Sunday, July 31, 2005

i'm fially home now. haven be updating as i did not haf a com at my hostel...haha. but i bought my laptop liaoz, and i bought a printer...hahaz, to print all my lecture notes and stuff...so happy when i could go online that day la....but spent loads of money on my hostel fees and laptop....well, money spent on education should be good rite?

anyway, hall orientation was quite ok la, though i ponned quite a bit la, even went for my chem eng chalet with my og ppl, haha, the bbq was super yummy and fun though. got to know all my block ppl and the girls were all really quite nice and we get along really well, hopefully we'll all haf fun la. these 2 wks going to be damn packed and i only go home on sat mornings, haha, sian lor, but probably be updating here more as i have my laptop le. going ikea on mon with them and getting a laundary bag, lamp and loads of stuff more.

today was really fun with my family, went to eat crab to celebrate my advance bday, haha, had alot of food and feeling super full the whole night though. But it was really great to finally spend time with my family as i miss them so so much when i was at hostel....realise that i have taken them so much for granted.

going to do some stuff now le. shall update more tmr nite.

Moving into hostel tmr for hall orientation, will probably not have a chance to update here as havent got my new laptop....anyway, think i'm going to be damn tired as orientation starts tmr and end ard friday, haha, dun know what time it ends on fri though.....plus have to worry about abt all the bidding i'll have to do for my matriculation.

had a nice time today when i went to my hall to clean up abit...will be definitely missing home.

Last day of work yesterday, i know i seem to be the only person who is saying this like now when everyone jas slacked and enjoyed life....but oh well, felt really happy yesterday. Thinking of it now, i'll miss working and getting paid on the 30th every month but still, i guess i need to focus on uni life from now on. haha, tons of stuff for me to worry about now, what electives to take, matriculation, timetable.....haiz, so many stuff lor and I just realised that my time table in yr 2 onwards will be super hiong as in more hiong than jc life and i just wonder what I have gotten myself into. Yes, I like the course but i can't help but wonder how I'm going to survive these 4 yrs, well, maybe each yr will be like a levels yr 2....nightmare will soon begins, i shall be blogging about mugging soon.

Well, shall not think about that but i'll be MOVING IN to hostel today, well, technically not moving today la but going to get my keys and do my health checkup...hope nothing goes wrong and hope I get a decent room with fun people next to me even though I'm planning to stay for maybe 1 yr only la...suddenly just realised how much I've taken my family for granted all this while. I'll miss so much stuff in my room and house... hope i can get the new laptop soon and I'll feel much better la.

to 4/1 clique: pix are ready, i can pass to u guys soon le and i miss you guys la, faster come back from camp and meet up ya? hope all of u all are having fun.

s13 girls: hey, u all dissappear to where le la, muz meet up for lunch after ur orientation ya? haha, hope to see u ppl soon.

Woke up today feeling terrible, my whole body was aching and down with a huge headache....haiz, decided to stay home to do the office work instead, heng i brought plenty of stuff from yesterday to do at home. Taking a short break now and eating my yummy longan flavoured grass jelly, i think if i stay home the entire week, i will really become fat lor. Sigh, health check up on fri, shall see how much weight i have gained in 7 mths....haha.

Hall orientation starts this sunday, lasting ard 2 weeks...oh man, i';m so going to be burned out....juz pretty tired of the same activities after 2 camps le....og outing coming up soon and we may be going to a chalet? diaoz...haha, i;m simply praying nowadays i get an alright timetable and a not so hiong class and frenly hall friends. Going to be pretty busy for the next 2 weeks though but cant wait for 3rd of aug.

Oh, matriculation is nxt thurs, getting my new laptop then le la...haha, pretty excited about it but probably will blow a huge amount of money on it, haiz, and hostel fees, health checkup fees, orientation fees, oh man, so much money involved le la.....sad case, but haiz, should not complain about money spent on education.

Driving lessons later and i'm so shagged. hope the ntu ppl and smu ppl are enjoyin their camp now.

I'm totally tired out now, glad to be sitting in front of my com, i haven even tok to my parents since i broke camp few days ago. Nxt fri shall be moving into hall, a little apprehensive but have looked around for stuff to put in my room le...haha, hope to sort of decorate it abit la, make it more homely, maybe get bedsheets, table lamp, a nice poster and a rug or smth...haha, simple yet cosy can le la.

Met up with my OG yesterday at marina steamboat BBQ, happens that there were fireworks too...haha, realli a beautiful sight la, shall go camp there to watch the fireworks....lame hor? Anyway, quite happy yesterday as all of us were crapping la, and realli missed all of them alot from camp though. We are planning to go matriculation together and get my new laptop plus also go ktv after that as an OG....haha, it will be hilarious lor. But i stink really bad after last night and really smelt like a bbq chicken lor....haiz.

Had fun today morning too as went to kbox with the 18/03 gang...long time since all of us met up le, but still had 3 hrs of great fun with them la singing lame songs, too bad blackie kena guard duty. But thanx to bro jeremy for giving me my advance bday card....haha, really gan dong by him, and my first bday card this yr and super big also lor......so happy and realize that i miss going out with them alot!

The afternoon was spent chilling out at home la with my favourite durian strudel...haha, super the yummy, thanx to the person who bought it to me ya? haha, me also gan dong la.....didn't imagine i will get to eat it today wor....haha, but i'm just so tired until i didn't want to go out, stay at home to do stupid stuff la.....

harry potter released le...so happy, i haf the bk at my side now...shall go read it and find out who died...haha

I'm back from chem eng camp, haha, got ard 20 plus hrs of slp since i came back yest....even overslept and missed my driving lesson, haiz. Oh ya, the camp this time wasn't as tiring as engine camp though, but we had more ppl in our OG.,....seniors were all super funny and enthu la....and we had like 11 freshmen in the group. Dunno why but there were more guys and girls lor....but on the 2nd day, all of us really became quite bonded and there's even OG dinner this coming saturday at marina steamboat. haha, yummy!

Most of the time was spent slacking and playing OG games, talking crap and preparing for the skit which was realli quite nice though we didn';t win a prize la. The most drastic was the last nite where we were one by one interrogated by the seniors and og mates lor, super paised quiestions they asked. haha, but i guess we were all to sleepy to remember anything they heard or say le la. Didn';t sleep at all on the last nighjt and went to have lunch the nxt day still.....super shagged,

But pretty scared by the amount of workload I will be facing in future, and the hectic school life I'll be facing. But all in all, glad to know so many seniors which will be around to help and so many 'future' classmates.

Back from seoul garden, long time since i ate so much meat in one meal, so full now....argh, medical checkup tmr morning, i'm going to realise how much weight i have gained the past few weeks....haha. jiawen and xiuli commented how pale and tired i am looking today....so they all are forcing me to quite my job...haha, see how la, if i can move into my hostel early, den maybe i'll just quit to slack around and adapt into the new environment.

Last outing with ken in a long time le.....he;s leaving for auzzie in 2 days time, kinda feel that its really sad to have one less person in the clique....but i guess he'll be coming back to visit and all so, hmm, bon voyage den la! haha, hope to meet up again soon. Went shopping with the girls to look for stuff and hilda, i love your belt. too bad esther and i were too tired la...haha, or i may have bought the belt too...haha.

bought new slippers for camp tmr. will be back on thurs.

i'm very tired still after 9 hrs of sleep, haiz, my weekends seem to be constantly filled up with activities, haha, imagine yest morning swimming followed by 2 tuition followed by driving, i was already pretty drained by then. Today morning was tuition again and we are going to pig out at seoul garden as ken is leaving tmr le, contemplating if i should go for tuition today nite with my cousin. Feeling really guilty coz i'll be away for camp the nxt week and cant tutor him la. But I have so much stuff undone at home and haven even started packing yet. great rite? and my table is overflowing with rubbish it seems.

But yesterday nite was not too bad, it seems to me that there are alot of ppl finding it hard to make time for themselves just like me. I guess we all just need to find a whole day alone slacking, reading magazines and simply doing nothing. To the someone who will be reading this, even though you want to make full use of every minute you can, you muz understand that at times, simply doing nothing is the best way of relaxing. When you are stressed, the people around you will also feel a certain pressure too ya? But how to overcome this stress is ultimately up to yourself, nothing i say will really help la.

Cant wait till i can move into my hostel room. haha, going to shower now le. shall update when i get back tonight.

12:08 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

super happy today coz i received the best news ever, I finally got into NUS hall le la. Though I didn't get Kent Ridge, but Sheares not too bad also le la, and single room so i can think about how i am going to decorate my room with the help of this fren I've appointed as my official designer...haha, cant wait to start to decorate it. So, at least one problem settled and I can finally stop thinking if I will get into the hall I want.

Yesterday was freaking busy with tuition and work la, haiz, hengh nxt wk i am going to camp so taking one entire week off. haha, shuang sia....pretty excited about the chem eng camp too.

Had a great dinner last night and the view was great.

12:57 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Damn tired at office now...juz finish printing like 20 copies of reports, oh well, today started off pretty bad with a major headache. But now, i feel much better liaoz le. Yesterday was one of the most perfect days in a long time.

Had a great brunch, scrambled eggs, fish fillet, hash browns...and it tasted really great cause it was done ourselves though....the process of doing it was super funny la. after that, watched some corny videos and had a great time laughing along. oh, watched war of the world yesterday, damn nice show. super thrilling and exciting lor....ppl, muz go watch soon ya? haah, but i guess it's really the company that matters too. Marina square cinema is super duper cold de lor, air con like no need money de la.

oh ya, went to mu chuan yesterdays nite with esther, wenjie and jiawen, had a great time there listening to all the nice music, really nice place to just chill out. haha, though me and wenjie were probably making too much noise there la.....haha, but i juz love the song forever love, esp it was sang by my fav group member in monsters....haha, he's super cute and talented but well, that's besides the whole point.

feeling contented lately with all that i have.

5:50 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

so late le, still not sleeping yet. Just got off the phone with bro la, haha, long time no talk to him le...miss him alot. Haiz, cant believe we talk for 2 whole hrs, longest time i tok to a guy since some time ago le. We were generally talking about stuff that are happening la and i realised that he's a really nice guy la, proud to have him as my bro. haha, good friend plus 24/7 boyfriend lor....jiayouz. We never seem to run out of topics and stuff to talk about de la.

Oh, today was a fun day. Went to weixin house early in the morning to decorate the house for ken la, and to record the video for him, it was damn funny la. Hahaz, laugh until I almost died lor. And when he came, we mistook the pizza man as him so it was no longer a surprise, but it was totally hilarious. Haiz, will be missing him when he leaves for auzzie nxt nxt week though, and he wun be cumin back except for holiday. Our clique is down by 1 ppl again and though we were not very close, the past months of working together really made me feel that he's a nice person la. Hope that he enjoys his studies there and do come back to visit us la, it's certainly sad that one of a old friend is leaving. But thanx to hilda and jiawen for that smiley face cake la....damn cute la, sorry i couldn't help u guys bake. But hope you all had fun ya? Hahaz, can bake a bday cake for me soon too.

Met up with the s13 girls at night for dinner, haah, real cool to see all of them again. Was abit sad when baoz say that we may not be able to keep in contact in uni le (we muz la kk?). hOPE it's not true though, but thanx to baoz for the tokyo gift...haha, i love the momoko keychain though. Glad that all of us are still ok and hope u all enjoy orientation camps ya? hahaz, muz tell me more scandalous stories when u all get back though.

I'm damn tired nowadays and my eye bags and terrible. Muz faster go sleep to remove it le la, going to look like a panda soon. Hahaz, oh ya, decided that I'll be making a new resolution soon le...haha, i will try to change my short temper....be a better person. later people cannot stand me le...so i shall learn to be more acommodating.

12:40 AM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Work is terrible. Just cant seem to concentrate after tioman. I miss the sandy beach and the clear beaches there. Sigh, i want to go back there lor. The past 2 days have been great, with abit surprises here and there. But in all, the feeling is great.

Hard to pen down how I feel here, especially since this is a public blog. But I'm happy though. Just abit scared that it won't last. Haiz, but we should live for the moment and stop worrying rite?

Ken's farewell tmr, anticipating it. I still waiting for my durian strudel. haha.

10:46 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

I passed my advance theory test the first time. Hahaz, slept at like 3 yesterday to remember all the lame stuff. Last min stuff does work. I'm a happy girl as it is also friday.

Can't wait to meet *someone*

10:49 AM