Sunday, October 24, 2004

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tomorrow is phy prac le....considering how i screwed my prelims phy prac, shall vow not to be as nervous ya....and hope for e best le lar....i guess i shant be updating here as often as i want to le....firstly, there's juz nothing much to say about my mundane life, secondly, gotta concentrate on the 'a's lar...we'll all be free soon...yipee....haha, and thirdly, i need some time to recollect my thoughts...sometimes, its hard to write how i feel here lar...dun realli know how to say it but....wellz, juz hope all of u peeps out there jiayouz wor.....counting down to the end of 1 mth soon...i hope

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oh man, almost all the guys i know have received their enlistment dates le...suddenly, all of them will disappear from my life sometime nxt year, hahaz, it will be weird i guess but i dun realli have that many guy frens....oh well, it's something for the guys to get excited about lar....nw everyone dun realli have the mood to study le.....and guess what, i have like 8 mths to slack....wow, i shall do what i want to do then....hahaz, but now, muz conc on mugging, i seriously cant stay at home, i cant believe i'm going back nj in lk 7 hrs to mug...hahaz...

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oh my, today was graduation ceremony for us...hahaz, we went to school super early in the morning to listen to the principal tok crap...hahaz, but the presentation on all our class pixs and mgs were nice lar...haahz, esp since we had a claz collage....hope taffy prints for me too lar, hahaz....we were busy taking pictures lor...like superstars lar....and by the end of everything, mr lim asked us to gather at the amphi theatre to tok to us lar....he made each of us stand up and say how we realli felt, and i was realli touched by what all of them said.

seriously, i used to detest NJ alot....haha, but i have realli made great frens in here, get to know so many diff kinds of ppl....my claz 03s13....is *wow*....though we are not e best claz academically, i know all of us always have fun and we are a spontaneous class lar....the jokes that qixian crapped, the playfulness of issac, lameness of minghong and jiaxuan, lianne and weiwei bimbo jokes, enduring PW sessions with shuang han, humorous baozie, shopping with jael, going to chinese lessons with wei ling, talks with sihui, going to mini toons with serene....and all those that i din mention...i will certainly miss all of that. Though our friendship is not forged over bad times or bad experiences, and though we dun realli know each other long, i'll never forget how all you guys made me feel happy and see a sense of meaning in mugging.....hahaz, oh, and not forgetting my civics tutor....mr felix lim, who never gave up on us and gave us so much encouragement and motivation....

oh ya, we had claz lunch at seoul garden lar...it was quite nice lar...hahaz, slackin and suaning ppl, interacting more with the guys and guess what....we are going to have a claz chalet for 2-5 dec....hahaz, me super enthu lar...long time no go le, sum more go with ppl like s13...hahaz, and not to mention, will be seeing most of them at grad nite, so glad almost e whole claz going.....certainly looking forward to see shuai ge and chio bus....hahaz....but now, let's put in our very best for 'a's lar, one more month to go and freedom!!!!.....hahaz....

graduation doesn;t seem as an ending to me, it just symbolized new beginnings, experiences and maintaining old friendships....i'm so glad to know ppl like my claz ppl...and what can i say....thanks so much and hope the school days we had together will become part of my beautiful jc memories.....

ps. hope ming yong and shuang han liked the card and their presents...u guys better like it or else?....haha...happy bday

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in the midst of mugging,many late nights and graduation, i begin to silently wonder about what i have achieved in this 2 yrs....was everything a facade to begin with?....maybe i dun even know myself any more than ppl know me, maybe i don't even know what's real anymore. Haiz...so pessimistic rite, but sometimes at the end of e day, i juz realised that when you need to tok to ur friends at a certain pt, i get even afraid to start speaking, because of the tone of their voices, and in e end, i wonder if we were even good friends to begin with.

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yesterday, lianne's phone got stolen...at that stupid toilet near the bookshop, and her phone was new lor....haiz, it's realli angry to see ppl lk that and nj, and we were trying to figure out whether it was a student or a cleaner who stole it....that person hor, realli plan to steal lor coz lianne kept her phone in her bag, and that person juz took it while she was in the toilet, oh man, is that bad or what.....hope she is not too sad lar as she was rather calm yesterday. i was feeling sick the whole of yesterday night, lk cannot breathe properly....dunno why, den today pon school to mug but woke up so damn late, still not feeling very well but can't realli pinpoint why, hope i recover soon. to all nj peeps out there, better take care of ur belongings ya...alot of ppl lost stuff recently...

to shuang han: hey gal, dun feel sad after graduating le lar, hahaz, we will try to keep in contact after 'a's ya, hahaz, i wun forget my dear pw mate (does not apply to jiaxuan and minghong:))

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esther and wenjie came to my hse to mug today...hahaz...and i'm so damn jealous of esther;s phone...this sounds really shallow...but i want that phone....hahaz, the camera is so so cool...hahaz, and is samsung lor....haiz...i have to wait like 2 more months for my plan to expire...hahaz, shall buy it to reward myself after 's' levels...hahaz....that's my only motivation le...but it was fun to study with them lar...hahaz, shld do it again ya....but kinda distracting coz we slacked abit and watched abit of tv, oh ya, we took a video to irritate weixin.hahaz, he will freak when he sees it....hahaz, esther, dun delete hor, muz show e 4/1 ppl nxt time ya....hahaz...they will laugh until they roll lor, hope everyone is studying hard now...

+i miss you+

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tmr is considered to be the last 3 days of school le lar...hahaz, so fast lor, my 'dear' baozie is going to bring e camera and we can take all pics of our claz ppl, hahaz, maybe we can ignore ms wong during maths and take pictures, haiz, i'm juz dreaming i guess...spent the whole of yesterday at woodlands library...i am so totally pissed off by that librarian, i mean, she literally shouted at us to not to self study....hello, it's juz quite ridiculous that we cannot study in a library during exam periods...not to mention that we were quite quiet.....and of all, she juz has to pick my table to shout on....haiz....can't stand her....nv give us a bit of face lor...hahaz, but we juz took a few refernce books and remained there...so ppl, nxt time go library muz take some reference bks and fake ya...hahaz...that women ruin my whole mood lor....sianz....met a few ppl lk desmond, alan and joan and mei nu at the library....mei nu was so damn funny, she was lk saying 'we are not self studying, we group study wah'....hahaz...i nearly laugh until die when she say that lor....anyway, there;s a new song now by usher and alicia keys named 'my boo'...it's so addictive and nice though, i juz love alicia keys.

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was too tired to blog yesterday, i went for extra gp classes in the morning....it was quite helpful lar....den went to eat sakae with jeremy, blackie and cora....we were like so damn hungry when we stepped in lar...hahaz, ate the sakae buffet lar...very nice lar coz long time no eat le...basically, we sat there and stuffed oursleves and slacked for like 3 hrs...i thought it was quite fun lar....i mean, sitting down and chatting with them....haiz...i guess it's time to work hard too...today have no school due to the rescheduled time table and guess what, my sis fininshed her PSLE le...im so so jealous...nvm, 2 more mths and me also can be like her le....hahaz, stayed home to mug today and it was rather productive though i rather go to the library....hahaz.....singapore idlo results tonight....i hope jerry one cmi....realli can't stand him

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i'm looking forward to tomorrow...hahaz, coz i'm going to eat sakae with jeremy, cora and blackie...long time no go eat sakae le...but hope tmr will be fun slacking abit lar...haiz....i'm literally drowned in prelims paper....sort of feel i'm wasting money by buying so much since i wun realli go and do coz nt enough time liaoz....i juz realised that it's less than 2 mths till e end of 'a's le....that's what keeps me going on...anyway, i juz watched the reality tv series, the swan...and i'm so addicted to it already...it's disturbing how those plastic surgeon look at the final form of the person transformed lk a piece of art work....and oh my, that girl lost 32 pounds in like....3 mths....what ppl can do in order to improve their self esteem...the determination is certainly admirable...

i'm scared of everything now....it's just that i'm afraid i won't do well at the end for my exams, ppl who reading this, dun tell me it's not possible ya, to a certain extent, everyone worries for different things lar...haiz...it's just that nowadays it's getting so stressful lar...everyday lacking sleep and dunno what...but still loads of doubts not cleared.....

nxt wk muz bring camera to school...so i can take down pictures of my claz ppl in claz in sch uniform...hahaz, as a form of remembrance so baozie, pls bring ur camera kk...hahaz, i wonder will i really miss my claz ppl...hahaz...but sometimes, friendship can be totally unpredictable....nothing last forever though, maybe nxt yr at this time, all of us would have moved on to a new phase of our lives le...but i juz hope ppl can treasure the ppl around them more....pay a bit more attention....gotto end here and go do my gp compre le

=i have been too naive all this while, should wake up soon=

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s paper phy grades were terrible...i can juz imagine my a level results slip next year...and there's nothing i can do but to conc on my 4 subjects now....haiz....and gp was terrible too....think hae to attend mrs tan's lessons on compre on thurs le...gotto at least do something about it....haiz, those ppl in my claz whose gp quite pro also cmi this time....maybe i should take this as a form of comfort...hahaz...sort of trying to start my entire revision again....and econs is like getting quite intensive now....with essays and drqs to do....not to mention mcqs...i guess everyone are all busy mugging...hope all of us jiayou coz the end is less than 2 months liaoz....oh ya, if esther or wenjie reads this....fir onz more arh...can confirm?....hahaz...

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there's sumthing seriously wrong with template....super sian diao...i tried resolving it last night...hope it's ok le...i reached home at like 1.30 today....our new timetable starts this week....so i juz have to go school on mon, tues, and wed...hahaz...but there's so little time left le, i guess...going to graduate in like 1 wk....i can;'t realli think of what i'll miss about NJ...hahaz....sad rite...but i'll miss all the people though....really will....haiz....super tired now though i juz woke up....haiz...i realli am unproductive at home....hmm, shall go eat smth coz i'm so damn hungry....haha...ponnong chem lect today to come home early, hope no chem teacher reads this.....gotta go back to my phy now liaoz....

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eXpressive: 5/10
Practical: 3/10
Physical: 1/10
Giver: 5/10


You are a RSIT--Reserved Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Archetypal Older Child.

You are a hard nut to crack. You have a wicked sense of humor. Despite your reserved nature, you are more comfortable (and successful) in the meeting and courting mode than you are in a long term relationship. You feel misunderstood, and usually you are.

When you're in a good mood, you're funny, fascinating and a sexy firecracker, but when you're in a bad mood you are moody, broody and impatient. In courtship mode, you don't have to let anyone see your moody side. If you had your way, even in a long term relationship you would have enough time apart to deal with your bad moods yourself; unfortunately, it rarely works that way.

You stifle *a lot* of anger and frustration -- from all areas of your life -- so when it comes out it comes out nasty. More than any other type, your conflicts tend to turn on one tiny thing -- the dishes, the laundry -- that's really a scapegoat for your larger dissatisfactions with your relationship. You're baffled that your partner just can't do the dishes -- your partner is baffled that it's such a big deal. The only way around it is to let the dishes go entirely and try to get at the real root of what's bothering you.

I'm making you sound like a bear, but the fact is that you're so warm and charming most of the time that it effectively offsets the times you're unhappy.

You will make a weirdly good parent.

Don't pair up with someone who'll make sexual demands of you. That's just not going to fly at all.

Of the 116793 people who have taken this quiz, 5.2 % are this type.


hahaz, i got this from hilda's blog....i took e test myself and thought it was hilarious...maybe the test is true...i dunno...