today saw wei wei....hhaz....kinda miss that gal lar...so long no see her le....haha...hope she dun get a shock seeing the mugging side of our claz nxt wk....hahaz.....and hope hilda takes care of herself....her voice realli cannot make it le lar....hahaz.....saw a fellow fren in cath high uniform and thought it looked quite ok lar...hahaz...u know who u are ba......i gtg do hw le....

10:14 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

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my life is screwed...reach home at 7 plus...what the hell....haiz.....getting home later and later....i;'m too busy to think of anything le.......but i kind of miss u.......i wish i didn;t...

9:00 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

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today is another lame day lar...had lessons until 5 lor....so late and i was nearly sleeping during physics le lor....sian diao......but i'm in a happy mood....hahaz...coz my fren cora is back from hong kong liaoz....will get to see her after one whole month....hope she bought presents for us....hahaz....typical singaporean's thinking lar...i think my whole claz is more hardworking liaoz lor....today during free period most of us gathered in the canteen to pia out homework lor....wow....the sight was amazing lar.....hahaz.....the jc1s are quite enthu lar....at least.....they were making loads of noise lar....made me think abt my own orientation too...hahaz...wondered if my og was that hyper at that time......hahaz....but they shld have fun lar....or else nxt yr.....will become like us lor....hahaz...i better get back to my tutorials liao....and slp earlier tonite!

9:41 PM

Monday, January 05, 2004

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k....today is the band new start of a brand new week.....hmm.....not much happened today....a typical schday....i tell u....it doesn;t feel as if i'm onli at the 2nd day of school lor....feels as if lk around march liao....den the teachers are really very serious lor......they realli are pushing us alot....econs lesson was fun today....beginning to lk the teacher....haahz.....hmm...den after school went to study with jeremy and irene.....until 8 plus ba....hahaz....what an achievement......now got 2hrs of chem remedia everyweek starting soon.....i'm goin to be so damn tired.....and my timetabe is permanent...sickening.....

10:16 PM

Friday, January 02, 2004

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2004 new yr resolution (abit late liaoz but hope still in time)

1. get good grades for 'A's and be able to pass with flying colours
2. practise enough to perform well in CO concert
3. able to pass my piano exam with good grades
4. be able to still stay in contact with my first 3 mths frens and 4/1 gals
5. gals of 03s13 to be more bonded
6. still be able to shop at times and go out even though 2004 is a mugging year
7. to stay happy most of the time
8. hope that u will be also happy and also will work hard for 'A's (i know u will)
lastly 9. hope me, my family and friends will stay healthy

....that should be abt it.....for now

10:51 PM

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2004....first day of school....haiz....first day of j2 life.....beginning to feel a little apprehensive lar....abit scared too....of what the year holds in store for me......i guess endless mugging and piaing for my 'a's.....haiz.....went school quite excited this morning....i guess i was really thinking about 2003.....j1 orientation....maybe it wasn't the best orientation but i guess i did have fun....to all jc 1s out there....enjoy the year and muz realli play hard for the first 3 mths....after that, jc life is hell......and be open to new people and experiences lar....hahaz.....hmm...took that stupid bus to njc and saw so many different people from dif schools....hahaz....began to feel excited as well.....entered assembly by running....what a lame way to start the year.....got to know all my tutors....i guess they are okay lar.....more experienced but can envision a long year of working hard....sighz....that's sad.....but i guess it will keep my mind of stuff....loads of stuff running through my mind today.....but anyway, i realli had fun meeting the gers of my claz today....hahaz...we are realli quite bonded now liao lor.....hahaz.....and i laughed lk crap expecially during chem when shuang han turned and told me abt the laboratory rules.....all of u roxs.......oh ya...to all my frens out there....1803 ex ppl or anderson ppl.....all the best and i hoped u all had fun for the first day......i hope u had fun too......and i think u did....

:) thanx to serene and baozie for the gifts u gave....it was realli pretty and nice......thanx alot.....

10:42 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2004

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haha...ppl, it's 2004 liaoz.....hmm....i went to the countdown at esplanade yesterday....the fireworks there were realli amazing.....to bad u weren;'t there.....i guess....i thought about alot of things as the fireworks show started......i thought about all that i've gone through in 2003....first 3 months.....slacking.....changing jcs.....changing classes....retaining old friends....finding new ones......changing perspectives on alot of things....going against myself to do lots of new things.....meeting u.....and having alot of great memories.......common tests......co.....promos....and finally until now......i guess even though there were moments of exasperation, anger, happiness, excitement, heartwarming and dissappointment......i feel that i for once have realli live life to my fullest liao.....realli....and though i'm not too glad at how some things turned out....i think that i have grown up alot (dun laugh)!

i'm realli glad that i have gd friends which i found in jc....especially to my ajc frens: cora, weilun, bro jeremy, lame irene, blackie tien soon, crappy weiji etc.......though we're nt in the same sch liao.....i;m glad the few of us are still in contact.....and can even study together...and i thank cora and jeremy and irene for always being there for me.....for always not viewing me as another gal from another school.....thanx so much

i'm also glad that i haven;t lost touch with my old pals....hmm.....the girls from 4/1: jiawen, xiuli, esther, hilda, wenjie, xingni......i realli treasure u all more in jc lar....talking to u all makes me see how some ppl are so damn superficial.....muz meet up nxt time k....dun lose touch.....and to hilda: dun think too much ba.....u cannot change alor of things but be glad u are u lar ger!.....and thank wenjie for always being there, for being the friend i know i can always rely on and can understand how i feel.

Lastly......to the ppl nw in 03s13....hahaz......i think we gers are quite ok wif one another lar....hope that 2004 will be a year where we can interact more and maybe have more fun as well as work hard for 'a' levels k....i miss u all and dun worry....i'll see what to do abt that steamboat...hahaz.....cya tml ba!

11:07 AM