Saturday, July 31, 2004

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hey hey, i'm back le...last nite went to indoor stadium to watch the megaconcert with my cousins...hahaz....first time go out with them lar...but i had loads of fun lar....realli got alot of ppl at the stadium lor....but the performance was short though, i tink it was realli grand lar...so many performers....anyway, our seats were lk so in front....i think we realli win liaoz...got a great view...the basses and cellos were all in front of us...i love the song where SCO combined wioth the electrical sounds of the computer...wow....it was awesom...hahaz....but the ride home was terrible...we waited so damn long for the bus lor....den spore ppl hor, realli can;'t make it...so kiasu sum more..i got pushed lk 10 plus times...the worse thing is nv get on the bus....win le....hahaz..finalli we got on the bus...it was so drastic and hilarious...kept laughing....haiz...but missed the episode of bachelor....win liaoz...last episode sum more....the past few days have been busy mugging like dunno what...haiz...today muz pia hw again...cmi and stressed le...lucky i cleared econs tuition and phy tuition tml...tml will be mugging all day lo....hahaz.....sian diao....anyway, hope to go out with both my cousins after exams lar...hahaz

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long time no update le...hmm, onli 3 days lar, but din realli feel lk updating coz i'll juz be tokin abt mugging and homework....oh my, pon s paper tday, went home to slp for lk 2 hrs...how productive can i get...but anyway, i completed last yr prelims paper...i took lk 4 hrs....sianz diao,...but at least can haf a feel of the whole paper...that's nt too bad i guess.....heng arh, i tot cannot finish lor...so many questions....haiz...we have to hand up a prelim paper every wk....and revision is getting more intensive lar...haiz...i have to keep telling myself i can do it...and all this will be over in a matter of a few months...after that, i'll be free....realli very tired everyday with all the late nights and mugging lar.....and guess what, we got our prelims timetable today.....starting to feel reality le....muz push myself more liaoz.....haiz....tml going to watch the megaconcert with my cousin...oh well, i shall work harder over the wkend....

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i felt so damn tired today lor...was slping in econs lect coz yesterday was struggling to finish all the damn tutorials....haiz...left with alot still...die liaoz...i muz locked myself up somewhere le....started to pacnic last nite when i suddenly realised how little time i have left...oh my, beginning to feel stressed le..the pressure is starting to build on me lar.....haiz....no time to think about anything else le....and co has already ended le...now listening to the radio lar....93.3 fm music diary.....the story seems familiar lar...i guess what the dj says is quite true lar...hahaz...concentrate on studies first lar....haiz....i can forsee more late nights to come....and more dark rings making me look like a panda lar....i realli hate mondays and tuesdays....coz we end sch at like 6.30?.....win already....stressed and running out of time le...

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concert is over le...kinda felt abit sad yesterday....hahaz....hmm, concert was a blast lar....but damn nervous lor...hahaz....but i think we all did beyond our expectations lar....realli....will realli miss all the seniors and juniors lor.....jrs, muz jiayouz wor...continue that madness daji tradition.....dun bcum lk sir liang and kiamin can le....hahaz....den to all the seniors, wish u all all e best ya....thanx so much for helping us lar...realli appreciate...think daji is the onli ones wif all seniors cumin back lar....hahz, yesterday was exhilerating lor....so high.....but quite stressed too lar....realli happy to see alvin, alan, ricky and wenjie lar....hahaz...thanx to wejie for the lily...my fav flower....so damn chio, my fav flower of the day...hahaz...and to minghui, juan juan, sirliang, shaopin who all gave me flowers....thanx alot...i was realli touched lar....nv receive so much flowers on 1 day lor...thanx 4 everyone's support lar...i hoped the concert was gd to those who came lar....coz njco realli put in alot of effort....i was kinda sad coz i knew me haf no more time to go back to co le lar...will miss all the ppl in co...esp my jrs lar....miss crapping with them lar...but u guys work hard ya, we want a syf gold nxt yr wor....dun let us down....and to daji ppl, u all roxs ya.....

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damn tired this whole wk lor...almost everyday co practice....hope that everything goes well on sat lar...haiz....later cock up den gao xiao....anyway, thanx to hwee and sir liang for always cumin down to help lar....hahaz....concert in 2 days cum....feeling excited too lar...all of us esp jrs also work realli hard lar...me everyday no mood to do homework lor....and in claz always feel like sleeping....die le lar....nvm, a few more days till the end...but i will realli miss co lar....miss having hwee blasting at us lar....hahaz....and sir liang;'s irritating look, wenchang sianz diao look.....and going home with hwee lar....it has been a long long time since i realli felt close to a senior le....after this concert....dunno when can see them lar...esp the guys coz they in ns....hahaz, i will miss the jrs too lar....shu ping, mintze, chermaine, kahyen....esp min tze stressed up look lar....damn gao xiao lar...hahaz...but me will be seeing kiamin and mingyong and weibin everyday lar....it's weird lar, nv expect to join co in the past....but now, i tink realli had loads of fun lar...and the ppl in there are realli nice ppl lor....in a way, everyone is one big family lar...though always get pissed off with some ppl or teacher some time lar....daji yue rocks lar...we muz jiayou lar...and slack away behind backstage this sat....while min tze looks stressed....hahaz..after that, me will be mugging away le lar.....hahaz....my life will be all the way lk that until dunno when lar...hahaz, but if free maybe can organize daji outing la....soon ba...never got to doing it lor.....shall update again maybe after concert ba....oh ya, ppl who supporting njco concert, muz cheer louder wor!......

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co prac was tiring lar...but i tink we haf more to go lor....shld practice harder coz 1 wk more....nxt wk will be e busiest wk lor.....hope everythinh goes fine lar coz the concert realli means alot to me lar...and to all the daji section lar....went wif hwee to lavender to buy stuff...muz gif me present har...me so kind...had a great talk with her lar.....she is realli quite a gd fren and senior....esp the part where she shouted at mr tek....power sia.....no one but her will do that lor....that mr tek....obsessed le....hahaz....he tinks he is a pro lor.....suan le.....
 
i did sumthing drastic today.....muz be mad to do it.....having mixed feelings le.....should i have done it?.....well, it;'s done le.....thanx to jeremy and wenjie for talking to me,.....and to wenjie, i'm so gan dong u cumin to co concert....i can;'t wait lor./......hope u like e concert

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today was fun lar....hmm...sch was sianz as usual.....what's new....after sch went to meet my first 3 mths frens lor....we wanted to celebrate irene's bday lar....hahaz...hope she liked the cake we gave her lar.....it was a coffee cake, quite nice lar....hahaz....anyway, we went to chinatown to sing ktv lar....4 hrs lor....quite cheap lar...and blackie hor, damn hilarious.....kan bu chu he sing wu bai's song so well lar....den jeremy was lk screeching away....anyway, jeremy has bcum the new lee hom and cora has bcum ru qiao ying le lar....hahaz...i really had loads of fun lar....coz all of us roughly lk e same songs lar....den after that me went to get the cake.....den the person played happy bday song in the ktv rm and dimmed e lights lar.....den me brought the lighted cake in....hahaz....den all of them were like singing happy bday.....quite fun lar...i miss all of them alot.....everytime go out with them always haf fun....hope irene liked everything and e card i gave her lar
 
after that went chinatown to eat at the hawker.....stomah wasn;'t feeling very well lar.....so ate abit onli lar.....but we were like talking abt religion in the middle of the hawker centre.....lucky no ppl diao us lar....so sensitive topic lor.....but it feels kinda weird at times, all of them in aj and me the sole survivor in nj.....hahaz...sometimes dunno what;'s going on lar....but i think realli happy to know these ppl....brighten up my life wah....hahaz....hope bro jeremy aka lee hom updates his blog soon....den it will be damn hilarious lor....nxt week is going to be so damn busy lor....i'll be lucky if i survive....i hope......i muz work harder nxt wk le....so scared when i see my common tests results....and i hope ticket sales for concert improves.....realli hope so....
 
=love you, love you, may i love you, tell me what to do=
hahaz...lyrics from a song i sang juz now....shou;dn't be writing this at all...
 
 
                        

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i dunno why i am so tired nowadays....i realli almost slept during gp yesterday and phy today.....i guess it's everything that;s making me so so tired....and today was a bad day coz i had gastric almost the whole day...i dunno what;s wrong....me always get gastric pain...beging to *pacnic* le....co today was sian lar...technical rehearsal and basically all of us were slacking there lar....had fun tokin to ppl esp kiamin lar....was realli touched by shuang han, wei wei and lianne coz they actualli asked abt our concert.....hahaz..though they cannot make it lar....esp to shuanghan....so sad u can't cum lar...but nvm, u enjoy ur band dinner ya...and i'll tell u all abt e concert ba....mr tek today was quite angry abt the sale of tixkets....but what he said abt performers wanting not to perform for an empty hall did make sense lar....haiz....concert is in approx 1 wk time....i'm pacnicking le...so much things to lian......

not to mention academics.....i guess muz realli mug le...trying to do abit revision when i have time lar....coz i realli scared of running out of time....hope friday comes quickly.....

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yesterday was a fun day, bro jeremy, cora and irene came my hse to study....my mum made dessert for them too lor...and they were sorta amazed by the amt of food i have at home....hahaz...that's y me nt so thin wah...what do u guys tink i have been doing at home....hahaz...anyway, it was damn funny lar....but quite productive coz i did some stuff.....and later had phy tuition at home lor...nearly died coz i was so damn tired coz i went swimming that morning alone...burned away all the brownie calories....hahaz....anyway, my new resolution nt to chat online starts today...hahaz...for weekdays lar....to concentrate on my piano exam that is lk the same day as my bday nxt month lar....

today was so sianz...had chem remedial...the whole level until like 6.30?....oh my, seems lk s paper all over again....sianz diao....almost died lor....straight tutorials and lecture today lor...but i had fun crapping with some of the girls....tink i will miss my claz gals nxt yr lor....i seriously mean it....i'm excited abt this fri...going to celebrate irene's bday....hahaz...by going KTV....wow...seems fun and go chinatown to eat lar...hope all of them can make it...by the way, got back econs today...was happy with the results...coz i studied lk for 2 days?....hahaz....

ps. wenjie, u confirm asap if u cumin concert coz me need to sell u tix...can ask yu ting along wah...co so noisy....hahaz

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oh wow...i didn't do any work at all today lo....got co e whole day from like 8 to 6???....stupid tech rehearsal...basically we were slacking away....and mr tek solo....oh my, it's so sian diao to see him so enthused lor....i mean "what the?"....nvm....i was dying le lor....2 wks more lar...ppl hang in there k...i'm quite enthu towards the day of the concert....it's going to be damn fun performing after lianing for almost god knows how many months...hahaz...but hope we do our best lar...cause i know everyone realli put in loads of effort lor....more than anyone will know....

anyway, went to my hse there that optician to make contacts....coz i dun tink the nxt 2 wks i will have time....to wear during concert lar...so nt so ma fan....i tried putting it in...it was so damn scary....but i managed to get it in in like 45 mins?....so damn long...i was so guilty but that optician was quite patient lar...kept askin me nt to be scared....but i was still lar...den taking the contacts out took lk 15 mins?...hahaz./..but i find contacts damn amazing...think i will make contacts monthly after 'a's ba...now lk no point...hahaz...and did i mentioned that the optician was quite cute and shuai...hahaz...and he was so nice lor....nvm, i'm juz having nothing to write abt that;'s y....but i dun mind going back to that optician lor...hahaz...oh my, why am i saying such things now liaoz...kk, shall go swimming tml morning to burn away calories that obtained from that lame brownie we baked at hilda hs.

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today was terrible....got chem prac...as usual, chaotic lk mad lar...tryin to guess all e anions and cations...and shu hui;s test tube spurted on my whole body....i was lk 'oh my' and was very shocked...mr gwee seem to think it was quite funny...hahaz...but shuhui accidentalli lar....so i was more shocked than affected...though was abit scalded on the neck....but den shld be ok lar...hahaz....

den went hilda's house after that lar...wif jiawen, had a gd tok wif her...cant believe some of the things she told me....i can;t believe it lor....win liaoz...haiz...but wells, i dun care abt it le lar...we went hilda hse..esther, me, hilda, jiawen, and wenjie...kaoz...her hilda's mum food hor....damn nice lor....got chicken, prawn, and the vegetables, i ate the whole plate...den we attempted to make a choc brownie...had loads of fun lar...but failed...it came out soggy lor...hahaz...but we did had fun tokin and slackin lar....haiz,....they may be cumin my hse nxt month to stayover and bake....hope it will be a success den lar...hahaz....i miss those girls lor....they roxs lar....

i shall stop chatting online on all wkdays and focus more on my studies le...i'm damn scared of prelims now liaoz lor...so far but yet so near....and i shall stop thinking about you....for now...

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ugh....got back chem and phy today....i was *shocked* at phy, though i xpected it...sighz...anyway, was pretty happy for chem lar...did ok lar...within my expectations though....but i guess everyone's is pissed off with their results...nvm lar, decided to work hard this term le...i shall not slack anymore le....shall work hard and bcum ultra mugger....hahaz....

anyway, went wif sum of the girls :shuangz, baoz, sihui, weiz, serene, jael to eat lunch after sch...hahaz...we went to this restaurant that charged quite cheap lar...ate chickem chop and fish and chips...until poor serene got spilled with water by that waitress, oh well, i tink she was juz careless...den went to meet my dad to watch spiderman....hahaz....weird combi but he paid for tix lar....so i zhuan dao....anyway, spiderman is awesome lor...esp when mary jane ask him whether did he loved her....that scene was pretty touching and i loved all the visuals and graphics lar......2 hr long show...hahaz...i enjoyed it alor lar....my dad did too....suprised suprised.....he seldoms watches movies anyway,....at home now ,i stuffing myself with loads of food : chips and chocs...die le....going to be fat

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What if I told you
It was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling,
We've met before.
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now.

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe its happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming,
but till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this..

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arghh....first day of school today....sianz...i was practically sleeping lor.....got back maths and phy common test....did badly alr....demoralised le.....i realli put in effort ti study lar but maybe it wasn't enough lar.....should try harder the next time...but i can;t help feeling down lar....haiz....nvm, hope for chem and econs....*prays*....anyway, glad to see everyone again but was realli feeling damn tired.....juz feel like sleeping and never waking up again liaoz....hahaz...no point in living this type of life....3 wks more to concert....i dunno....i still so many songs nv practice...die le die le.....i shall vow to work hard this term......jiayouz

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hmm....i couldn't update my blog for the past few days coz dunno what happen to the server....*pissed off*....hahaz...but nw can le...heng arh....here's a update on what happened...

SENTOSA CLASS 03S13 TRIP

went out with the claz after s paper phy....needless to say, confirm will flunk that paper....leonard will agree with me....damn hard lor...anyway, abt half the claz went to sentosa....hahaz....den we bought stuff there to eat....the guys all wore the claz jersey....but i tot all the girls were dressed nicely....esp jael...her dress hor, me dunno what to say le...den we went there and crapped under the sun...went kayaking with baozie...and we capsized with the help of issacc and chun wei...but it was hilarious lor.....and i got sunburnt!!!....angry liaoz coz very pain lor....but we took pictures lar...and had loads of fun

after that went with dinner with the guys and jael...me and jael went shopping after that...to mango, zara etc...hahaz...but i never realli see nice nice clothes leh.....haha, so din realli bought anything but had fun tokin to jael lar...

SHOPPING TRIP WITH WENJIE AND ESTHER

met wenjie and esther on sunday afternoon to go shop in town...hahaz, basically spent time catching up lar...and i am so happy.....i bought a new black top....seemed quite nice and loads of stuff too....hahaz...at a cheap price lar...but felt rather guilty coz spend money lar....nvm, juz finish exmams...muz reward myself though never put in hard work....hahaz....but it was realli fun going shopping with them lar...den keep tokin abt lame lame things lor...haha

OVERNIGHT STAY AT CORA HOUSE AND SOCCER
MATCH

yesterday went to cora house to stay lar...at first is to jeremy's house play mahjong...den abt ten plus le we migrated to cora house....to get ready to watch the soccer match bt portugal and greece...hahaz...bought loads of chips which was long eated before the game started lar.....den we were surfing the net, playing retarded games and tokin crap...damn sleepy liaoz lor...when we started watching the match, i nearly feel asleep esp during half time lor...but after when 2nd part of the game....there was a goal...by greece....which was kinda by luck...we all became damn hyper liaoz....den so high lor....coz we all betted $1 on the match...stupid lor...but in the end, we won the bet lar...so earned abt $2.40 each...coz we betted on 1-0 as the final score....hahaz....but irene and jeremy lk not happy coz they support portugal one....hahaz...me is neutral lar...got money can liaoz....den slept all the way until 12 today morning

today went to eat sakae sushi buffet with blackie, jeremy, cora, irene...after waking up at 12 after the whole match lor.....we ate 76 plates in all i tink.....i ate 3 handrolls lor....breakfast cum lunch cum dinner all in that one meal lor....den played a game on guessing capitals of countries...jeremy realli smart on this lor...every country he also know....blackie also lor....den went home after that coz was afraid my mum may scold me coz always go out while they went shopping

realli been a fun weekend lar....relax all the way...oh no, tml got sch...die liaoz...sianz....oh ya, i love the song broken by amy lee....the lyrics are so cynical, here;s a part of it

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

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yipee...hahaz...common tests is so over....nt counting that tmr i haf s paper phy test....hahaz, i din revise anything lor....i tink i will most prob fail...even with studying...hahaz....so sianz....hmm, the past few days has been one big big nightmare...lucky that everyone goes thru this tests....it's nt too bad...hahaz....juz now realli felt damn relieved...went with serene, weiz and lianne to scotts to have lunch...and shop lar....hahaz...i saw this soft toy dog that mingyong wanted...oh my god....it was damn cute and nice to hug....hahaz...

anyway, tml is supposed to be a great day....s13 ppl all going to sentosa....well, not all...but it's sort of a claz outing alr....hahaz...i hope loads of ppl turn up...anyway, evem if no one cums, me still haf weiz and lianne lar....so it's nt too bad lar...hahaz....going to stone and crap there lar...hahaz...i am so excited about this weekend lor...going to plan a long list of activities lar...ghahaz...monday going to sakae with jeremy they all...hahaz....hope they having fun nw, miss them guys after not seeing them for 1 wk...hahaz...that's quite drastic.....

update on common tests....gp was allright, but i attempted a topic that i din normally attempt....maths and physics is doomed le....i was so demoralized after maths....econs and chem were ok lar...hahaz....but chem mcq...lk chasing after a train lor....sianz.....

ppl, let's have fun!