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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

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yesterday was chem prac...oh my, it was so damn damn disastrous....hahaz....i couldn't even complete the damn thing....and i guess i screwed up my design as well, oh wells, forget it le lar......haiz....sick of planning and planning....but yesterday was real fun...went to wei wei hse to slp over to make the agar agar and sandwich for today breakfast party, oh man, and we didn't wake up as early as we wanted to....but luck for her mum who was so so super frenly and nice, she did the sandwich for us....feel so guilty...oh well, yesterday was fun lar...hahaz....gal, we shld do it sometime again k....hahaz...anyway, today was a huge blast.....we had breakfast party and basically, we were crapping and taking pictures.,...hahaz...had so much fun lar.....it's lk one of the last last events at college, oh well, me will miss all of them...but will never miss nj....argh.....esp the stressed out part,....hahaz...and i went to mug wif wenjie and esther...hahaz, quite fun as i pia 3 essays juz now....crapped with them too lar....hahaz...and that jiawen and hilda, last min no come....sianz....anyway, i went to trim my hair....hahaz....and i feel super great now coz my hair looks ok and feels lighter....hahaz....happy le....better get back to mugging

9:51 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

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haiz...i should *concentrate*.....and perhaps clear my mind.

9:05 PM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

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screw phy prac...me nv convert to SI units....sianz diao...y liddat?...feel so stupid, now my whole graph is wrong....shitz....wun be suprised if i dun do well in phy, but oh well, i will concentrate on physics lar....i like the subject lar.....haiz....haiz....haiz....nvml, i shll nt indulge in self pity again.....i bought the mp3 that i wanted for so so long....at a discounted price too....spending money makes me feel better, oh no, what have i become, but i realli like the mp3, it's a good bargain but i have to spend less lar, hahaz....coz i paying myself lar, feel bad abt using my dad's money.....on stuff lk this...maybe i have a conscience after all.....hahaz....haiz....mugging day in and day out....damn tired lor, i miss crappin with the s13 girls....haiz...hahaz.....shall see them at chem prac this mon..

7:09 PM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

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today had gp and phy design prac....gp was all right lar, hopefully can get higher marks can le even the compre was quite hard....but i'r resigned to the fate of doing issues on nature and man, it wasn't too bad considering how i thought i had to be....hahaz....but phy design, i basically screwed up, i tink i realli will score damn low, and no, me not exaggerating lor....i mean it, i tink i could have done better lor, but nvm, i wun pity myself ;ar, design is a real small percentage of the final grade for phy lar, as long as tmr esperiment i dun screw up, den it wun be so bad le....*prays*....i hope it'll be ok tmr, i dun want to encounter the feeling i had today again.....sigh....realli hope so.

6:51 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

How to make a huiling

Ingredients:

1 part competetiveness

5 parts humour

5 parts ego

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

10:52 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

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oh shit, i am so tired lor...i tink me should not stay home to mug coz i am so attracted to my com...irritating lor, muz lovk this com or smth...okok, i shall vow nt to cum online so much le...hahaz...is that a gd resolution.....haiz...missed having common lunch with the gals, muz wait until prelims over le...coz me nxt wk nt going sch on sch days....except maybe going for morning lectures...feel as if i'm quitting sch le....hahaz...but realli, i need e time to mug than to sit thru lame lessons while i slowly stone away and rot...hahaz...tmr nt going sch le....hmm...going to woodlands lib to mug....ugh.....damn scary lar, 2 more days to gp exam.....all right, shall go back to studying phy le...

11:38 PM

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gosh, i ponned chem remedia lect...hahaz...too tired le lar...muz get solutions from weibin tml le...den me went to popular to shop for stationary lar...finally found the coloured pens which i search for 1 yr le...happy sia, yupz, went home and had a great slp...now feeling energetic le...die le, tml will become zombie once more....oh ya, li jia wei lost e match yesterday, bye bye bronze singapore...but still very proud of her, she put up a good fight, and nvm, there's one more chance 4 yrs later....and it's already so gd that;s she's cum so far....but i realli thought that the swimming events were so damn exciting,...and did not regret watching all of the events...hahaz...today as usual was stonin in school...and i ahve come to a conclusion that shld start to pon sch le...i shall start this wed...going to woodlands lib with baoz, serene, and weiz to mug...after that go eat swensen's ice cream...hahaz...my dream for e past wk lor....but i guess i will go and swim on wed morning...hahaz....1 wk no swim le...gotta go and read e newspaper on the PM speech to prepare for this thurs go paper...ciao

12:24 AM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

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The Reason
by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

11:42 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

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Jia wei lost to that irritating korean women, not that i have anything against her, but muz she laugh like a hyena everytime she scored a goal....as i was watching the match through tv mobile, i was realli realli anxious....hoping that s'pore will get into the finals....at first after the 4th match, things were sorta looking up but i guess in the end...we lost. it's weird but when i knew spore lost, i realli felt sad for her....i mean, yrs of training and it's over in that short 1 hr....and i was immensely irritated by that korea player....*prays* she dun get a gold in the finals...i'm being bad but still, her laughter suxs....irritating. anyway, i will so be watching the semi finals and to s'pore jia wei, jiayouz jiayouz.....u've cum so far, all e best....

anyway, today mock prelims for maths was alright i guess...at least i completed the entire paper....which is good lar,...hahaz...but my statistics still abit unsure, gotta practice more....had phy and econs tuition...so damn tired le lor...hahaz, but tmr i'll be free...hahaz...contemplated to pon either mon, tues or wed nxt wk...hmm shld i?....maybe not lar, coz there's chem on mon and wed and gp on tues....oh, we playing badminton on mon....*excited*....hahaz...can;'t wait to play with baoz they all....shall continue to go back to mug for chem....so many qns by gwee for mon's lecture....arghh....

11:36 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

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sleepin after i post this entry....can't believe s'pore realli made it to the semis for the olympics table tennis......that's so exciting lar....and rather proud too...too bad i have tuition tml....4pm is the match lor...sianz...haiz....tml will be damn tiring....maths mock prelims 3 hrs...and econs and phy tuition....die le...i will be a walking corpse...anyway, today had a great time at PE with baoz, weiz, shuangz and sihui...we were playing the 'in' game of our claz...hahaz...badminton...and we decided after 'a's, we are goin to meet wkly to play badminton....that;s so lame lar...hahaz...but i like playing with them...and we were pretending to be pros at the game(which obviously we were not...hahaz....den mr quek had last words with the claz as nxt wk will be last wk for PE.....haiz....he's such a nice PE teacher lar....we are lucky to haf him and our PE not so hiong lor...or else will die one...hahaz...anyway, goin back to my slp to prepare for tml...

ps: congatrats to hilda for getting that award ya, u deserve it and muz treat us to lunch k...hahaz....anyway, happy for you k.....

11:07 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

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shouldn't be bloggin now lar...but i guess it's abt the only thing that keeps my mind not too stressed up and to relax....maths mock prelims this saturday....practiced a bit but haven;t sat down to read everything.....shall start later....with the first few chapts on statistics first....anyway, came home so early today....was contemplating last night whether to stay back in the school lib to mug...but decided against it as i'm juz so sick of staying back in school....hahaz...so i went home and ate lunch at home...hahaz....and slept for like 1 plus hr....i felt so good lor, maybe it's kinda good too have time to myself once in a while....my mind seems more cleared now....not that i did any reflections or anything...but i feel much better and ready to mug....that's so sad....can't believe i juz said that....

anyway, been readin ppl's blog some time and realised most ppl our age are always going through ups and downs of relationships....hahaz....this type of thing is draining...and thinking abt it gets one nowhere.....though it's quite hard to push it aside lar...but most of the time, sadness is more than happiness....i guess....but anyway, my mind is already turned on to the exams cum stressed mode le....for the nxt 3 mths, nothing else will control my thoughts but this....i'm sure i will be able to remain focused.

11:18 PM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

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happy today coz i went swimming with cora...but reached home feeling so damn tired lar, ate dinner with her too and i had my favourite dish....there goes my swimming le, anyway, i juz woke up after slping with this eye mask my mum gave me, not much difference but my eyes feel better le....think my eyes like getting drier after slping late lar, anyway, had practical briefing today.....damn scary lor and guess what, our chem prac is on third shift...arghh....waiting time is like 2 hrs and have to put up with dirty apparatus.....oh my, hope this is onli for prelims, wellz, at least will be late when out shift is at 2....anyway, swenswen's trip with the gals of s13 is gone le...haiz...muz wait after prelims le lor....which is like eternity away....haiz...hope we dun screw up for practical, that will be way to gao xiao le....i'm getting impatient with ppl as nt enough slp lar...hahaz, paiseh if offended anyone ya....anyway, lianne told me abt this song and i'm in love with it, decided to post the lyrics here

She Will Be Loved
by Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

8:57 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

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going swimming tml with cora after school....*smile*...long time no see her le...hahaz, actually 1 wk onli lar, but looking forward to tml...short day lar....unlike monday and tuesday....*whew*....maybe nxt wk wun be so tiring lar.....prays lor....juz realised that i'm feeling the stress now le....that day bro jeremy say if dun feel stressed now, will confirm cmi for 'a's le lor...haiz...that;s quite true i guess..jiayouz to ppl mugging nw lar....

11:59 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

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swensen's icecream is like $1.30 for 5 scoops until september...wow....*hungry*, may be going with some of my claz gals nxt nxt monday....hopefully after chem prelims prac if we still have the mood....*i want to eat*...haiz....shld stop eating this type of junk food....it's bad for health.....hope that tml passes quickly den the rest of the wk will be more slack le...haiz....tired....not enough sleep too....nxt wk will be gp paper le lar, not realli scared but still, it's PRELIMS le....hope everyone is mugging hard now lar...hahaz...it's officially 3 months and 10 days till the end of a levels.....

11:00 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

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haiz, today had to wake up so damn early for econs mock prelims....and guess what, the questions were those from last yr lar....and i think i chose one wrong question...haiz...anyway, didn;t realli finish in the end...writing sheets of paper and 3 essays lor....haiz...my had almost became numbed le....in addition to yesterday;s badminton....yupz, and den went town to eat with some of the gers, haiz...i love the shop serene showed us lor....realli feel lk buying the whole shop, the stuff is so nice lor, interesting sia....a tiring day today....but i still have prelims paper to complete by monday, nxt wk is sort of the last wk officially for this term, after that will be practical and gp prelim....den after that will be hols...sigh...my social life is gone for the nxt 3 months approximately....but nvm, shall remain focus all e way....

11:07 PM

Friday, August 13, 2004

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econs mock prelims tmr...3 essays in 2 hr 15 min......shit

10:05 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

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late nights and more late nights, my com is nw my best fren as it accompanies me through the late nights while i hear mp3 on the player on my computer....it is juz a click away from me, as it helps me get through the long nights of doing stacks of homework lor....haiz....anyway, my vision today started to get blurred...i dunno why, even though wearin contacts, everything bcame blur in claz....den bcame clear again, muz be due to lack of slp lar....haiz....den went lib to mug with cora they all, what a day lar....feeling tired now liaoz.....i should go get some slp lar, btw s'pore idol is so damn funny lar.....right now, time is not on my side....time is what i need now....muz endure....abt 3 more mths....i'll be free

=waiting for a mgs that will nv come....numbed=

12:20 AM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

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sigh, felt realli guilty for watching a movie today...brotherhood lar, with irene, jeremy and weiji lar...but i tot the show was realli nice...though gruesome, but still damn touching lar. hahaz, i din cry lar, but nearly did, heng arh, or else so paiseh lor...cant believe we went to cine to watch the show at town at lk 10 in the morning lot?....den ate KFC...oh my, die liaoz, heng me tmr plan to go swimming lor....or else all the fats going to accumulate le....anyway, had quite a fun time lar...but i spent the rest of the day mugging with jeremy and irene....sianz diao....i study econs until i going to burst and i still lk cmi lor...al;ot of concepts still so blur....tmr is school starting le, after a short break, why liddat, me haven even rest enough lor....haiz...tonite is goin to be a long nite coz i haven complete gwee's chem hw....endless stack lor, so irritating....haiz....i swear to complete all undone work tmr lar....lucky wed and thurs is our end early day lor....end lk 1 plus and 12 plus...hahaz...den have alot of time to mug le....for econs on sat lor...disaster lor, anyway, lin jun jie song jiang nan is so gd lor, i like the lyrics wor, ppl, do go download ya....hahaz....anywayz, gotta go back to chem le...arhhh...organice lor....

=wishing weiji gd luck for his f maths test tmr...jiayouz wor=

10:30 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

10:53 PM

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yesterday hilda, esther and wenjie came my hse to have steamboat...and celebrate my bday lar...hahaz...wow, a big choc cake supplied by my mum lor....hahaz, my mum realli put alot of effort lar...thanx to her, anyway, we had such fun crapping, baking brownies too, oh ya, and the kinokuniya jelly...hahaz....den had to fetch xiuli lk at 1 plus in the morning, so i kinda didn't sleep lor....hahaz...but i had fun, hoped the gals had fun lar....hoped they din think too little ppl..hahaz, hope to see them soon lar....

den went out with 1803 ppl to celebrate my bday....i was at first *shocked* at their gift...hahaz...but when i saw e real thing, i realli loved it lar....realli, it's a great bday gift lar...i will realli treasure it lar...we went to eat pizza...hahaz...had loads of fun taking pictures....den went esplanade to see e fireworks, so damn nice lor...i realli liked it...but so many ppl, i squeezed until dunno where, haiz...i tink i will miss seeing all of them coz lk not much chance soon...den ate my cake lar....fruit cake, my fav cake...hahaz...i realli had fun today....thanks to cora for the chocalate u made and ur nice card, thanx to irene for being so thoughtful to go buy my gift, thanx to weilun for the beautiful card, thanx to blackie for making me laugh, thanx to weiji for cumin though u had claz outing, and thanx to bro jeremy for entertaining me at times, i will miss all of u...realli touched by all of u, i can;t believe we are all so great even after 1 plus yrs liaoz...oh ya, the neoprint was so damn chio lar....haha

=i begin to wonder if i realli know you at all, or maybe i'm just wasting my time, my mind has an answer aready, but my heart tells me something else....it's cliche, but i dun even know how i feel.....numbed, i'm sorry=

12:23 AM

Saturday, August 07, 2004

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today was national day celebrations...hahaz...went to sch to basically slack and to take loads of pictures lor, with the claz girls, hope weiz faster send us the pictures....we even took one wif our jr claz...can u believe it....and after sch, the guys were suggesting claz outing, like we all in a mood to go on outing when like prelims is lk 1 mth away, but we went to eat lar...pasta....i thought it was quite nice, juz a bit spicy onli lar....as usual, guys sit one side and we gals went shopping...hahaz..but i tink it's better than nothing compared to the claz last yr....anyway, i went to toa payoh library to mug lor....for stupid econs mock prelim, i dun even rmb j1 work le...die liaoz.....mock prelims is in 1 wk lor, and i am goin out the whole wkend...die le....and chem hor, so much work, think gwee thinks that we onli take 1 subject lor....anywayz, went home earlier to slp lk 3 hrs straight....haiz...felt guilty when i woke up lor.....haiz....den slack until lk 11....haiz, began to read mkt strucures notes.....ut so lookin forward to tmr,the gals cumin to my hse to celebrate my bday and steamboat....and guess what, i haven't had a bday cake yet lor, and i'm providing e own cake tml...i tink it's quite gao xiao.....but no one will be home lar, my sis going to the hospital....so, hmm, i shall sing my own bday song and cut my own cake.....and make a wish though i alreadi made one that day....oh well...hope it will be fun tmr coz i miss the gals so much.

12:29 AM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

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i'm so happy today...realli, i mean it....but so sad so old liaoz...18th yrs old...abt piano exam, dun tok abt it le....sianz diaoz....dun ruin my perfect mood....but muz *pray* for the results...i hope i pass.....damn tired now and contemplating should study econs later or not...haiz...

today had a perfect start with so many of my frens mgsing me to wish me a happy bday....wow...so touched by them...esp to those frens i haven seen for some time le...den my claz gals gave me a box of tissues...and a stapler?....i was like 'huh lor'/....but in the end before i left for my exam, all of them came and gave me the real gift lar...i really loved what they gave me....necklace, bracelets, earrings and a soft and cuddly dog....*my fav animal'....WELL,a fake one beats having none....and wanna thank hilda for the slice of choc cake...hahaz...damn nice but calories lor...hahaz...realli touched by her gesture too.....and i was realli touched by the card i think weiz drawn, and shuangz earsrngs made by her mum were so nice la....thanx gal k...oh ya, baoz postcard was damn hilarious./...going to miss all of u guys after i graduate...

anywayz, met wenjie after that and she was late as usual lor....and met sihui coz she wanted to pass me the brownies the gals got for me but forgot to pass to me...diaoz...but mrs fields wor...so damn nice....realli touched by sihui actions too...hmm...went to ramen teh to eat with wenjie lor...damn nice....and she gave me a big handphone cushion lor...damn cute...and her card was damn meaningful...we went to take neoprint...i tink it looked great lor...and ended iup slacking at macs using her camera phone to take stupid videos of us....realli glad to have such a gd fren like her lor...looking forward to saturday lor....steamboat at my hse....haiz...no time to study le....hmm...den she gave me e card bro jeremy wanted to pass to me....the card damn ciute lor....and the mgs inside....realli touched me so much lor...i nv expect m\our frenship meant so much to him too.....realli gan dong by his words...and to jeremy:...promis that our frenship will nv end lar.....hahaz...i nv receive a card from any guy that is so touching lor.....hahaz..a great brother and a great pal....

thanx so much for those who mgsed me and wished me, it has been a great 18th bday!

10:01 PM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

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here goes...i'm officially 18 le...happy birthday!

11:54 PM

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haiz juz got home...wow, feeling so damn tired now....went for co invest juz nw...my jrs realli damn nice, they gave all of us a cup with this cute guy in it....hahaz...thanx so much u guys, miss u all loads and haf fun in co lar....saw photos of co....felt realli weird, 1.5 yrs have juz passed like that....so damn fast lor....can;t believe it....as usual, school suxs lar...basically we sit in there and stone....and stone....and teachers come in stressing on the importance to study soon....haiz….damn tired nowadays…tml having piano exams…oh my, I tink me cannot make it lor…like the scales still damn luan…hahaz….my piano teacher so lame, forget to bring me bday gift….now like I will see her 5 mths later?….hahaz…..me shld go meet her and get it from her lar…..Wednesdays will be early dismissal day le…means more time to mug…sobz….3 more mths lor…and look at the state we all are in too…..oh ya, met bro Jeremy and Irene today at the bustop…damn shocking lat….hope Jeremy does well for the nafa test tml…gd luck bro k….

9:59 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004

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today had half day...hahaz, so damn happy, i juz woke up after a 2hr slp lor....damn shaung...seriousli, slping is e onli activity i like nowdays...i realli becoming a pig le.....hahaz....anyway, went with the gals, jaiel, mingyongz, serene, weiz and shuangz to prince to eat lunch now...surprise suprise, most of our claz guys were there too lor....hahaz.....den we gals were sitting around a table and busy tokin abt grad nite dresses....hahaz...their ideas realli wild and funky lor...hahaz..mingyong was in a state of blurness lor....damn gao xiao...can't wait to see all of them on grad nite...which means i have to go shop for stuff...sianz.....den spend money too wor.....haahz...den we were planning what to do after grad nite lor...lk go book a room or smth...hahaz....see how first lar..... had a great time slacking and crapping lar....but glad to catch up wif my slp too lar....our claz is quite united lately ba...i like all the gers epecialli ba....find that we realli got more in common than i ever knew...hahaz...the guys arh, damn gao xiao but happy that almost the whole claz will be going grad nite ba

6:17 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

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damn tired....woke up early this morning to go swimming, yes, by myself...hahaz, nw feeling healthy liaoz....haiz....den came home and did some work befor jeremy and irene came over to my hse to study together la....was supposed to meet them outside...but they decided to cum my hse...it was quite a nice afternoon lar...hmm, ate alot....dunno why but always ppl cum my hse, got alot of things for them to eat one lor...hahaz...hope they found the food nice lar....we mugged till lk 7 plus lar and they ate dinner at my hse....hahaz....they were quite paiseh lar, but i hoped they lk dinner, anyway, had a great sunday lat....simple but yet i did loads of revision and work....haiz....nw still studying for tml chem qa test, hope there's half day tml...i need one badly, going mad le...hahaz..*prays* for half day today or tml lar...hahaz...den i will realli be damn gao xing le.....hmm, kinda missed cora today as the last time they came, cora was here, quite long no see her le...hope u are fine ya...hahaz...haiz....hungry nw le....shld go eat sum thing but what....and the damn tag board is down lor...irritating....hopes it comes up tml lar....back to chem QA revision again......

9:55 PM