Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I'm back from the sun, sea and the beach. Looking a little more tan now but i guess not much difference though haha. The trip was a blast and i'm so glad i did this before school reopens. Also come to realise how important the 4.1 girls are to me and how deep our friendship really is.

It would be hard to pen down the exact events over the past 4 days. So much have happened and yet when it comes to writing it down, i can only think of the amount of fun we had. The water was really crystal clear, a mixture of green, light blue and dark blue. The snorkelling trip was really 'wow' as i got to see all the beautiful corals and fishes swimming around me for the first time in my life. Had a great 4 days simply chilling out, lazing by the pool, slacking in the room, visiting the waterfall, collecting sand and seashells, and not to mention the endless trips to the souveneir shop where we will spend loads of time there.

It's really hard to place into words how beautiful that place is. and I've come to realise how much the 4.1 girls mean to me. Even though i was rather short tempered, hahaz (hilda, u also hor?) but i'm really glad that they tolerated with me lar and they told me straight in my face. I'll never forget dinner on the last night swapping houseflies and shrieking at the cats, the bee at the jetty, how jiawen realise she could swim in the pool, the stupid games we played in the pool, snorkelling together and enjoying the underwater view, hilda shrieking at the resort at the cockroach, the aircon that won't seem to stop dripping water in my room, eating chips in the room and the endless conversations we had all throughout the trip.

Going on a trip with a bunch of gd frens is really a great opportunity. With the amazing sea view and the yummy food, it was indeed a worthwhile trip. And I 'm really glad for all the advice the girls gave me regarding a certain issue.

Thought about alot of things over the past 4 days. Some things certainly seems more clear to me now. I finally know what i should do already. haha, as to whether it would be a good or a bad thing, time shall really decide.

goodbye tioman, till we meet again. i treasure all the fun i had.

leaving for tioman in a few hrs time, going there to become a tan babe...hahaz, (weiz: dun laugh when u read this la k?). The past few days has certainly been eventful la, watched alot like love...haha, ashton kutcher is super super cute...hahaz, okok, i'm babbling.....but still......haiz, but i'm planning on spending quality time with the 4.1 girls tmr...and for the nxt few days.

Some things have happened today which is kinda surprising. hahaz, hmm, i need an answer now? somehow, i am kind of a little afraid though, a bit doubtful. maybe the next few days will let me have some time to think about the correct decision to make. But i won't forget all that happened today and i hope that things will turn out right with my decision lar.

I miss all my jc frens, weiz, serene, and all of the girls. hope to meet up soon. will update in 4 days time and my decision shld be clear by then. Hahaz, till then, will be missing alot of things in the time that i;m away.

I'm back from camp ppl! Hahaz, realli had a blast even though people say that engine camp will be pretty boring. I guess though my og grp is realli small, we were really bonded with a bunch of hilarious seniors like ching ying, jasmine, pingxiu, kelvin, desmond, yiyang and vincent la. Hahaz, everything was super hilarious in the whole camp and the seniors really went all out to haf fun. Haiz, even though I'm now running a fever due to the lack of sleep.

We had pool games in the swimming Pool at NUS, beach games at sentosa, fright night at sentosa which i really was freaked out but thanx that chang quan aka cherry was there to reassure me, the night walk where i smelt like vegetable and sesame oil on the way back, clubbing at newsroom ba where I really saw how engine people can really let loose and just have fun....hahaz, i expected them to be sitting around but we really went totally crazy that night, the finale item that our house put up and of coz the mass dance. Finally, we came to the end of the camp and shook hand with the entire camp seniors, i guess it was the most touching moment as i really thought uni life will be quite mundane but i know how fun it can be. Haahz, shall be considering being OGL nxt yr to sabo all the freshmen.

Feeling kind of sad now as camp is over. But I'm glad i went as i really know alot of people now from all the different engineering. And the seniors are all around if i need any advice on bidding modules or even buying textbook. hahaz, shall go and rest le

engine camp roxs!

decided not to go to work today liao, i had enough of everything. haiz, but i finished my data entry le, later got to deliver to that da ming's house coz i'm not going work next week and he pulled his hamstrings. so he's immobolised at home. great. slept ard 2 plus for the past 3 days as busy doing data entry for the office, nxt week shall be a better wk with no work.

kinda miss the ppl at my workplace. it's also depressing to see that after getting to know them for a while, they are all going to leave le. simply tired of constantly knowing new ppl and constantly going into the formality mood. considering whether i shld go back to work after tioman or juz slack away 1 whole moth. albert and daming and jason will be there as they going NUS de but shld i gif myself a break? NUS website is down now, i cant apply for the stupid hostel. haiz. leaving for camp in like 24 hrs time, dreading, anticipating, uncertain. weiwei is rite. a bunch of 20 years old going for orientation is crap. girl, u going arts camp? maybe we can escape frm camp together. haha.

i sound depressed now. seriously, i'm not. i shall tune back to my usual mode then, shall keep a positive attitude when we are at camp. haha, anyway, i can fraternise with xiuli and shirleen if i realli hate the camp. will be gone for 4 days 3 nites. btw, i'm juz freaking pissed at everything and everyone. it's just me, i need to be left alone to hibernate for a while.

had NYDC on friday with a friend. the mudpie was definite super yummy, thinking of it makes me want to eat it again. haha, i want that for my bday, and the durian studal ( dunno how to spell ) from parkway shopping mall. hahaz, then i'll be contented le. (4/1 girls, take the hint ya?) sitting there just looking at the people in orchard walk pass us, it's certainly another for of relaxation. yes, it's the company that counts. but looking forward to going to somewhere besides town the next time. can't wait. hopefully 4th of july comes quickly.

tioman in a week's time. haahz, going to be a tan person le. gotta go get my sunblock later in the day. i dun want to look lk a roasted lobster for the next 3 days.

im seriously screwed up. just wish i can dissappear from the earth. i want to be invisible in the crowds of people. maybe i shld go eat some chocolate to cheer myself up. it realli does works de.

idiot jason, kevin and me *jason is the loser in the pix:)*

Just uploaded some pix that Karene took that day at work while we were slacking, haahz, seeing some new faces here and ther but wellz, the ppl there are really nice la....hahaz, except for jason and ken constant suaning...hahaz, oh ya, one of the pix had the yummy strudal jason bought for us that day....oh mans, super nice lor. That;s the gd thing about having a car, can go as far as parkway to buy for us....super super yummy, and i'm still dreaming of it now. Last day at work tmr for the nxt 2 weeks i tink, haahz, jason also lor, we all taking like 2 weeks break, I'll be going to the engine camp and tioman in the nxt 2 wks. Going to miss the ppl at work, most of them are leaving in early July, hahaz, shall think of when I'll be quitting though. I'll miss everyone there, esp those which work so long together like ken and jason.


Free incoming calls rox

12:49 AM

Ryan, Kevin and Albert *chicken rice is nice*

12:42 AM

Rina, me, kelly and karene *all the females in the company*

12:41 AM

Karene and me *slacking at work wor*

12:41 AM

Karene, Rina, Ryan & Me eating durian strudal

12:40 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

I am tired, haven't even start start mugging for my advance driving test which is like in 2 weeks and the next 2 weeks will be engine camp and my tioman trip....hahaz, going to fail le la. Getting more and more tired nowadays and finding it a chore to update this place....hahaz. Mid week already, work is relatively fun with new colleagues and the boss out of town. He'll be back soon le...hahaz, anyway, guess what, wun be working for the next 2 weeks due to the camp and my holiday trip. Hahaz, so can finally take a good break and enjoy myself le la, hmm, but shall be contemplating if i should consider working in July before school reopens, i need money anyway.

I was so freaking sian that I called one of my friend and began talking crap just now...hahaz, is really sian until we were asking 'qian bian' questions lor...but it's a good source of entertainment. It was a pretty interesting conversation, I would say. Hahaz, said alot of stuff that I usually would not bring myself to say.

Watching mr and mrs smith tmr....hahaz, anticipating meeting the girls.

11:50 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

I recovered le!!! Hahaz, goodbye to my fever and flu......happy le. Went down to NUS with shirleen for the engineering talk for the camp....hmm, sounds quite interesting, and there's going to be this night where all of us will go clubbing....*diaoz* the engine fac clubbing? That's going to be an interesting sight. So I guess shall hope that all of us will have fun too....45 bucks leh....hahaz.

It was nice catching up with shirleen though, happy that we going to the same faculty, and we were like talking about loads of pri sch stuff and even went for yakun kaya tost *yummy*....hahz, and if her mum allows, we actually plan to go stay in the same hall...hahaz, but diff rooms of coz, decided on single rooms rather than ending up with some weird room mate?

Oh, baoz, shuang and weiz came to my hse to watch VCDs la....hahaz, super fun day la. Really miss the girls alot, haiz, what will it take for us to go back to the past? I hope we always have outings like this. Oh ya, wed going for movie, pls come ya serene? hahaz, we watched Closer which was really an intense show lor. Hmm, it's actually quite true how many different emotions one can have. You can be together with a person but may not love that person. But you can feel that you don't like the person but when the person is gone, you realise how much he/she means to you. Oh, and the nxt show was Harold and Kumar, wah kaoz, damn funny show lor...hahaz, laugh until i go mad le....esp the packet of marijuana...i tink this show is really great if you are feeling super down, go watch it.

Wenjie: Waiting for your call ya...hahaz, u are back from auzzie le.....let's go chiong dirty dancing 2 with weiz.....

I can't take my mind of you, till I find somebody new
-damien rice ( the blower's daughter)

Sad to say, this phrase is really true. Muz really watch Closer to enjoy this song

11:35 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

Is it true that people are more easily hot-tempered when they are sick? Hahaz, i guess it's true for my case lar. And in addition, the annoyomous person who leaves mgs on my tagboard is adding on to my anger. But it's pretty stupid to get worked up over some immature idiot who claims that I seduced some girl bf?

Dinner was supposed to be a yummy one. But some last minute stuff cropped up so my friend couldn't make it. I was like totally sian diaoz coz it was pretty last minute. It's like one of the first time I'm attempting to cook? Hahaz, made black pepper chicken chop, mushroom seafood soup, steamed corn, also got toasted french bread, and i was even thinking of buying prawns? Hahaz, heng I never lor. Haiz, and me and my maid attempted to finish everything lor, which was virtually impossible. So I guessed it was quite a waste though.

I really hate losing my temper. Coz I'm always angry for like 5 mins then after that, it'll be the silence that is unbearable. Haiz, and den I'll apologize, it's like a vicious cycle. But i guess i can be rather unreasonable sometimes though but don't really mean it de la. To that *someone* whom I lost my temper to, really sorry ya? I didn't mean to hang up the phone on you.

Tmr is going to be a fun day. Morning going NUS with shirleen to settle our camp stuff at 10 am in the morning, wah super sianz diao. But nvm, can catch up with that girl and afternoon, is going to weiz hse with baoz and shuangz to watch Closer and dirty dancing 2....hahaz, i have a feeling we'll juz scroll to the dance parts. hahaz.

Wenjie: Girl, you finally coming back le. hahaz, missed u for the past 2 weeks, got bring my nougats mah? hahaz, muz call me when u reach spore ya?

10:46 PM

I'm at office now, not going for lunch as I feel quite bad now, don't want to step out into the hot sun. Hmm, yesterday nitez was terrible, I could't really breathe properly when I was sleeping last night, must be due to the flu. It's terrible, I have been down with flu 2 times in a month? Even last time studying I also don't fall sick so easily. 4 hrs more to the end of work...hahaz, waiting for my colleagues to buy back lunch for me. Later going shopping at the supermarket to buy stuff for dinner today, I can't cook, I'll probably poison who ever who's eating with my flu virus.

oh ya, jason lent me the dirty dancing 2 soundtrack. Oh man, I really want to watch it again ( sat: any takers?) And the songs really rocks, make people feel like dancing de. Muz really see the movie to fully appreciate how good the songs are.

Can't wait for dinner tonight. I'm preparin myself wor!

12:43 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

CO dinner was all right that day, though it was more for the juniors than the seniors, its really funny to see how time really flies. It was quite cool to meet up with some of the seniors and juz talk crap and as hwee say, e're non-alumni members, haahz, can we eat? Oh ya, had a blast thinking of questions to sabo the elects jrs la but heng we never, haahz, ming yong was laughing like mad though. The food was great for once, haahz, thanx to the food comittee. I guess now is looking forward to the syf presentation and surora concert...hahaz, muz go down and support them wor. Oh, had a great talk with hwee, hahaz, hope to see u in NUS, maybe lunch? shall go out before school opens ya? But i'm working...haiz..oh ya, thanx 4 the lift home.

I just visited the clinic, felt really terrible during tuition juz now, i sorta lost my temper abit at my kid, haiz, but i promise it'll only be just this once =) Just finish making koniyaku jelly, hahaz, shall give yee woon some nxt time.

Feeling irritated now as I had to cancel kickboxing this sat as the NUS camp ppl told us we had a change of schedule. Diaoz. anyway, going to weiz hse on sat to eat and slack, anticipating meeting shuang and baoz.

Oh, and to the person who left the tag on my board, just realised how childish and immature ppl can get. Would you care to tell what you wrote straight to my face or maybe tell me who's person bf i tried to seduce? How come i dunno got when you know it. And just stop leaving mgs on the board without any name, just click the x at the top right hand corner if you have nothing better to do.

11:52 PM

Ok, my fever has subsided, hahaz, anyway, thanx to hilda for asking how i felt, at least u care? hahaz, looking forward to the tioman trip. But now, I'm at office and having a terrible headache and boss is not back yet. I dun care le, later i going to see the doctor, feel like my whole head is going to explode liao and i had work at 8am this morning? Went down to cath high to facilitate the interview with the students, a bunch of intelligent guys, as much as i hate to say so. Hahaz, felt old today. I'm going to be 19 in less than 2 months, sianz.

Anyway, shall update about the CO dinner another time as my head is killing me, i cant remember anything. I need my bed now desperately. Hilda is right, i need some sleep.

Wenjie: Girl, u finally coming back this sat? hahaz, miss u loads wor and where are my nougats?

S13 girls: This sat confirmed, going to weiz house ard 5 for dinner and VCDs marathon. haha, serene, we are so going to kill you, bangseh us. I want watch dirty dancing 2!!!

4/1 girls: Hey, please sms me ur IC no. and passport expiry date ASAP ya? Hahaz, and find one day meet up then i confirm all the details of tioman trip with you girls! Can't wait to go to the beach.

4:00 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

I;m sick, having a fever of 39 degrees and my family is out of the country. Great. Work tmr again, i was supposed to go to the gym but had a terrible headache and felt super cold. Then came home and realised i had a high fever. Just ate 2 panadols. Going to zzzz sooon, i miss my mum.

9:31 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

to S13 girls: can someone pls leave a tag on my board. are we going shuang hse on sat? or wei's hse on sun?

11:04 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

I'm back le, and the weather is super hot! Oh my, where is the air con? Oh ya, saw a movie today la, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, haahz, have been hearing *someone* mention the book countless number of times le...finally got to know what it is all about. Hmm, I wun really mind reading the book coz well, it is rather interesting and LAME. Hahaz, i like the robot alot, he's super cute la (hilda agrees too rite?). But the cinema at marina square really super damn cold la, like air con no need money liddat de.

Diaoz, then I saw weiji today lor, of all places at city hall??? hahaz, he look pretty suprised but i didn't really had the chance to say hi to him though. And so, I mgsed him to ask him what he was doing there and apparently, he changed no. le lo. Hahaz, stupid guy la, nv even tell me. Nvm, nxt time got gathering again I shall go ask him lar. No wonder I that time mgs him he also no reply.

Driving was fun today. I am quite used to 50km/hr now liao and my car didn't stall alot. Hahaz, hmm, I see potential in myself and guess what? My instructor was throwing rambutan skin out of the car window again. Win liao rite? Maybe nxt time we'll get sent to the police station.

Work tmr. suxs.

10:37 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Just came back from the BBQ...hahaz, its nice to see so many people again, hwee, shaopin, shufen, soo chin, joyce, sir liang...haahz, and some other ppl la. I had so much bbq food today, i think i just wasted all the exercise today morning le lor. Sighz. Anyway, everything was pretty yummy la and really glad to meet up with so many friends la. Haiz, guess all of us are feeling rather apprehensive towards uni life and some also vow to be muggers? Haha, still remember the times where we would passed by each other in NJ and all the practices during CO.....seems like a long long time ago le la. I definitely miss school life alot. But i guess that kind of feeling won't really cum back as uni life will be a lot different from JC.

Looking forward to the 'qing gong yan' nxt wk at NJ, hahaz, and to get my a level cert? diaoz...i'm super tired now and there's driving tmr. I think I'll probably end up sleeping on the way there.

mingyong: hope u get well soon frm ur fever ya? take care, haahz, i ate ur share of the bbq food!

wenjie: hey girl, miss you alot lar. where are my giftS? hahaz, take care!

11:52 PM

I'm staring at the com and eating a box of honey stars. This thing is really yummy and cant seem to stop. Hahaz, anyway, yesterday was a fun day. Yee woon and I took the entire day off to go shopping, and we bought loads of stuff. Or rather, I bought loads of stuff. Hahaz. Hmm, bought some pretty nice tops from Esprit, Zara...hahaz, its the great Singapore sale plus her aunt is the manager at Esprit so we got 50% discount. But the sales ppl at Zara was like super rude lor, idiot. Bad attitude plus diaoz ppl de, sometimes i really hate sales people in Singapore. The attitude really sucks sometimes la. But we did met a rather friendly sales girl somewhere at far east though. Hahaz, maybe those more expensive places the sales people not as gd? anyway, bought my denim skirt too...hahaz, but shall stop going shopping for a while after yesterday.

Oh ya, went to the wine restaurant ginny and jason was working, thanx for all the free food. The wine there was all right, perhaps me dun have the habit of drinking wine la. But that place lor, super ulu and deserted....heng we took a cab there and got people drive us home after that. Oh ya, ming cong was drunk lor, i think. Hahaz, he started talking nonsense after a while. Hmm, but its a gd experience going there, just that i probably won't be going there for some time.

Just came back from tuition and kickboxing in the morning. I feel healthier now after the 1.5 hrs of exercise i got today. Kickboxing is really fun, should go try it. Later going for a bbq with hwee they all, hahaz, its going to be fun i tink. shall go catch some zzzz now first.

2:38 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

I have spent the past 2 hrs changing my blog template. Hahaz, think it looks abit too pink for me (shuang: my fav colour is still blue) but i couldn't find this template in any other colours. Hahaz, quite nice rite? muz leave ur comments when u see my template, tell me if its nice or not ya? Anyway, the 4 titles on the top left side (home, contacts, gossips and archives) are actually hyperlinks...hahaz, in case no one knows, can feel free to click there and drop me ur comments on the new layout.

Work was terrible today. Data entry really sucked today. Hahaz, but was realli glad to meet up with bro, blackie, cora and irene....long time since we sat down and had a good talk le la. Can't believe that all 4 of them are going to study accountancy at NTU lor, haiz, all my good friends are all going to NTU and I'll be all alone in NUS. If NTU was abit nearer, i won't mind going lor, plus i heard that the hostels are easier to get la. Haiz, but I've made my choice le la, and we can all meet up anytime we want rite? Really realised how much i miss 18/03 clique and really find that we rarely meet up le la unlike the past where we will meet up like once a week, celebrate bdays? All of us are so busy in our own work and stuff, probably it will be easier to meet up when school reopens as we wun be working le la. But I'm just super glad that we still have so many common topics and nothing seemed to have changed except that we seldom meet up now.

sorry to baoz, weiz and shuang for not joining u guys for the movie la. Nxt time perhaps kk? Don't outcast me wor as i miss you girls. Plannig to go weiz house to watch movies and slack nxt weekend. Do try to come ppl.

12:47 AM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

I'm freaking pissed.....with everything. My blog layout is GONE! Haiz, den spent the whole of last night trying to figure out the whole HTML shit....and now, it seems to have just disappeared. Haiz, and now being continuously suaned by 4 guys in my office....diaoz. Bad mood today. Yee woon is not in the office with me and she was super pissed on the phone yesterday. Cant believe we went to the chinese doctor yesterday and she did acupunture on her? Oh man, we were both super freaked out at first but later on, it didn;t seem to hurt as much as it looks. Hmm, hahaz, anyone interested to go for acupuncture?

And I was sian diao by my dad who kept hogging my com yesterday, haiz, cant wait till i get my new laptop when sch reopens. How? I very sian plus bad mood now....haiz, but i got my pay le...hahahz, super happy about that and tomorrow will be going to the bank to transfer it to my the other savings account. Pretty happy with myself for being to allocate my pay all by myself. But tmr is shopping day....hahaz, me and yee woon have took the entire day off!!!

Hope i wun be as pissed off later. Meeting bro and the rest for dinner. 6 more hrs to go.

12:01 PM