Friday, April 30, 2004

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too tired to blog last night...i dunno why but i feel old....i feel like sleeping all e time....haiz....anyway, went to see the hockey match with hilda btw NJ and AJ....well, we were there to see all the girls play....and i muz say, wenjie, esther, xingni and e others did well laer.....quite a gd game but aj lost....i mean, i can see that they were quite upset.....but i also dunno what to say, at least esther and wenjie din seem that upset during dinner....e 4 of us went to delifrance for dinner.....hahaz....toked abt realli scandalous stuff lor....lol....discovered so many shocking things....haiz....what can i say....guys cannot be trusted one....at least most of them lar......well, they may be exceptions.....hmm...i havew nothing much to blog abt....organic test on monday.....muz pia liaoz.....and chunwei sortas got injured by the spurting chemical during chem prac today.....hope he's ok le.....

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today was a short day...came to school for chem lect and phy tutorial onli....and my phy teacher din even come....hahaz....so i realli slack lior....now i'm comtemplating whether to go to bed early mah....maybe at ten?.....hahaz.....life today is quite fun....little lessons....me and ming yong went to co room to practise like 1 to 2 hrs an old song....had lots of fun lar....now i quite enthu that song....hwee came down and realli thank her for helping me lar...if not hor....die die.....den had co prac lor...until like 7....hahaz...3 hrs of e same song....i am so sick of it le....and it's not realli e song me practise.....but den i mad mistakes....haiz....muz jiayou more....genting trip cumin soon le....hahaz....den me, mingyong, mingze....and hwee and siok ping were sitting there telling ghost story during co prac lor....hilarious liaoz....den me and ming yong were so scared lor....haiz...but i tink co today was realli interesting....hahaz.....

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have anyone feel realli sick and tired of everything....yupz...tats me....life today realli sucked....i was busy counting down to the time i would be released from lessons....no offense to anyone but den i like school...i juz dun realli like lessons, oh well...the ppl at school make me pull myself friom bed every morning....or else i wun even feel like cumin....so sian....as what i told lianne....juz feel lk dying....hahaz...dun take it literally k....but i am drained.

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haha...i've cleared my stupid standing broad jump....so ppl, i've finally gotten a silver for napfa liaoz....and congrats to shuangz too...and u wanna know how we did it.....we stood at the 170 mark and jump back to the 0 mark.....hahaz.....and we managed to make it....wanna thank baozie, lianne and jael for staying back wif us....it was realli nice of them lar....esp when i tink i'm beginning to irritate baozie lately....hahaz....anyway, something drastic happened....

me, baoz and shuangz were changin at the staff toilet....i was inside....and i tot i heard weiling cumin in....den tat person kept knocking lor....i was like....u win le.....i'm going to kill u when i get out.....etc etc....and guess what, baoz and shuangz were laughing outside too....den when i open the door....it was ms tammy ho outside lor....oh my god....win liao,....she is a fierce PE teachjer lor....i was like ' oh shit '.....but she juz laughed lk siao....heng arh...she was a rather gd sport about it....or else me confirm die liao....hmm...so, i guess i'm quite lucky

today is a long long day...until 5 lor....tml too....plus s paper...anyway, i am so happy today....haahz

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i'm back....was too tired to blog last night...i juz spent the past 3 days doing absolutely nothing....well, it feels great though....anyway, yesterday was a mad mad day....went for flag day and cca at e same time....went to toa payoh at 7 plus in the morning....to collect the pouch to collect money,.....rushed back to nj for cca......den rushed down to coro to do 2 hrs of flag day...i know me and mingyong were quite slack lar but during the time when we did the flag day....we realli tried our best to ask for more donations...and guess what, the amt we collected was more than those who did full day,....hahaz...so we ended up feeling not so guilty at the end....hahaz....hmm...cca was quite fun yesterday...but onli got 2 jrs cum down.....siok ping and kah yen....at least for e entire thing.....hmm...siok ping was quite eager to learn lar.....and kah yn was hilarious lar...all her scores fell to the floor at one time when she was too excited....hahaz...damn gao xiao lor....but all in all, i tink they are nice ppl lar....and realised i have a lot in common with kah yen....including the part where our standing broad jump cmi one lor....hahaz..

went for dinner with baoz, shuangz, weiz and jael...haha...crapped around lar....but i guess yesterday was a tiring but fun fun day,.,....and guess what, i still dun have enough cip hrs....sianz.....i need hours.....but too busy nowadays liaoz.....anyway, esther called me last nite and told me sumthing drastic...i'm realli shocked.....some ppl juz have bad taste lor....and i;m sad my gd fren is one of them....what to do?

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Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

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yesterday had cca...until quite late....hmm..i guess there's something weird about out new juniors...at least some of them....either they are MIA....too busy....or perhaps to emotionally cannot make it....i mean, crying because of a few harsh words....oh well...they dun know they are so lucky lor.....last time we realli din behave like that....anyway, something major happened....they wanted to use an old syf song...ok, i admit the song was realli nice lar...but den...we confirm cannot make it lor.....realli....and hwee voiced out how we felt lar....i guess maybe alot of the ppl tot that we were listening to hwee lar...but in fact, i realli feel that it will be chaotic if we realli used that song......oh well....wait till that time comes...just that tristan was a bit rude and bad lor....watever

anyway, had dinner with az, alan and peiying at breeks....hahaz.......had loads of fun...i haven seen them in a long long time le...i guess all of us are busy with stuff....az with his work, alan with school...and py too....but the fiood was allright....though the oreo cheescake made me very guilty....it wasn;'t that nice anyway.......but thanks to peiying for asking her dad to send me home,.....felt abit paiseh.......but all in all, i had a great time....

today was a short day...i was released at 12 plus lor...went with shuangz and sihui to j8 to buy my sis bday present....hahaz...bought her something realli nice...and den after that, went with bro jeremy to the gym...yesh, u have seen correctly.....i'm trying to be healthy...and had quite a fun workout ba....i lost my water bottle today....realli sad abt it coz it was my dad's and i think he's gonna kill me soon....haiz.....but i feel realli tired now...i better go slp le

10:20 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

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this week is going to be a long long week....elections are on this fri.....hmm...no lessons from 10 plus to 3.....den have chem prac from 3 to 5......haiz.....so counting now, i have 3 days this week when i'm released at 5..plus another 2 days one wif cca another with s paper...haiz...but i guess mon and tues (my dreaded) days are finally over....whew....now i juz have to get throught the week.....i guess in jc, all we do is look forward to the weekend and lament about going to school....was rather touched when i received wei wei note today.....i guess i;m lucky to haf nice ppl in my claz....(except for you know who)....hahaz..it's kinda amazing how i've settled into nj le....i can;'t realli imagine myself anywhere else le....whatever, i'm becoming stone le.....haiz....anyway, i tink my testimonial will be atrocious this yr.....hahaz...teachers bu shuang me le....well, sometimes i dun mean to tok in claz...but it gets boring....and it's not like i dun listen all the time....well.....shan;'t think about it le......tml have cca....oh man, i'm so stressed when i tink about it....concert is in july and we have tons to be done....haiz....i'm dead le....definitely dead le......i can juz imagine what will happen tml....haiz....but i'm kind of looking foraward to tml.....

11:47 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

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i feel so tired....can't go on anymore.....i'm living in an aimless life....and it suxs.....i juz want to sleep all my time away, make me forget about everything....i juz have loads on my mind now.....
to weiz: thanx for being there and listening to me and to all guys who left a mgs on my tagboard....i realli appreciate ur concern lar....esp baoz and shuangz and wenjie

8:26 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

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6:55 PM

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hey, it has been one hell of a great weekend....anyway, yesterday was terrible...had cca from 8 to 5.....in a hot hot weather....pissed off as my throat was sore and i juz kept sweating.....drank so much water but i guess all were removed out of my system....tired....anyway, reached home to celebrate my sis bday (haven got her a gift) and rushed off to meet weiz for dance nite.....wow...i'm totally impressed...the different dances : ballet, pop, modern, salsa, funk, malay, indian, chinese......they really rocked lar....and all the girl dances had fabulous coustumes on....looked realli great on them.....from long dresses, to simple tees and jeans....i can;'t imagine how much effort they had put in but all in all, i realli enjoyed the whole concert and i tink it was a great event.....seriously, i'm fascinated by their perfect dance movements lar....hahaz....i will never be able to be lk them....oh well....different ppl have different talents....

woke up early early this morning to go to swim and yishun with weiz....hahaz...realli had fun and after swimming, we went to the medium pool to soak in the water and tok....it was damn hot but luckily i had tons of sun block on.....so, i'm relatively un tan now....hahaz....den i saw a familiar face, it's this girl name venetia whu is wenjie claz mate...i was really shocked lor....imagine meeting sumone at a pool....sum more at the ulu yishun swimming poor...hmm...kinda embarassed and a weird place to meet, i guess....as usual, had physics tuition juz now,....haiz...i have not done anything this entire week....later dun need to sleep liaoz i tink.....tml is monday....sickening

6:55 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

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PW grade is out today le....i muz say i'm rather happy lar....realli......and i'm happy for my grp too....we've work hard and finally, got a well-deserved grade.....so now, the chapter of the nightmare of project work is finally closed.....sighz......that;s a gd thing i guess....muz put this nightmare behind me once and for all...anyway, din realli feel lk going to school today.....but u know, once i pon sch....that's it....i wun want to go back....anyway, i wish time can stop now so i can sit down to think about things....before carrying on.....i realli hate the feeling of juz going on endless mugging and dunno doing what.....haiz....but i guess i have a few more long long mths to go lar.....it's going to take patience and time i guess.......

went to the gym after school today....hahz...had a great time by myself.....as usual, a huge bunch of guys were there....or so to say, there were only 2 girls....and coincidentally, she was also from nj.....hahaz....i went there for an hr plus.....realli did alot of stuff lar...more of lk exercising more nowadays to be healthy....haahz...sounds lame...and guess what, i was kind of 'fan' when i entered the gym...but after working out, i realli feel abit better....

i guess many ppl will say i dun realli have alot of stuff to worry about....i mean, i'm relatively leading a great life now...but sometimes, i wonder what's true friendship.....alot of ppl think that i'm relatively happy at all times lar....and den in whatever i do.....in terms of academics, i will make it one....but sometimes, i dun like the feeling of being taken for granted....lk when you need something, u find me....den if u dun need, u dun even bother to lk keep in contact ba....and the worse thing is...i will nv voice out how i feel...no matter how i hate doing sumthing, i most prob will do it in the end.....coz i know some things are insignificant to some ppl....but to me, i dun lk to be taken for granted.....maybe i juz think too much

10:30 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

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today was a slack slack day.....ended sch realli early....12 plus....still remebered sec sch days where we would end sch like 1 plus or 2....felt so tired den....but i guess nowadays, if i released at 4 also considered early le.....anyway, went with baoz, shuangz and weiz to watch PASSION OF THE CHRIST.....wow.....it is a show realli worth watching....almost the whole cinema was crying lor.....and the guy nxt to me....also crying....hahaz....i at first dunno, until i turned around.....well......anyway, though i;'m not a christian or a catholic....i was realli awakened by that movie...especially the part where jesus mother told him that she will be there when he was carrying the cross.....that scene reallli touched my heart lar....i guess alot of ppl realli can identify with that scene......and the part where he was crucified....i can;t believe any one in any generation will use that method to punish someone, seeing it will already make you hurt.....and cry....anyway, i seldom cry during movies one .....but this movie realli touched my heart...in all ways....in a way that i can;t comprehend and explain......

den went back to sch with shuangz....hmm...aj vs nj soccer today.....saw cora, eileen, weijing there...guess they were there to cheer for the aj players....i had s paper...so din went down to watch the match....but we won marginally, by 1 goal.....anyway, gd luck to all e sports ppl as this term is the competition season...jiayou wor

10:18 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

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i dunno what i ate, my whole body is filled with rashes...itching like mad....sigh.....the medicine dun seem to be working...wonder was it something i ate....and my mum is mumbling away to ask me to bathe now.....who the hell will bath at this time of the day...haiz....tired lor....dunno why nowadays, leading quite a slack life......den the weather is so hot lor.....and nj uniform is so thick.....sweating lk mad every day........and lessons are filled with ppl dozing off....including me lar...now's is the sports competition season.....most of the time, we dun haf a complete claz.....anyway, seldom blog lately as nothing much happening nowadays.....we have intersting juniors at co now....haiz....today practice was a complete mess...i dunno what;s happening....die liao....this is atrocious....oh ya, tml is the soccer match btw nj and aj....wenjie and esther they all will be cumin...i hope they do....hahaz....the rash is spreading le....i better go apply more medicine le.....haiz...why liddat....

10:49 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

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hey, this entry is going to be dedicated to baoz....heyz girl....i read ur blog lar, paiseh if u feel that way, i dunno abt the rest but then i guess most of us realli din mean to make u feel this way lar....although i cant personally say i'm totally into j-pop lar....but den muz understand dif ppl lk many thing (juz lk i detest PE)....and that being friends is most interesting in the way that u can share what u like and hate lar.....anyway, though i know jc is a short short time.....(minus the first 3 mths part)....juz want u to know that i'm really glad to have met ppl like all of u lar.....especially you who always never fail to make me laugh....i guess perhaps maybe we all wun becum great frens as compared to our sec sch frens....or to put it in another way, we were all 'kinda forced' to bcum frens seem we all are in the same claz and no choice....hahaz....but i guess now rite, in the midst of mugging, i realli enjoy the company of u guys.....

though most of us are of rather diff frequency, but we still can tok abt loads of crap lar...that;s what most impt....to make our differences into a lasting friendship....hahaz...i'm sorry if i never toked abt j pop lar...hahz....maybe u can influence us more ba......hmm....but den hor, we have a long long way ahead of us....i'm sure at the end of the day, all of us will tink back on our jc life and will definitely miss this part of our life lar.....and what;'s most impt....i haf frens lk u guys lar.....so well....hope when u read this entry, u will feel better ya?.....kk.....cya

10:16 PM

Friday, April 09, 2004

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today was a happy day.....haha....anyway, woke up early in the morning to go the gym with si hui.....yesh ppl...u have read correctly, i went to the gym at 9 am....in the morning....anyway, had a rather fun time experiment wif all the dif machines.....and me and sihui have concluded that it will be damn profitable to open a gym.....we were there for 2 hrs but the ppl who came and left had names that can fill 5 pages?...wellz...saw a lot of guys working out.....and drinking dunno god knows what....suppose to build muscles???......nvm, i nv cease to be amazed by guys....yup, so reached home at abt 12 plus......and went to the temple wif my parents for the qing ming jie thingy...iu tell u, the smoke there was terrible.....esp my aunt...made me light 50 plus joss sticks at one time.....by the time i was done....i was nearly tearing le lor...

anyway, glad to meet my cousins today at the temple lar....long long time no see them le....den went to my grandma house....basically, i juz slacked there while my aunt was crapping abt some scholarship crap......high expectations of me sia....oh well....it's nothing new lar.....and now, after watching the tv for hrs,......i;'m blogging le....haiz....quite happy today....but guess what, i think i've injured my knee...i dunno what happened but it hurts lk amd...so ppl, if u see me with a bandaged knee soon, u know what happened k......i'm going to the chinese doctor tml.....i hope it wun hurt too much.....shan;'t tink abt it nw....anyway, i forsee a long weekend ahead that;'s filled with mugging for physics....at least i'm nt mugging for econs....that's a consolation.....haiz...i better go and rest le.....

10:43 PM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

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Baby set me free From this misery
I cant take it no more
Since you ran away, Nothings been the same
dont know what i'm livin for

Here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do

Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i can't.... let you go

So i told you lies, Even made you cry
Baby i was so wrong.
Girl i promise you, Now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs

'Cause here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do

Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i can't.... let you go

And i wonder...
Are you thinkin of me?
'Cause i'm thinkin of you.

And i wonder...
Are you ever comin back in my life?

'Cause here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do...

Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i cant...

Untill you're back here baby....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....

There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i cant...

Untill you're back here baby....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby.... yeh
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....

11:35 PM

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tired....anyway, sch ended at lk 12 plus lor...the perfect day to go shopping or to slp at home lor.....sianz....but haf spaper at 5 lor.....hahaz...so i went swimming...yep, u read that correctly, went home to get my suit and went lar....hahaz....swam quite a lot today....long time nv go to the pool le.....hahaz......feel healthy.....i am so obsessed with this healthy exercise and eating thing....but i'm still e old huiling lar....hahaz...the one hwo always tries to pon PE.....haiz....anyway, tml going to the gym early in e morning wif sihui lor....haiz.....haf to wake up so early......anyway, met the girls after my s paper....went to cartel lar....i tink i took quite a long time in getting there...paiseh lar....spaper drag endlessly as usual.....den crapped....took pic....hmm...den went to pig out in swensen on the earthquake....6 scopes of ice cream.......haiz...my swimming is wasted le.....anyway, the ambience there was realli nice, we had a window seat...hahaz...i tink we were quite noisy,.....den on e way home...busy posing and taking pictures....and asking ppl to take pic for us....we all hor, bcum public nuisance le lar....but realli had loads of fun today....gossipping and pigging out....hahaz...nt bad arh......now got a bit tired le lar.....shall go catch up on my slp le....later will realli bcum zombie...

11:22 PM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

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haiz....so looking forward to tml lar.....tml is a short day....ends at 12 lar....but haf stupid s paper lessons at 5 plus....fine, i am so pissed off.....want to watch passion of the christ lar....but no one seems interested?....hahaz....onli wei wei lor....but like no time to go watch....heard ppl rave abt it and decide that this is one movie i have to catch.....haiz....today is hilda's bday...happy bday girl......hope u haf loads of fun and presents......anyway, today is my form teacher's bday too....bought him a cake and had sort of a mini claz party.....haiz...as usual, the guys were creating havoc....i swear....a few more yrs in this claz and i'll realli can go be a nun le.....but i guess we had loads of fun...tired now....but listening to my disc man....hahaz...there's this realli nice song by sarah conner....called bounce....i think i am addicted to it le......co was relatively ok lar....what to expect....haiz...but e concert attire is nt bad,....hmm...looking forward to seeing the end product...phy test nxt wk......dun even feel lk studying...it's on muchanics....what;'s more boring arh.....i dunno......oh ya, hope shuangz can send me the photos of PE asap.....we look sporty in it....oh ya, i have a new resolution....to eat healthly and go work out more....haahz...

i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and maybe there's a name for what you put me through
it isn;t love, it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

10:08 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

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whew...lucky today's spaper ended early...hmm..simon tan is nt that bad and nuclear phy is rather interesting after all lar.....anyway, i'm so tired lately, seems as if i need doses of coffee dunno how many times a day.....i guess i shld cut down on the caffeine in take...but i feel tired every min of the day......haiz.....this is jc life lar....oh ya, completed my napfa 2.4 km yesterday....whew.....manage to clock a timing that i tink was quite great....at least for me lar.....sporty ppl out there, pls do not comment....sad that the sleepover is nt onz le but hey ppl, we'll still haf fun muggin in claz lar....tml is going to be a great day,.....mr felix lim bday and we bought him a cake.....hahaz....a fruit cake which is my favourite....shall be pigging out tml....anyway, happy early bday to that bimbo hilda too...hahaz...juz kiddin lar girl.....i;m so tired.....lucky now is relatively slack lor......hating maths lar....ms wong...i dunno what to say liaoz....jue wang le......hmm...shall go back to work le.....tata and cya

8:18 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

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long long time never update le...have been slacking these few days lar that's why....anyway, had a great weekend doing absolutely nothing.....let's see....went put with esther on friday to buy hilda's gift and her m3 player....im kinda tempted to get one lar....it;'s so compact lor....anyway, shall think about that in the future as no money.....so ex lor.....anyway, had napfa yesterday and my body is aching like siao now....I HATE STANDING BROAD JUMP.....anyway, i guess i will pass lar...hahaz....happy liaoz....co have a new junior....she's quite quiet but pick up things quite fast lar...so i guess it's ok lar as she seems rather nice lar....hahaz....den went to cafe cartel to celebrate jeremy bday....the food there is so good lor especially the ribs....wow....anyway, went to a pub after that lar and the service of the ppl that reallli cmi lor.....no wonder they dun charge service charge...but jeremy cut the cake there and we had some alcoholic drinks but it was mild type lar...on the way home, irene din look very good lor....so i accomplanied her home...hope she was feeling better le lar....haiz.....had quite a fun day lar despite the tense atmosphere....i guess everything is ok no le lar.....but i was realli bu shuang when jeremy told me something lar...i guess i dun realli like the feeling of being lied to when eveyone knows the truth....it feels realli bad.....but i kinda didn;'t show it lar.....

6:49 PM