Sunday, February 27, 2005

today met up with all my aunts and uncle to go to the temple near my grand dad hse to pray la, den all of us went for breakfast. Haha, first time in 19 yrs we all went for breakfast together...hahaz, though i din eat anything lar.

met up with a gd fren at suntec for lunch, haahz, cafe cartel. as usual, i loat my way la and had to keep askin my fren for directions. super lame lor, and i ended up being realli realli late. But the cafe cartel there was quite nice la, as in, not crowded though it was a sunday and we managed to get a window seat la. After that went to shop around for bday presents la and looking at handphones. Heng i buy my handphone le...or else hor, me will be spending alot as there are alot of nice models. Hahaz, though we met up for onli like 3 plus hrs, i realli think every moment of it was realli fun, except when someone doubted my ability to understand the book ' the da vinci code'.....and it was pratically hilarious at HMV where we were trying to listen to this cds and identify songs.

Oh ya, thanx so much for the card to cheer me up about my grand dad. It was really nice of you as no one ever gave me a card when i was sad la. The mgs on the card was realli nice and i realli understood the mgs u were trying to convey. I'm really touched by how much u care. Thanx.

today was totally retarded. i actually had to go to the temple early in the morning with my family but my mum din wake me up. haiz, to think i cancelled my tuition. den went to my cousin house to tutor him and became totally pissed off as he wasnt interested in having a lesson. i swear, kids nowadays have a darn good life. I'm totally PISSED off by him, haiz.

but the night was realli fun as met up with the 4/1 ppl. had cafe cartel and my advice for u ppl, dun go to the one at cineleisure lor. The portion is realli very small compared to the one at PS. hahaz, sian diaoz lor. but we celebrated weixin the dog's bday la, and spent the later part of the night at youth park singing bday songs and basically toking crap esp with ken la. hahaz, but realli had a great time today la. dunno why hor, realli miss all of those ppl even though we juz met up over new yr la. i guess its realli good that our frenship still can be maintained at the level la, hope it always will la. I think i am realli lucky to have such a great group of frens, they never fail to make me laugh la. When we are together, i do not feel any pressure or restrictions on myself. Guys, pls plan the nxt outing...i wanna camp at east coast plus go fly my kite.

hilda: hey, sorry u cou;dn;'t join us coz of that play la but dun worry, we most prob will be meeting up soon la...hahaz, u din miss out much, miss ya!

12:22 AM

Friday, February 25, 2005

last day of funeral today, it has indeed been a realli busy week for all of us. To be honest, I didn't feel very sad at the cremation centre today. Perhaps the reality that my grand father is already gone has sunk in for the past week. Or perhaps it was due to some of the concern shown to me by all my friends namely, hilda, wenjie, esther, jiawen, mingyong, shuangz, serene, cora, jelvin....all the SMSes and tags on my blog realli is appreciated la. But the past week has realli brought me closer to my family la. Seeing all my cousins everyday realli let us interact more la esp tuan and yunqing. I'm always reminded of how 3 of us are the closest amongst all my cousins la. Yesterday, spent the nite at their house as my aunt can drive us to the funeral this morning lor. But still will be meeting the both of them on sat and sun lar, as we have to settle all the praying stuff.

Oh ya, i will be having broadband internet access from nxt wk. Yeah....long awaited wish le la....today was the last day for the promotion so my dad went down with me after leaving my grandfather house. Oh ya, my cousin i;m tutoring realli cannot make it. Never do all the stuff i asked him to, and nxt wk is all his tests liaoz lor. Den nxt wk my another student mum wants me to go on mon, tues and wed lor, den boss may want to work overtime....haiz...so many things to do leh...sigh....but i'm happily busy.

oh ya, s13 gals reading this, muz meet for dinner the day b4 release results. Hope all of us can go out too after results release la, hopefully we will all do well. Shall not think abt all this results for now la....still unknown when is the date. But please dun put it on nxt mon, tue or wed kk, hahaz, me cant make it. Serene organiser wor, any problems, mgs me

ps. thanx to yunqing for helping me terminate my internet. thanx!

11:47 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

wow, i'm now at this posh posh company doing a one day receptionist job la. Its super cool, just have to ans a few phone calls and attend to walk in customers la. some more can use internet to online la and got this auntie kp asking me what i wanna drink. hahaz, so basically, me slacking here until today 6pm lor haiz, too bad this is just a temp job lor....for one day only. i can realli slack here for the next 6 mths de, hahaz and the people here are super super the nice lor. but well, life is not fair de la. anyway, starting my new perm job tmr with this realli nice gal yee woon...hahaz, can tok cok with her coz we all same frequency de.

anyway, my ah gong passed away on monday morning. all of us were there when he died la. it's weird but after i posted my latest post, i rushed down to the hospital le. but it was a rather peaceful death la...and now we are all so busy with the funeral preperations. so after work everyday, i mjost prob have to rush down there la. so this week si going to be super busy with the funeral and work and tuition la. haiz, but i'm ok now liao le la. not as sad as i was coz at least he's no lopnger suffering le. Yup, and want to thank this fren of mine la. thanx for realli listening to me when i needed somone to and it really made me feel better la. hope u get to see this soon.

1:18 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

my com is finally back!!! Haha, after a 1 wk stay at my uncle house, finally me can go online liaoz. Haiz, i juz reach home after work with shuangz at indoor stadium la. Today was an indian concert and oh my, it lasted from 7 to 11.30!!! Kaoz, irritating lor, den dun want to end de...kp singing like there's no tomorrow. Really feel like slapping the performer. Hahaz, but den the first 1 hr of work was super super tiring coz all the ppl juz chiong in with their tickets lor. I say directions until i can memorise the whole floor plan of indoor stadium liao lor. Sigh...the rest of the time was spent slacking lar. But i forgot to eat dinner...so now i'm *hungry*. Hahaz, but i met a nice gal coz yi ping or jessica la...strange lor, she major in economics in NUS...final year liao and doing her honours. But then hor, feel that she like same frequency as me lor, even though 4 yrs older. hahaz, oh ya, my new job starts this wed...super enthu and excited coz me slack for half a month liao lor.

anyway, my grandfather is in hospital now. He juz got admitted on friday la, and all of my family are not optimistic of his condition la. I mean, he's realli old le la but then when i went to the hospital, he could not even breathe. I went up to him and just held his hand and i realli felt very sad. Coz when i was young, i lived with my ah gong and po po de. I used to be realli close to them lar and i can still remember the way my ah gong laughed at me. Time may have passed. I have forgotten how to speak their dialect liao, i have not visited him as often as i'm supposed to and i have stopped talking to him le. But the moment i held his hand, alot of memories just comes back and i just hope that he don't feel anymore pain lar.

I suddenly realised how people can take the people around them for granted.

1:11 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

i'm so going to see a doctor tomorrow, the cough is just getting worse. anyway, today was a fun day lar...met up with some of my first 3 mths frens la, we went to cora's place la. That girl juz came back from hong kong la...and thanx for the cute bear! Went shopping with her for food at NTUC and ate the chicken mango sandwich at delifrance...it was realli yummy!. Haven seen her for ages le, so realli great to take time to slack together la...hahaz, realli miss her alor. Oh ya, den we had steamboat at night la...it was rather nice but i'm kinda sick of steamboat le though...hahaz, but i guess its the people that makes the difference. The guys hor, realli talk abt their army life la...hahaz, but i tink they look not bad without any hair...and we girls were basically discussing about our jobs. Oh ya, we played mahjong and that blackie won alot of money lor...sigh, and played black jack too...it was quite fun la, at least i din lose away my hong bao money. Haiz, i dunno when all of us will be meeting up again la but i realli hope its not too long later. I really miss you people lar, but i know all of us are getting along great with out lives. hahaz, hope to meet up soon den.

12:08 AM

Friday, February 11, 2005

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It's the end of 2 days of visiting relatives and family friends la, and today, my mum's colleagues are coming over plus all my relatives. Ok, but today i'm going cora house to have steamboat with brother they all...really long since i've seen all of them liao, so kind looking forward to it later. Oh well, but i'll be stoning at home this morning until afternoon. This new year is juz like all the past new years la, the people we visited are exactly those whom we have been visiting for the past few years. Haha, but then i realli enjoyed going to people's house la, coz some of them i only see them once in a year. Its weird but i never mind tagging along with my parents to go visiting unlike some of my friends. I mean, to me its something that i have to do lor. Also, i have been eating more heaty stuff la, and my cough seems to be permanent le and can't realli breathe in the night. I guess i'm going to see a doctor before the 4/1 gang comes to my house tmr or i will surely cough until i die de. Sigh, its realli hard to abstain from ba kwa and chocolates lor...especially since we eat them once a year. Oh well, i should be glad my voice is not totally gone yet. Haha, but soon it will be lor....sianz. But i was realli glad that i met up with some of the s13 ppl that day la...glad to see the guys are still doing ok and well, the girls have all became more mature but are still the crappy lot la. I realli miss you people alot lar, haiz, but i guess we should be contented we are still in close contact!

Oh ya, my cousin yun qing is opening up a spinster club...hahaz, and i/m invited to join as a part time member la...haahz, super funny lor. But realli hor, lose hope in guys nowadays liao as what she says. Either they are too despo, or they are the kind that give no reaction. Like stone. Hahaz, dunno which one is better lor. But anyway, valentine's day also coming up le, ppl, muz remember to give me present hor...hahaz...

9:33 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

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okok, its like almost 2 am in the morning and i just logged on. I can't sleep....juz now slept at 11 plus but i kept waking up. And for your info, yes, i am sick. Just 1 day before new year and i am sick. Haiz, my vocal cords are swollen and i cant realli breathe properly, well, went to see a doctor today and kept drinking water, i must get well by wed la...all my bak kwa, peanut cookies, pineapple tarts, roasted nuts...and my voice lar, i cringe whenever i hear myself talk. And guess what, i can't even catch my breathe properly. Oh ya, there are red rashes all over my body now.There's goes my swimming trip tmr morning...sigh, first time i fell sick before new year. Anyway, i got my pay check today...hahaz, wow, i went to bank it in lar happily even though i still owe my dad 400 bucks...and i went shopping with yingrui la. Was supposed to meet baozie but she bang seh me...haiz, wad are frens for?...baoz, u better treat me to something nice the nxt time we meet up ya?...hahaz, i felt quite bad today coz i kept buying stuff while yingrui juz accompanied me la....but it was fun though, ate yummy food and i managed to buy everything i wanted...hahaz, i bought my levi's jeans finally!!!, hahaz, and a tank top plus this long sleeve shirt la...hahaz, which completes my new yr clothes outing. haiz, and i used up all my shopping vouchers lor...which is gd as i've been wanting to do that alot.

oh ya, about the giving out flyers thing yest with jas, hahaz, we basically did for like 2 hrs den we slacked and slacked...and the ppl said we could go home as soon as we finished...hahaz, so guess what we did?...we took those flyers and put it into other's letter boxes lor. Actually, we are nt doing anyting wrong lar, hahaz, but we realli slack like hell but will be getting our 9 hrs pay which is $54....hahaz, i'm happy! Hmm, no more tuition for this entire week liao coz chinese new yr, parents all want to give their child a break so i'm free!!!

Haiz, begin to find myself rather unreasonable nowadays. Dunno if i just want people to show concern for me or i just need to feel important. I got so pissed off with this fren of mine lar through sms lar. And i started saying things that i didn;t mean in the first place la, but then hor, when that person don;t respond the way you want him to, den me became more pissed lar. then, i had to go and apologise lar. Why cant i remain angry longer then dun need say sorry le rite? Haiz, and i always go in one big circle to say what i actualli mean la, and dunno if this fren got get pissed off or not. He say dun have la, but that goes to show his good temper. Unlike me. haiz, if you are reading this hor, just want you to know that i realli can be unreasonable at times de, juz ignore me when i am so. Hahaz, though i know you are good tempered:)

1:42 AM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

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today was drastic, i am now voice less now, due to a huge packet of potato chips in the morning and teaching 2 students from lk 9 to 1....oh my, i nearly vomitted blood le, i tink if i were to do teaching for a living, i'll just die. Especially teaching english to pri school kids lar...haiz, but anyway, finally cleared almost all tuition this week le lar, and heng arh, new yr that week the kids parents all dun want tuition. hmm, sure, i'll get my pay lk later but i dun mind lar, i realli need a break from tuition lot, was actualli contemplatin to tell them i going msia during chinese new yr, but didn't in the end as their tests coming out le. Hmm, den went home and ate yu sheng with loads of abalone, hahaz, my mum testing out if its nice at new yr lar, damn nice la...oh ya, my fav thing at new yr is abalone and yu sheng....hahaz, but e yu sheng muz be the sour and sweet kind wor. hahaz, anyway, den headed down to the army market at lavender there abt 3 plus la to get a fren some stuff, haahz, i ate the tang yuan there alone too lor, but it as nice as usual. And guess what, i forgot to eat dinner la coz i went down to the indoor stadium to work as usher the first time today lar. And i was almost late, i swear, the SBS bus service realli cannot make it de lor, delay until i reach there abt 6 le, had yo pia and quickly changed. But i love the job lar, met yeeling there, so qiao lor, but she realli helped me alot. Plus the ppl there were nice and frenly lar, but of diff ages de....and met this guy called raymond...he's like 25 and was from cath high, hahaz, still cant believe it, and had a great in charge called karen la. All in all, realli enjoyed workin today at indoor stadium plus its interesting to show ppl their seats la, but now, me still abit blur though.

tmr is another lame day with tuition in the morning and qorking with jasmine to give out starhub flyers at china town. hahaz, i realli think i work all different variety of jobs before liao lor but will end work ard 10 at nite tmr....haiz, long day ahead, gotta slp le.

to wenjie: muz rmb what i said yea?...muz 'ren' at some times and give and take a little, or else when u lose the one u like, then its too late le lar. Me though ut best fren, haahz, but sometimes ur temper abit cmi, hahaz...jiayouz wor.

=is slp the only thing u tink about, i feel stupid=

1:55 AM

Friday, February 04, 2005

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i juz finished my lunch lar...hahaz, considering i woke up at 12 today?....oh my, me getting more drastic everyday liaoz...hmmm, the past 2 days had been rather fun lar, met up with he 4/1 ppl on wed for dinner lar...hahaz, me and hilda were like quarrelling the whole day lar, this is what happens when 2 ppl get together, one who works and another who does not lar, but went earlier to go shopping with jiawen...haha, we went shopping for dog's present lar, wanted to buy a cap but in the end, esther said that dog dun want a cap lar...but i guess we will buy a cap, lame hor?, i mean, the most practical gift for an army guy is a cap wah. Dinner at pasta was nice...and talking lame crap with the girls was realli nice too. I suddenly realised i have alot of good girl frens and quite little close guy frens lar.

oh, and yesterday was dinner with some of the s13 gals, got weiz, shuangz, baozie, serene, mingyong, jael...hahaz, we were all toking about out work lar, and we went to this sort of restaurant at bugis, when u walked throught the sony world lar. I thought the food there was realli nice, the soup too, plus the mocktail jael was drinking lar, nxt time can go there again as the food there is rather affordable lar...hahaz, but realli, then we went shopping at the flea market lar....haiyo, i want to buy more skirts again, but better not, coz i bought 3 for new year le...hahaz, but going to buy levi's jeans on mon when i go shopping with baoz, and hopefully get 1 new tank top and maybe a t shirt...den i'll be all set for new year...but i bought this nice bracelet yesterday lar, looks like a watch but i tink quite cool lar...hahaz, anyway, real glad to meet up with the girls lar, we should go for a movie soon ya"?....anyone wanna plan?

these few days has been sleeping late and eating alot lar, so going to put on weight soon le...hahaz, but i'm going swimming later lar...so that can eat somemore in the new year wor...hahaz, ciao for now.

=off to swimming and tuition=

1:18 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

today was fun, went with kelvin jie mei, yingrui and jasmine to eat sakae...haiz, too bad wendy nv came along...coz that girl lar, workin...hahaz, i ate like 5 handrolls?...i am so full until i din eat dinner lar, hmm, but realli had fun chatting and slackin, turns out me, yingrui and kelvin had frens in common la, so super super drastic rite?...hahaz, but yup, sad not to be working with all of them but we all gotta move on some how rite?...haiz, but this wk is going to be fun la, coz i;m basically meeting up with all my frens, tmr is dinner with 4.1 ppl, thurs is dinner with s13 peeps, den fri going to learn how to bake a blueberry valentine cake with jasmine, hahaz, going to eat yummy tang yuan with her at e army market lar, and at night, meeting serene and weiz to shop at bugis,...i thinking of buying a new bag which i've been eyeing...plus a tamagotchi?...hahaz, childish hor....but quite cute la...and saturday is the indoor stadium job lar, finally ushering for e first time, too bad shuangz not with me la...but i guess....nxt time hope we are together kk?...hhahaz, it is going to be a perfect week for me lar, besides the fact i have 2 tuition on sat...hahaz, and sunday is slacking day once again....shall update if i;'m free wor.

10:28 PM

i got my new phone, yay, realli very happy to finally get it and i realli love it alot!!! Considering it came from my own pay, hahaz, it does feel abit sad to see myself splurging so much on a phone, but hey, i am going to use it for the next 2 yrs lar, and i wanted a new phone so much, so i guess it should be ok lar. hahaz, but today was one of the best days in 2005 lar, i woke up at 11, watched 2 vcds until like 5 plus, ate yummy food bought by my mum who wasn;t working today, and had an afternoon nap until like 8?....it has been a long time since i took an afternoon nap since working, and watched tv till like 11?...and now came online....oh, u guys have to catch this show called desperate wives every monday at abt 10....its super nice lar, but considering my taste in tv, maybe u all should consider?....hahaz, but i realli enjoyed myself alone at home today, and i realli got all the rest i needed, a few more days of this and i'll be ready to work again le...hahaz,but still, tmr will be a better day coz i'm eating sakae sushi...hahaz, i may be a pig la but i am going to eat loads of desserts tomorrow, and eat sushi too which is kinda my favourite food on earth lar....haiz....shall go back to read my book now. Life now is just basically, perfect.

=waiting for ur call for 2 days=

1:34 AM