Sunday, January 30, 2005

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i'm so happy now...going to rest for the next 4 days without going to work as my new job starts this thurs or friday....hahaz, den going to revamp this blog tomorrow, and clean up my room too...oh ya, going with my ex work ppl to eat sakae and maybe sing ktv on wed....hahaz, but its kinda nice slacking around at home....i've just watched finished the VCD of Love Actually juz now....oh ya, and went to the library to borrow loads of books...think its realli a kind of an enjoyment to lay around at home eating junk food and reading books....ah, that shall be my life for the next 4 days.....oh ya, i;'m going to buy my phone later at night....this is going to be the day i get my phone...i hope, after that traumatic experience....hahaz

oh ya, yesterday the training for the indoor stadium job was super super long...and it ended like 3?...oh my, den my shopping trip with shuangz was ruined....but realli glad she was there with me lar, hope we get to start on the same day....hahaz, but realli had fun la....den we went to the army market to eat yummy food...oh my, the tang yuan super nice lor...hahaz.....still thinking of it now...and i went to buy some army stuff for a friend....kaoz, so many shops lor...but now i know which is the cheapest le...hahaz, that uncle was quite nice though, oh, did i mention that i got lost while going to the army mkt?....hahaz, lame sia...and at night, i went to bugis to shop. I realli had a great time lar, i mean, checking out nice clothes and eating great food, not to mention continuosly eating kueh lapis there...but it was quite expensive lar...hahaz, and the flea mkt at bugis, super crowded lor....but i guess its realli nice to spend an evening with a person that you can complain to, to suan that person and to have loads to tok to that person to.

But now, happy to be getting my phone and happy to not work tmr.....

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today was my LAST day at work, yay, finally dun haf to go back to that office le....realli relieved lar...hahaz, but it really shocked me when maya ask all of them to give ying rui and me a round of applause for the good job we did....hahaz, or she tink we did lar...but i guess in a way, i kinda miss that place...after all, it was sort of my first official working place for 1 mth plus lar...but i guess it was realli a great experience...sigh, i'm already missing the people there liao lar, dennis lame jokes and suaning me, vicki constantly irritating me, ashiq cool look, going to work with ying rui, zar talking loudly in the call floor, irene weird behavior, slacking with eunice in the pantry as well as crapping with all the rest....and not to forget the frenly HSBC ppl lar, i guess i realli got to know alot of ppl from jc and poly lar....and it was fun lar, i mean, the job was super stressful but i realli enjoyed working with these ppl, they are juz so different from the people i am used to encountering. But i guess i gotto move on lar, and get myself out of that place though.

Hmm, tmr going to the indoor stadium training with shuangz, den going for lunch plus shopping...hahaz, oh ya, i boughr a skirt today....so so happy, i tink its super chio la, but it looks bimbo though....hmm....den decided i'm nt going for that florist job le lar....its too far from my house plus the irregular hrs means i cant focus on my tuition job lar plus my new yr will be disturbed...but heng,. i found a new job working for this guy that i did the survey for...the details i nt sure yet but i tink can start work nxt week liaoz lar...or maybe i'll take a few days break first....haahz, which means less money though...but i dun mind. oh ya, i still haven got my hp, this is a long long story lar, but to those i keep complaining to, bear with me yeah?....coz i super super pissed off.

will take time this wkend to upload my blog layout, it looks terrible now...hahaz...but till den, ciao.

=happy working=

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finally, 3 whole days of rest without seeing that manager, and my blog pictures have been down for so so long...haiz, i shall try to upload the images when i have the time lar, but currently, i am so enjoying life now slacking, not to mention not going to work lar.

but all the NS guys booked out le lar, today went for dinner with 4/1 gang ppl lar, haahz, den its so fun to see of them again, especially to hear that weixin dog tok about his NS life lar, i guess it can be physically demanding but still, they realli make alot of frens in there lar.....which is kinda fun when i hear what happened lar, but i guess you ask me go NS hor, i confirm die there. Oh ya, met up with lianne, weiwei, serene and shuangz for lunch today lar, hahaz, had a good feast at cafe cartel lar....hmm, i realli miss my jc frens girls so much lor, miss all the times we spent realli crapping and laming away, unlike work which i dread so so much...its like, today i realli met up with all my gd frens lar....and realli had a good time chatting about stuff lar....hahaz, oh ya, i;mn going to buy my hp in 2 wks time...hahaz, i;'m realli counting down to it le lar.

oh, i gave a fren an advanced birthday present that day lar, i hope that person likes the gift lar, coz it took quite abit of effort getting it, not to mention the time i had to wake up to get the gift lar...hahaz, though its nothing expensive or hand made de, but i guess the effort i spent to get it is realli alot....hahaz, and i finally realised something that day too lar, but perhaps some things are not meant to be said out in the first place as things may get complicated.

working life realli sucks lar, especially if you dun have anything to look forward to at the end of the day. Haiz, i;m a workaholic but then its not bcoz i need the money but that;s coz i dun want to give myself too much time to think about stuff as i am sometimes oversensitive. But why izzit tat the more you dun want to think abt things, the more it comes back and rebounds back on you?.....haiz, i should perhaps juz indulge in my mindsweeper game now....to get my mind off things.

=in a daze and thinking=

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thank god its friday now le, finally have 2 whole days to myself to rest lar, hahaz, but sun morning got tuition again...hahaz, me jus reach home after tutoring my cousin lar, haiz....teaching is so tiring but can be so fufilling, now i know why teachers get worked up when we dun do as they tell us to lar. Work was utterly quite bad this week coz i couldn;t really meet my sales, but i tried though. They are many new ppl in the office now lar, and jasmine and wendy leaving le....i'll realli miss jasmine thoughtfulness and wendy craziness lor, but oh well, me still left with yingrui, haiz, she will suan me again...hahaz..but realli glad to know more friends while working lar, hahaz, think jasmine will be happy in her new job and maybe we'll go visit her soon one day...hahaz, and complain to her manager to get her into trouble. Well, tmr going to dye my hair with weiwei, oh no, so i better pray that we don't end up looking like monsters or demons lar....hahaz, and eating with her for dinner, i miss that girl so much lar....hahaz

=in a dilemna: should I or shouldn't I?=

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gosh, its finally wed le...hahaz, 2 more long long days at work lar, this week has been quite a bad week with lower sales but hahahaz, at least this marks the 3rd week of my career wor, haiz, we still thinkin of whether to quite de mah, hahaz, but this friday should be damn damn slack la, coz the whole company going for the HSBC dinner, so temp staff can slack and slack wor, hahaz, anyway, today went 'shopping' with shiwen, yingrui and jas lar, hahaz, realli glad to have worked with them lor, we went to eat aunt annie pretzel, cheese sausages, ice cream and sushi....yipee, hahaz so yummy lar, plus we also planned to go eat sakae buffet on the 7th!!! so looking forward to it le....hahaz, sorta a renioun dinner for my work place ppl lar, hahaz, hmm, maybe shld ask kelvin jie mei to cum too, shld ask them soon lar....but work is sian...when will my pay check arrive?....haiz, i'm practicalli working every day and night....

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oh my, tomorrow is working day again....haiz, feel like dying le, can you believe i slept until 12 today, i was so shuang on my own bed lor, didn;t even feel like waking up....haiz...i'm dreading work tomorrow, but at least my voice is back le, and i'm visualising how i'll spend my pay on 5 feb, hahaz....oh ya, went for NTU talk yesterday, realli glad now coz i sort of know what i want to do with my future and wat course i wanna take, shld be going to ntu though, haha, but i realli had fun with yingrui and jasmine, we went to eat after that and went carrefour...hahaz, den did alot of stupid things like trying free food and buying raisins and nuts though, haahz, and both of them decided they were going to share the hostel rm when they go ntu, and they wanna go to same course, so maybe nxt time me can go visit them le...hahaz, lame sia, but jasmine may be leaving nxt wk le...haiz, so sad hor, but hopes she finds a better job than toking on the pathetic phone...like us, haahz, but realli glad to know them better working lar...hahaz.

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i wanted to resign today, hahaz, i realli planned to and i was planning the whole night le...me, shiwen and yingrui realli prepared a script le, so after lunch, we walked up to maia and said 'we wanna resign'.....den she gave us a look and say y we wanna resign....den a while later she ask me and ying rui to go into the conference room, and she said our sales were good lor and we are performing, den ask why we want to leave lar....for a while, she convinced us to actualli stay and guess what, we are realli staying!!!!!!oh my, which means i will be workin all the way on this job until new yr....hahaz, praying for a 10 day break after new yr lar.....yup, met up with sihui, shuangz, mingyong for dinner, dunno where all the rest of ppl who bangseh us went....hahahaz...sigh, win liaoz lor hor?....hahaz, but i realli miss those girls lar, haiz.....now always working lar, wanna meet up also so so hard lar, but that baozie, better organise a gd outing ya?....hahahaaz.....anyway, i going NTU talk with jasmine and yingrui tmr....hahaz....haiz....and tuition tmr...life suxs with working!

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i'm tired and super super sian diao, haiz...working realli realli sucks big time, haiz, but i guess i shan't complain cos its PAY DAY tmr....hahaz, wonder how much i'll get and i'm quite excited too, oh ya, we are all discussing whether to quit our jobs everyday morning and in e evening, we will decide not too....kaoz...hahaz, but i tink me realli cant take calling 100 plus ppl everyday le....i guess its kinda tiring and stressful though, but i am rather happy coz i can meet my sales lar. haiz, busy giving tuition and working coz i cant stand to be sian at home, and everyday watch vcds at home, oh my, what a boring life i lead lar...hahaz, but wanna thank my work colleagues for always toking to me lar, yingrui, shiwen and jasmine lar...hahaz, so glad we are workin together and yingrui for always going to and back to work and from home with me lar.....they realli brighten up my work life though, hahaz, oh ya, jasmine may be leavin coz she got a scholarship so i;'ll miss her!!!, hahaz, but for now, tmr is work again...haiz

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i should be lying on my warm bed now and sleeping away this rainy rainy day....hahaz, yesterday went to brother jeremy house to eat steamboat...hmm, quite fun lar, got me, irene, weiji, bro and blackie lar.....i guess army has realli changed bro and blackie, bro sounds more serious lar not like last time and blackie seems more chatty, and guess what, all 3 guys were coughing non stop into the night lar...hahaz, yupz, we stayed over after the steamboat....i guess we didn;'t really tok much but its realli nice to see all of us sitting sown for dinner on a rainy rainy day....the rain doesn't seem to stop lor, and we played mahjong all thru the night....haiz, glad i slept a little last night lar, coz actualli supposed to go sentosa with the 4/1 ppl lor...last time gathering before dog weixin and the rest go NS liaoz lar, now we are going to haf lunch and cum my hse to watch vcds later....haiz, hahaz, what a busy wkend.....anyway, gotta go shower liao....meeting them at 12