GLAMOUR SHOTS

Sunday, June 27, 2004

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oh no....tml is the last day till common tests starts le....someone help me...i still have loads to go....even though study le but lk nv go in lor....die le die le....haiz....wun be updating much lar.....until the end of common tests...i swear nt to come online...this shall be the last time i hope...gd luck to all u guys out there k...jiayouz wor~...it will be over soon...i tink

=counting down : 6 more days=

=someone made my day today so i am realli happy...hahaz..cant stop smiling now...life is filled with the unexpected....that;s y life is worth living=

12:09 AM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Hufflepuff! Happy, friendly, and generally
invigorated about life. You like things clean,
simple, and lacking in the angst department.
Often seen as a little childish, you'd rather
kick back with your friends than worry about
something serious. You're a little sensetive
and pretty slow to anger. Hufflepuffs are
always prone to looking on the bright side of
things.

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8:20 PM

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hahaz...i went out to study again...i cant concentrate at home with the tv, fridge and the bed lar...met cora to study at yoshinoya at compasspoint....i tink that;'s quite a gd place to study except that it is quite far...hmm....but happy le coz i studied quite alot today lar....cora was damn funny telling me drastic things happening lar.....i cant wait for common tests to be over so i can meet up with them again...haiz....time flies lar...that day bro jeremy juz told me it had been 1 yr since all of us went to sentosa and cora's house for bbq le.....now is common tests 2 le....haiz....and cora was toking about going back hong kong to the university...i hope she doesn't go coz i realli will miss her...hahaz...and i hope jeremy is having a blast at malaysia now...that lucky guy....going overseas this wk...hahaz...but me went last wk le lar...look at wad happened...chapters and chapters of subjects untouched....hahaz...

to kah yen: i'm so sorry abt the gp website coz my teacher say cannot access at home and i try b4 le....paiseh...anyway, tell me if it's useful k?

8:12 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

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so sick of studying.....haiz....wishing i had more time but yet, hope the common tests will pass quickly....strange but i am not as stressed this time round....i din study as hard too....no time and energy....i am so dead liaoz.....went studying with esther and hilda...wenjie was supposed to cum lor...but she lar, sleep and sleep...in the end bang seh us...hahaz....she better be guilty and treat us to pizza hut lo...i cant stand studying at home alone...meeting cora tml to study...hopefully will be as productive.....oh my....we are down to 4 days to common tests.....everyone jiayouz wor~

10:54 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

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today went out studying with esther and wenjie at kfc...hahaz...crapped around quite a bit but i guess we were rather productive....at least i was lar.....phy is irritating....with those electricity and magnetic stuff.....argh....so sianz..i hate chapters on those...wellz, but it beats having to stare at econs notes...and i mean literally stare.....like baoz said, me indeed gorging on econs.....but today was kinda fun lar, meeting them tml too....to mug....haiz...hopefully tml will be as productive....

10:29 PM

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it's late late at night now le...kinda quiet in the house coz my sis is asleep le...or else she will be creating some noise pollution....anyway, today went to make my ezylink card...i reached there at 1 plus and the guy told me can onli be ready at 5.30....when i had tuition at 4.30....win liaoz...how slow can it take lor...i was super pissed off lor...but met up wif jeremy and irene at yishun bk to slack lar....hahaz....i brought my notes along to study lar....and after that went for tuition.....so long nv see them le...hahaz...maybe abt 1.5 wks?.....hahaz...that;'s not very long i guess...and i'm still in a pacnic mode for common tests.....i hope ppl in o3s13 are mugging hard ba....rmb to have loads of rest too....i think i'm going to start counting down le lar....hahaz...

ps: hilda, hope everything goes well for u k...dun worry too much!

12:10 AM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

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it's back to mugging all day long liaoz....haiz...and i lost my ezylink card that day on the way back home from nj....now i haf to go make a replacement....i am damn sian diaoz liaoz lor....stupid ezylink card....now tml muz go make the card....haiz...win liaoz...but i guess it's sorta my fault ba....and i juz realised i haf so much more to study for common tests....esp for econs....oh no...maybe i shld juz start counting down to the days till common tests are over...

9:49 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

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the past week had been a blast and had a great great time at genting highlandas....and guess what, njco got gold and overall winner of the whole competition....wow....we were so high lor...hahaz....

waking up at lk 5 plus is damn sianz diao....that happened for the 1st day lar....den went to school to board the bus lar...hmm...guess what, we boarded 2 bus at 7 and reached genting at like 5?.....so damn long lar...and the bus journey was terrible and cramped...welz...den we checked in and wanted to had dinner at the hotel....tok abt dinner, everyone will diao u lor....dun even haf clean forks and spoons....that place was like overcrowded.....and the food,....well, it was cold....haiz...

my junior shu bing shared the room with me and mingyong....coz her room, well, was sorta 'uncomfortable'....den the nxt day we went for the competition lor....i think we did great that day lar....but we thought we will not get in....so after the competition, all of us threw our coustumes into our luggage...until mr tek told us that we made it into the top 5 le....den we were damn excited lar...but coustumes so crumpled le...after that, we weht shopping for stuff lar...hahaz...bought a skirt and a top for myself....and of coz,...bought gifts of juniors min tze, kah yen, and chermaine....hahaz...juz a small thought lar....den i bought gifts for my family as well lar...

day 3 was a boring boring day....we went to attend seminars by musicians....and i was half asleep during both seminars liaoz...ok, the guzheng one was not bad but the daji one....he's zai but so so boring lor....hahaz....continued shopping at nite lar....and during the afternoon, watched the movie cruel intentions which is supposed to be RA....at the tv in the room...hahaz...

day 4 was damn fun...mingyong went wif the guzheng ppl to shop...and me and shu ping went to the outdoor theme park....wow...was damn fun lar....hung around with the dizi and suona ppl...shao pin was damn funny lar...she kept screaming even before the roller coaster started....we went on so many rides and even the merry go round with horse lor.....the rollercoaster hor....wow,....damn scary and xciting lar....went on the ferris wheel, flying elephant and also the flume ride with lynette and wilson....it is the ride where u sit on a boat and slide down the water and get realli wet lar.....took loads of pictures lar...hahaz...laughed lk siao with them and had a realli great time lor....after that, me and shu ping went shopping again....this time we bought some local food that could be brought back home

after that, it was changing of costumes....make up in a fluster and rehearsal once again...i looked like a ghost as my eyeshadow was quite thick and it was purple....the daji ppl did a daji cheer lar....but it was quite lame with 5 ppl cheering and ppl staring at u....but it's quite sad to say that our final performance was not as good as anticipated lar...we thought we confirm out liaoz lor...but guess what, we won lor....den all of us became so high ang wild we started running to the stage lar...and cheering, cheering, screaming, laughing....damn gao xiao lor....hahaz...i felt that njco was realli united lor....and first time i realli feel part of nj...as well as njco big big family....and guess what, we went to watch harry potter at like 11.30...and i was nearly sleeping by the time the show ended

today was spent in a long long sleep.....i slept all the way coz last nite was in joel room crapping with them......haiz...still tired now...but i;'m glad to be back in s'pore...i miss everything and everyone...thanx to ppl who have wished me good luck via sms or leavin notes on my tagboard....hahaz...esp jr kah yen who mgs me when i was in genting.....hahaz...

the trip has taught me loads of things and also brought me closer to co ppl....eg. lynette, shaopin, sihui, mingyong, shuping, joel, weibin.....etc etc....i realli feel that co ppl has been realli nice giving me encouragement even whe the time i made mistakes lar.....

nj oye
daji oye
nj daji sat sat
zui sat!

7:29 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

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finally, finished packing le....i'm so sianz diao....packed for lk 2 hrs lor....and haven finish yet....so much stuff to bring...my mum keeps askin me if i have packed my passport....this seems like the 10th time she;s asking again....haiz...strangely, i'm kinda anticipating and dreading this trip i guess...it'll be damn exciting to be at genting for 5 full days....hahaz....hope no one misses me back here....me toking crap liaoz...anyway, most of my frens are at the famine camp now....hope they are nt starving by now liaoz....i'm so lucky, had a feast juz now....ate jackfruits, durian, papaya, durians....oh my, sound as if i;'m on a tropical island now liaoz...hahaz...have decided not to do any more work...haiz...wadever liaoz...better rest early le ba...hahaz...haf to wake up at 5 tml lor....tired man.....but i guess i;'ll enjoy myself coz i like my roommate alot....hahaz....

bro jeremy: yoz bro, dun pacnic abt studying k..jiayouz kk
wenjie: thanx 4 mgsing me tat day lar...hahaz...hope u nt starving now liaoz
wei wei: touched by ur phone call...hahaz...anyway, let's go swimming soon kk...
hwee: thanx so much for helping us practice....realli dunno how to thank you...hahaz...i see what i can buy for u back k..u muz take care and will miss u loads...

and to all ppl who wished me bon voyage....realli touched and enjoy ur hols!

-will be back to update on friday-

9:30 PM

Saturday, June 12, 2004

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busy packin now liaoz...will be leaving in approximately 1 and a half days time liao....haiz....today had co prac until 4 plus lor...by that time, i was so sian diao until i can like throw the mallet at anyone that irritated me lor....haiz...damn sian diao...like practise 100 times also seems as if we cmi....haiz....think lk what hwee said, me sinking into depression le lor....dying soon le....but oh well, i need a miracle plus loads of gd luck....i guess me shld start praying le

...oh, the few of us lianed chang cheng today...oh my, it was so fun and cool lor...hahaz...min tze and kah yen, we shall do it again when nxt co prac lar...hahaz...damn fun lor....anyway, daji rox!

8:31 PM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

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long endless day...seems weird today coz got no co...hahaz...but guess we shld take a break lar...hahaz...tml resume again...' xiu xi shi yao zou gen chang de lu' wah....hmm...went tuition with weiz for econs....it was nt bad for a first lesson...considering my econs is realli hopeless lar...den went swimming with her...had loads of fun lar...20 laps to....feel rather thin le...hahaz....haiz, and there was this girl wearing the same swim suit as me....and she was onli like 5 yrs old....oh my god....haiz...i going to resigned to the fate that i have common taste on clothes and even that stupid swimming costume lor...hahaz...sianz...tired now liaoz....tml shall be a long long day again...

9:44 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

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wow...today was totally great....after days of continuous practice...finally me and mingyong made improvement...even the conductor said so....i'm so happy!....thanx to hwee for making me laugh lk siao with her hair and for taking time to cum down.,....

9:19 PM

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

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9:15 PM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

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it's wed tml liaoz...i'll be leavin in like 5 days time....to genting....hmm, think i'll have loads of fun there lar...coz my roommate is a nice person...hahaz...can crap with her coz she always feels the same way abt stuff as me lar....and my jr....not bad too...hmm....but rather stressed as i haven realli done much work and revision...i mean, everyday with co prac and whatever...i hope tml prac will be ok.....later me got error den realli very paiseh....i mean, i realli want to be able to play correctly....after so many days of practice.....haiz....jeremy they all at ps camp...guess they will break camp tml.....haiz...oh ya, i'm going swimming on thurs again...hahaz...shld be quite fun ba....i realli love swimming lar...today cca ended lk 2 plus....and i was so tired that i din go to weixin house le...i just went home and slept lk 2 plus hrs....den wake up and go back to slp again...oh my, no time le....die liaoz...but i realli damn tired lar....paiseh to the 4/1 gang arh...me realli too tired, shall meet u all after common tests k....meanwhile, hope everyone out there enjoy hols and work hard lar.....as for me, i will try to enjoy the trip lar....maybe it will take my mind off things lar.....i hope

10:18 PM

Monday, June 07, 2004

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Four O'Clock in the morning
My minds filled with a thousand thoughts of you
And how you left without warning
But looking back I'm sure you tried to talk it through

Now I see it so clearly
We're together but living separate lives
So I wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby I can't find the words
But if I could, then you know I would
Yeah

No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
(Girl) I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we've come it still surprises me
And now I look in the mirror
Staring back is a man I used to be, with you
How I long for you, yeah

No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
(Girl) I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Oh I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind
Girl, I'm sorry I was wrong
Could have been there
Should have been so strong
So I'm sorry

No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
(Girl) I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

I won't watch my life crashing down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
(Girl) I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind

On my mind
On my mind

=this song is damn nice....i can;t get it out of my head=

11:11 PM

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yesterday went out with jeremy, cora, weilun, blackie, irene to celebrate weilun's belated bday....hahaz...the day started off with going to the worng place when there is no jack's place....den we rush up and down.....den finally settled down at the jack's place at citibank near heeren...had a great lunch.....den went shopping....hahaz....window shop lar...guys nt patient....dun dare to linger too long in any shops....hahaz....hmm....den we juz basically slacked and crapped alot lar....anyway, we went to chinatown swensens to eat earthquake lor....haiz....and we even brought our cake there....quite paiseh lor....den weiji came and met us....coz he's camp juz ended....he was like looking like we owe him a million dollars lor....i guess too tired le lar...but in e end he sorta became more energetic ba....den all of us went chinatown hawker to eat dinner cum supper....hmm, it was a fun fun day....hahaz...like so long nv gather together liaoz...miss all of them realli loads....nxt wk i'll be going genting....hahaz...i realli hope to haf fun there with my jr and mingyong....hahaz....but i realli enjoyed last nite outing lar...after last nite, it's back to MUGGING....oh my....anyway, happy bday to weilun....hope he likes the card i gave him!!!.....and hope the rest of them are enjoying their camp

6:47 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

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I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind

I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard

Cause when we run, we hide
We deny what's inside

Chorus
What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love

You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon
Cuz you're dying inside

11:37 PM

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i feel screwed up.....i dun feel good....i feel mixed up.....i tot i wun feel this way ever again, but i do.....someone juz kill me....

=the hardest thing in the world is to stand in front of you but you dun even notice that i'm in love with you=

screwed

11:16 PM

Friday, June 04, 2004

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full chem prac test today...gues what, the 74 realli cmi, it travelled at constant velocity with no acceleration, to put it nicely, it din move......so slow....den i was on e bus pacnicking as i was so damn late liaoz....den ran all the way up to the 4th floor chem lab in nj lor.....wah, nv run like that before, oh well, i shall nv be late ever again cause i realli pacnicked like siao....anyway, i really thank weiz for collecting test tubes for me and the rest of e girls who ask me to relax....hahaz...

den went wif mingyong to eat KFC....sighz....walked in the rain lor....coz alight at diff bustop, but i guess i had a great time tokin to her lar.....abt family and stuff ba...hahaz...den went back to nj to lian for co....haiz....disaster but i really had fun today lar...felt it was damn fun with the jrs and seniors....but we realli put in effot lor...and the jrs din even complain....hahaz

den went wif hwee and wenchang to coro...i know, i was so damn bright as a lightbulb but i guess, saw a diff side of wenchang....hahaz...hwee is lucky to haf him la....hahaz...he's a nice guy lar, juz abit attitude...hahaz....anyway, had a great tok with hwee on the ride home...looking forward to seeing them tml at co lar....hahaz...

ps...thanx to both of them for taking the time and effort to cum!

6:33 PM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

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stressed, i've never been so stressed before....no time....got so much of cca prac....but anyway, we need all the prac we can get, i kinda lk it....but then days of practice nxt wk will take its toll on me....i'm already damn tired now liaoz.....can't focus...tml there's chem full prac....oh my god....then the qa bk seems to be swimming in front of me, cannot go in.....die die....how now....and the genting trip.....i dun even want to think of how much time i have left to study.....and what's the best, it's suppose to be the hols now....shit

10:42 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

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well, this entry once again is going to be on my boring boring life....hahaz...going to the temple later with my parents....haiz...it's vesak day today....what is the use of having a public holiday in the june hols?...anyway, went to sch early at 8 for the psychometric test....it took 4 long long hrs....i nearly died there esp the maths.....haiz...den got chem lect...and finally, i had cca.....well, mingyong injured her arm, so it was left with weibin, me and the jrs....and guess what, i discovered things so drastic abt all of them...and well, stupid lo, they know my secrets liaoz....the world is so so small...haiz...and they kept blackmailing me.....why do i always end up in this type of situations....i dunno too lar..anyway, when i reached home, i was damn tired liaoz....but called wenjiem to tok abit....that girl is damn gao xiao lar....hahaz

8:35 AM