Wednesday, March 31, 2004

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had common lunch with hilda and jiawen today...hahaz....quite fun lar, slacking together...it's funny how much stuff we had to talk about....really miss some of my sec sch frens now.....lk long time never see most of them le.....i juz went back to anderson on monday to collect my long long ago o level chinese cert...haiz....i saw teck poh, my maths teacher....i guess i kind of miss sec school life lar....i feel as if life at that time is less complicated.....haiz....but i guess we muz look forward in life......so....shall try to crap more with s13 gals and haf more fun......after all in less than a yr, i'll be finally out of NJ....

common tests results are comming back le....anyway, quite happy with my physics and maths results le......i tink though not realli good....but within what i wanted lar....so, juz have to worry about being sent to the gp clinic lar.......den i realli will sian diao one lar....there;s this gd fren of mine, she studied realli hard for common test.....but she didn;t realli get gd results......and den her parents are opposing her cca now.....i feel realli sad for her lar...it's a kind of feeling where you dunno how to help her.....but yet, you realli feel this feeling when u think that life is sumtimes unfair lar...some ppl realli work very hard....but in the end, dun get the desired results....oh well, but i believe that at the end of the day, she realli do well coz she is so determined in her studies....juz hope her parents dun give her too much more pressure as pressure can work both ways lar.....

hmm....i tink this term cannot slack much too le lar....haiz....napfa is on sat.....i am so dreading it....shit....someone pls help me

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tired...no mood to study nowadays.....ppl in claz contemplating to drop subjects......life has reach a point of stagnantation......haiz......

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We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby

You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no

And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...

You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know

I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see

Shane:
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song

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tired and drained....guess whatz....woke up at 8 plus today....met wei wei to go to the gym together....had quite a gd workout i guess....hahaz....we were so tired after that lar....saw loads of guys at the gym....but haiz....alll so mascular....ugh.....that's what i hate most abt guys.....anyway, it was quite a fun day lar....after that, i went to wei wei house....to slack....wanted to do a bit of tutorials.....but failed....nvm...shall go back to it later ba....we talked for damn long...went to friendster to read blogs and discovered amazing stuff....yep....and saw so many pictures of chiobus and shuai ges.....haiz.....life is unfair one lar....hahaz...anyway, tml is sch reopen le....so sian....haiz...i haven slack enough lor....later muz go keep my room le....lecture notes are all over the place lor.....haven touched anything since common tests are over....haiz.....gotto go eat my dinner le....till tml...cyaz

6:52 PM

Saturday, March 27, 2004

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haiz...tired now....legs also aching le......today went to school early in the morning for cca....very pissed off now as i lost sumthing....shant tok abt it le....later me get angry again....anyway, had seniors like hwee, wenchang and sirliang came down lar.....it was realli very hilarious lor....laughed so much today....hmm...i wonder if we graduate liaoz will we still keep in contact....i guess onli time will tell ba....anyway, went to shop alone at town lar.....coz i had to meet my parents and sis.....bought weiz belated bday present...hopes she like it lar.....den went to hotel phoenix for dinner lor.....buffet sia....realli very nice...being a typical singaporean, me obviously took alot lot......ate so much le....gotta work out soon liaoz....later everyday sleep and eat....die le....haiz....anyway, very happy today coz i bought a wallet.....and can u believe it.....went wif my sis to take that kind of neocard....she kinda pestered me into it...well, i tink it looks quite cool lar......

11:09 PM

Friday, March 26, 2004

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You love something and then one day it's suddenly gone or changed or lost forever.
But somehow it doesnt stop your love.
Maybe that's how you know it's the real thing.
When it doesnt come with conditions and get-out clauses,
when it doesnt have a best by date.
When you just give your love, and never stop giving it,
and know that you never will.
That's when it is real..."

11:55 PM

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

3:59 PM

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wow, first day after common tests....so shuang sleep last night....no worries abt any thing.....den woke up at 8 plus.....yup, took a train to jurong east to mingyong's house to see her hamster....really very cute....makes me think of having a pet too....hmm....i guess i shall think abt it.......it was white and furry, and very small...and the cage hor, damn nice lor.....pink and got a lot of facilities......hahaz.....den went with her and baoz to raffles to eat sakae....turned out all of them had something on and only the 3 of us plus shuangz and serene went....anyway, it was quite fun....i ate so much until i feel totally bloated now....shit.....going to gain weight le...muz work out soon liaoz.....sianz.......

anyway, me, baoz and serene went for a movie-butterfly effect......damn nice lar.....iu was busy holding baoz....hahaz....so scary lor....ppl out there, muz go catch this awesome movie lat.....the girl is super chio lor.....dunno y....haiz....look at her, look at me....i feel sad....hahaz....anway, then we went to take neoprints lar....i think we look very nice and sweet in it....haahz.....ya lar, thjen serene nearly spoil the entire neoprint machine while i was like laughing lke siao....i liked her top....sumthing like baggy yet nice.....hahaz.....shall go look around for a shirt like that.....

it was real fun today...thanx 4 all the people that brought all the laughter and smiles....i never thought that can haf so much fun with all of them lar....it's a different kind of fun lar.....like we all have different opinions about so many things but yet, we dun like the same ppl lar.....haahz....hope everyone haf fun today too!

to weiZ: sorry u cant cum and hope ur eye gets better ya.....hahaz...hope to cya soon

12:05 AM

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

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whee....it's over le....i am so happy lar...finally can rest and relax this weekend....finally lar....maths was terrible....first time i felt that maths paper was so long lor...3 hrs...when u dun know how to do loads of questions.....u juz want to tthrow the paper at the teacher....anyway, went to shop around a bit juz now and i felt so great u know, can barely imagine how i will feel after a levels....haiz...long long way to go...have no idea how are we going to go thru it.....haiz....anyway, so looking forward to sakae tml...can finally pig out le and slack......hope everyone have a blst after the terrible common tests.....shall watch my american idol now le....

9:47 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

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i'm just tired...jus need a long sleep and i'll be okay....i think...phy paper today was okay lar....but econs, i dun even want to tok abt it....the essay was really cannot make it.....makes me wonder why i even take econs in the first place, oh well, no choice but to stick wif it le....haiz......it seems so weird to see everyone so serious writing in the hall......and there's aircon....at full blast....make me think back of sec 4...shit.....anyway, tml maths and chem paper is at the classroom....haiz.....will be sweating like siao definitely...hahaz.....well, gotto go east my dinner and mug for organinc chem....i am so dead

7:20 PM

Monday, March 22, 2004

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Gp is OVER....hahaz...i dun tink i did very well lar but aiming for a pass thought.....essay qns sucks lor......not realli much choices unlike last yr.....this is bad....and the AQ hor...win le.....i dun even recognize which format i should use....haiz....anyway, juz got home lar...i tink tonight will be a long night as there's phy and econs tomolo....win le lor...put this 2 papers together......haiz.....

topic of the day: Dicuss man's relationship with Nature? (shit, i cant believe i wrote that topic)

2 more days ppl...

6:54 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2004

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its sunday now le....tml is gp paper liaoz...haiz.....i dun tink i will be able to finish studying...hate staying home on sundays to study coz there are juz so many nice shows to watch....the library will be a better place i guess....cant seem to get anything done now lor.....haiz.....tonight got the last episode of my fav chinese serial....as usual, me will slack in front of the tv again le lor....hahaz...hope everyone is not tired of mugging lke unlike me.....sianz lor.....nothing seems to go in my brain....and there are so many more of these tests to come, dun even want to think about them.......jiayouz everyone

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over"

3 more days to go....

3:23 PM

Saturday, March 20, 2004

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was tokin to baoz jus now and we were planning stuff to do after common tests.....haiz...i know i shouldn't be blogging now...i should be busy staring at my curve sketching tutorials.....i guess.....anyway, will return to it soon after i finish typing.....i realli hope 4 days passes quickly....already sick of staying at home le.....haiz.....life for j2 is realli sucky sumtimes....either u mug lk siao or u slack a little only....what is this....gd luck to njcians that are busy mugging lar esp to 03s13 ppl....hey guys, common tests will be over soon and we can haf out sleepover with the steamboat aunties and pig out at sakae sushi le.....hang on

4 more days to go....

11:17 PM

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6:45 PM

Friday, March 19, 2004

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jeremy, irene and weilun came to my house today to study....haahz...coz they could not find any other more places....had a rather fun time sitting at the big table studying together.....that's how the whole day was spent lar......feel rather relaxed but i'm on my own for the nxt 2 days le......haiz....chem realli sucks...i cant seemt to finish studying chem lor.....endless esp organic chem....die le......

5 more days to go

6:27 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2004

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gwee wasn't too terrible today....he released us rather early....anyway, i was so late today lor....woke up at 7.20 when i supposed to reach like at 8....haiz...luckily he wasn;t too punctual anyway...kinda nice seeing the claz ppl again, weird but true.....guess everyone are realli busy mugging lar....looked kinda stressed lar when we bombarded gwee wif chem questions....hahaz...den went wif weiz to woodlands lib to mug......haiz....sad day.....and until like 4 plus....we were busy laughing at the couples at the library....damn drastic lor.....so small do so drastic stuff...hello, we are in a library....shall tell baozie abt it soon....she will laugh lk siao.......anyway, reached home, had phy tuition and haiz....i'm beginnin to get stressesd again liaoz.....haiz.....why does 1 wk pass so fast...i haven slack enough lor......never play enough also......

6 more days till the end

11:34 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

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tml gwee lesson at 8.....i hope he takes a maximum of 2 hrs.....what have our claz got ourselves into....2 hrs of chem and carbonyl compounds and carboxylic.....den going to weiz to mug at woodlands lib.....and have tuition at 5.30 until lk 8?,.......sigh....tutors nowadays are quite devoted......hahaz....at least sunday i'kll be free from tuition le...haiz....tml is a day that's packed wif mugging juz like today....did quite alot.....so relieved also lar....shall be cutting myself out of this world for abt 1 wk.....:(

7 days more to go

11:42 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

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a day filled with rain, rain and still rain.....went to sentosa with 18/03 ppl.....haiz...shld have listened to that stupid weather forcast......dunno why lar.....we went there, had a sorta picnic there....quite fun...jeremy's curry was awesome lar.......hahaz....den went to play at the siloso beach.....got many bikini babes (me not one of them...haha).......den we played in the water....it was so damn shallow lor....anyway, it started raining like siao......den we all squeezed into one small shelter.....weilun was trying to prevent the shelter from flooding but like not much use lor.....sianz.......but it was kinda hilarious.....6 ppl in a shelter getting drenched.....feel as if like we are facing a flood lor.....everywhere was water, was not a gd sight lar......

den we got dried and changed....went to harbourfront and walk.....ate free ice cream....and went to cora's house....weiji also came for dinner lar....cora cooking skills realli gd lor....i stood aside and did nothing as usual....hahaz....i dun want to burn down her house.....and we also played mahjong....hmm....watch tv and slacked lar......i guess its so coincidental that whenever we go to sentosa, we always end up at cora's house eating dinner.....den i also surf e net and listened to blackie's MD....hahaz....that guy is damn rich lor......anyway, i guess today was realli very fun lar....even though at times, i was bu shuang with jeremy suaning....but i know he didn;'t mean it lar....that;'s how he is......that's why he's my brother....:).....and hope cora and jeremy have fun at their claz outing tml......i guess this will be the onli day where i go out officially to play in the hols le lar.....common tests in in officially less than a wk....got to hit the books le......till den.....i am realli very happy today.....!!!!!!....

11:55 PM

Monday, March 15, 2004

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tired....mugging....not enough time.....sianz......sleepy....zzzzz.......

11:52 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2004

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i went for the NUS open house juz now....hmm.....took a look around and sorta decided on 2 or 3 courses i might like to choose......shall wait until nxt yr when i collect my results le den say lar,.....after all, it's the grades that matters most....saw familiar ppl there....some jc and sec sch frens.....hmm.....den went wif jeremy and blackie to NTU....we ended up touring the whole hostel area and not going to the open house....coz we can;'t find it....so damn embarassing lar....shall nt say more liao.....but NTU was really very nice lor......better than NUS.....hahaz.....yesterday went out with wenjie....hahaz....had a great time lar....realli miss her lar....but i guess now we are in a dif sch, our frenship is kind of dif.....even better lar....i'm glad to haf frens like her lar.....so lucky rite.....hahaz......muz praise her more lar....we went shopping and eating lar....NJ had half day.....we poned gwee's lessons....he muz be damn pissed but realli lor....half day lor......anyway, gtg le.....tired of the whole day walking around!

10:09 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2004

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sch ended at 12.30 today for me.....hmm...i poned maths tutorial....and maths s paper lor....tink i will be poning more of maths s paper....imagine staying back until 5 when i end at lk 1 plus lor....what the lor......anyway, went to weiz house to carry stuff back....her home is damn cool...i wanna live there....haha....and her mum hor.....realli friendly and generous....keep asking me to eat and drink more....hahaz....i quite guilty anyway.....hmm, den we went to woodlands library at 2 plus and mugged until 6 plus.....realli feel proud of us....hahaz....i guess there is realli a conducive place to study lor.....quiet and cold.....hahaz....abt 1 plus week left till common tests le.....gotto start piaing liao.....or else too late den we die le....gp today was hilarious....i love my teacher and her classes...marianne tan is so interesting.....hahaz....anyway, i guess have to go do my carboxylic acids tutorial liao......tml gwee lessons 2 hrs lor......can u imagine.....haiz.....forget it......will be dying in the chem lab tml......

7:47 PM

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

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tired.....i guess wun try to do much work tonight.....hmm...tml is econs open book test....die le.....forgot everything liao lor.....nvm, i shan;'t realli bother abt it ba......haiz....today was quite fun...hwee came for co lor......me mingyong and her were laughing like siao....i'm quite glad that mingyong is almost herself le.....haiz......the stress is also starting to get to me liao....2 more wks ppl....until end of common tests......i'm poning lessons after econs test tml.....hahaz......to go mug at woodlands library with wei wei......i realli dun have enough time to study liao.......1 wk is not enough.....hmm...met gwee in the canteen today....he was hwee tutor last yr......hahaz.....it was damn hilarious juz now......realli gao xiao lor.......he was asking hwee to influence me to get 4As....hahaz....as if lor.....i think he realli think hwee is a talent....hahaz.....shit, he may pick on me on fri tutorial....2 hrs of chem tutorial lor....what the....nvm....baofei will understand how i feel....by the way, HAPPY BDAY WEI WEI......hope u had a great bday and enjoyed urself today k....and may all ur wishes come true!

10:16 PM

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

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heyz....want to wish weiz a HAPPY BDAY......hahaz...she older than me le....i can go laugh at her liaoz....hmm...marianne tan din come today....so no gp......quite happy lar......haiz...busy looking thru career guidance bks at the library....shit....i dunno what course i want to take lor....i;'m so lost....and so many of my friends have all their aims laid out liao lor.....i dun even have any single aim.....hmm....sounds kinda bad lar....i guess have to slowly find out what i want to do in the future....this is a major decision i guess....cannot take it lightly....ugh......when will the wk end lor....so tired already....did i mention that s paper was damn boring lar....i went alone.....can u imagine.....all my frens ponned lor.......am i a mugger....oh no....maybe i am lar........haiz....that's what everyone thinks anyway....haiz.....whatever......

=feeling empty and hollow=

10:44 PM

Sunday, March 07, 2004

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yesterday was so fun.....hahaz.....i wasn't feeling very well so i din go to co...more of like tired....yes, i feel guilty and i shall go next week k.....hahaz.....den sat down and did abit of revision in the morning until early afternoon....so proud of myself.......and went to AJ talentine.....stupid lor....had to borrow skirt from cora......thanx to her anyway....but that skirt was realli kinda short lar.....first time wear such a short skirt.....wonder how hilda wears her nj skirt.....hahaz.....anyway, i thought the performance was quite good lar.....especially one of the bands and one of the song they composed....damn good...thought about going home after that....but ended up going to suntec to buy jeremy's shoebag for his friend....me, weiji, blackie, jeremy and irene went......had quite a fun time walking about and eating KFC......den we wanted to go home le...but went esplanade instead.....and sat by the river and all of us started talking....i totally had a great time last night.....without any tense silence.....with loads of things to say......thinking about it brings back a smile....hahaz.....yupz, den we took the train back home.......and i ran all e way home coz my mum was lk scolding le lor......but i was realli happy when i got home coz...hahaz...shall nt say here le lar......gtg and study le....

+It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing+

10:55 AM

Friday, March 05, 2004

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i got an A1 for chinese....hahaz....happy le lar....never waste my one yr for nothing......anyway, me and weiz were hi fiving one another....haahz....coz we got As.....the scene today realli inspired me.....all e j2s were coming back for their results......i could see alot of ppl smiling happily.....i decided that i want to be one of those who smile happily when i come back next yr....hahaz....so muz start mugging now.....hmm....congrats to everyone....to hilda, mich....etc.....i hope all my seniors did well lar.....gotta end le

9:01 PM

Thursday, March 04, 2004

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10:23 PM

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li kai shi wei le yao bei wan liu

10:20 PM

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

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co today was realli sian lor...the conductor din conduct the entire orchestra.....haiz....wasted an afternoon dunno doing what lar....getting more and more tired nowadays....thinking of poning school one day nxt wk to study or sleep lor...damn tired at school nowadays.....enjoying mrs lim lessons nowadays....she damn funny....i guess the ppl around me are beginning to get a little stress......maybe lar....i kinda feel the stress too but maybe i;'m too used to it le......so i dun find it tough to realli cope with it.....anyway, hope that mingyong will cheer up soon.....never seen her like that before lar....and her temple is one of the most patient person around......dunno what happened to her...but hope she gets back to her usual self too......:)

had common lunch wif jiawen and hilda today....kinda miss those guys lar....i promise we will go out soon after the stupid common tests that are cominc in 3 wks time.......no time liao....and so many topics....I MUST NOT FAIL CHEM.....later haf to go for xtra claz wif gwee....i dun want.....so sian lor.....den i realli will haf no life le......anyway, very happy today coz i went shopping after co....bought loads of food and stationary.....haha....to sustain me through the next 3 wks......hols are coming around the corner....but i dun feel the holiday mood.....hols are juz a time for nj ppl to mug....sad case.....so damn looking forward to 3 wks later....

10:42 PM

Monday, March 01, 2004

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em>and it's okay if you have to go away
oh just remember the telephone works both ways
but if I never ever hear them ring
if nothing else i'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause i'll remember everything you sang

10:29 PM

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haiz....tired sia...but the dreaded monday is over le....finally.....hmm...common tests is in 3 wks times.....guess i wun realli be blogging too much.....nothing much to say anyway, juz everyday going to school, come home, do tutorial, sleep and the same routine repeats itself lar....kinda sian lar....but today was quite all right i guess....seems lk j1 nowadays....always sitting with weiz and tokin crap....hahaz.....miss the times in j1 lect.....she was one of the first frens i made in nj lar....hahaz.....but the other frens i made also also impt k.....lately have been more shou with lianne....find her a realli unique person,......discover alot of things about her every moment....well, hope she will be more shou wif us....one more person to crap with....den we will have more fun....realli enjoy suaning jieli abt the devada alloy inccident.....this wk is kinda slack lar....finally no tests......after school went to study at the lib with jeremy and irene....quite productive...hahaz.....it's quite fun studying in a grop at time......can be more motivated.....guess i;'ll end off here le....

i'm not as serious as what you all think i am......it's true

10:23 PM