Saturday, December 31, 2005

haix, woke up with a swollen right eye and hence, had to stay at home instead of going swimming training:( boo hoo, die liao lor...and i feel this intense pain when i start to blink my eye....haiz....i tink i btr go see doc ltr with my mum or i will look terrible when i go out ltr lor.....so unlucky to have this happening on the last day of the year:(

anyway, while waiting for my mum to get ready to go to the clinic with me...heez, going to recap abit about the past yr....hmm...basically, i slacked away my 7 mths after my a levels....working and spending my own money.....went to tioman with the 4./1 girls and spent alot of time on outings with all my friends....oh, all my guy friends went into the army and it does feels abit strange to see all of the disappearing into the army.

hmm, got my a level results and was pretty saisfied, at least my hard work and effort paid off...and got into my choice of course at NUS....heez, oh, got into sheares hall as well....went for orientation camps and got to know loads of friends esp the chem engine camp where i made gd friends with loads of ppl as well as seniors....i guess that was one of the most memorable camps though coz we really had fun and looking forward to the chalet we'll be having nxt wk.

After 1 entire sem in uni, felt that my mentality has really changed alot...haha, i tend to think less about stuff and take things in my stride.....unlike the past where i would feel sad abt things that i am not able to achieve, i guess i have learnt to leave things up to fate le.....hee...

hall life certainly gives me alot of freedom...no parents to nag at me...heez, and to live with my friends but still, i've learnt to be more independent and to treasure my family even more.....haha, self discipline is also indeed very impt as i tried realli hard to juggle hall activities with my studies....in fact, i've become more focused on what i want and learn when to say no to certain things and also learnt to ignore what others may say about me as long as i'm true to myself...

haha, lastly, this entire hols has been realli fun, with working abit as well as slacking with my frens and spending time at home....my grades was not realli up to my expectations but yet, i;m quite satisfied liaoz......i can consider myself really lucky as i cant really think of what i will change about my life in 2005. At the same time, i am really contented with what i have now and cant realli ask for anything more...haha, so yup, hope that 2006 will be a better year for all of us and happy new year:)

see what happens when i get too bored rotting at home...haha, changed my entire blog layout to one of the theme of my favourite books...memoirs of a geisha....i'm so looking forward to the movie in 2 weeks time....muhaha, hopefully it will be as good as the book though, do give me comments abt my new layout ya?

waiting for my mum to come back to go to amk central to buy stuff...wahaa, i want new bedsheets and yummy things to eat wor.....

feeling a little sick as i woke up tday, running a slight fever so probably not going to shuang's hse le....i'm really sorry girls, never mind, shall meet u ppl on another occasion ya? sigh, so i guess it's the entire day rotting at home and praying that i dun feel as sick any more.....mus be due to lack of fluids and rest at home though:(

oh, met up with maine, hwee and minyyong and wenchang yest.....haiz, and our nice nice pix is gone from her digital cam...wahaha, win liaoz, how can 2 perfect pictures just dissappear liidat? heez, hope she finds it soon as we really look nice in it...haha, and hwee constant jokes are really hilarious, so happy to be able to meet up with them again, it has certainly been a long time since i last saw them....haha, prob will onli meet up like 3 mths later wor.

at nite was spent at esplanade....realli liked the roof top garden at esplanade, the wind last nite was really cooling and it was quite nice just to sit down and talk about stuff...haha, it's really the company that matters as someone always says....heez, but ya, i loved the night scenary there though...decided to always bring my camera out nxt time as i had an urge to take pictures yest evening.....

oh, i got tagged by baozie..kk, it works this way: you write 5 things about yourself and tag 5 pple whom you want to know 5 things about.

1) I love animals alot...haha, used to want to own a dog until my mum said that it was too dirty and our house have no space for it. Till now, still always wonder how it wld be like to haf a dog that i can play with and bring for long walks.

2) I believe that there is a person out there who is made for me...haha, and yes, i believe that one cannot be insecure when falling in love. heez, do hope that i will meet that person. haha, or maybe i have already met him.

3) I'm afraid of being alone sometimes....and I tend to busy myself with tons of activities in order not to let my mind stray too far. I consider myself one who think alot and perhaps too much about things and am trying not to think too much nowadays.

4) I cherish my friends alot and believe that they made an impact in every different stage of my life.

5) I love eating all sorts of desserts ranging from cakes to puddings to ice jelly...heez, i tink sugar makes me happier:)

and now, 5 more ppl i am tagging for them to write more about themselves:
1) wenjie
2) hilda
3) hwee
4) yunqing
5) huituan

1:03 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

today shopping with wenjie and esther was really fun..haha, paiseh to hilda whom we saw....tot u were busy wah....anyway, bought alot of stuff from town for new year....muhaha, indeed a well spent afternoon buying stuff.....at the rate i;m spending, going to be bankrupt very soon le:)

oh s13 girls, confirm fri le.,...most prob meeting ard 3 to chiong vcds at shuang's hse and going out for dinner at nite...heez, pls confirm attendance ya?

10:42 PM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

today was basically a slack day....wanted to go swimming but the stupid rain didn;t seem to be able to stop....wah, what an erxin weather lor....and i need to swim also lor:( but had quite a gd day, went to a friend's house to watch vcds la....50 first dates...really quite a nice show la...haha, it was super funny lor...even though i watched it before in j2 le...well, but not too bad la....it's actually the company that counts i guess...haha, if it's with someone whom you feel really comfortable with, doing anything can feel gd too...even if it is listening to music, watching mtvs and talking crap too...haha.

hmm, at nite went to eat thai express for yummy dinner...haha, and i got a xmas present...which is an adidas watch that i actualli loved alot....kaoz....haha, didn';t really expect to get the watch la....shld haf cost quite a bit la...and to that person, really thanx alot for the gift and the card.....realli touched by what was written and realli glad all of us are happy now though.

kk, modules bidding is killing and irritating the hell out of me...getting a little short tempered liao but sigh, hope to get all the modules that i want la...heez.

had quite a perfect afternoon today:) just an afterthought.

11:54 PM

just got back from a class gathering with some of the s13 peeps...heez, really had quite a nice day today. started out the day with driving lessons...i do hope i get my license this time, super irritated with learning driving and it's becoming to be a hassle...arghh...and realli going to be broke after driving le lor. oh ya, met up with weiji, jeremy and irene for ice cream at swensen, kinda cool to meet up with them today as haven seen them in 1 mth le la...haha, basically just talked alot of crap...haha, ok la, but i really enjoy hanging out with them.....remember all the fun outings we used to haf, those were indeed perfect memories too.

went to marina bay at nite then....had fun having the steamboat buffet...haha, i have uploaded all the pix on my blog le...really had loads of fun meeting up with all of them esp the guys who are busy in NS...heez, and i tink the class pix looks really nice though, all of us smiling so happily....but i realise that my shoulders look terrible sia, the tan line is so super obvious....haha, who willing to sponser buying a bronzer for me so that my shoulders look evenly tan? haha, i dun mind de wor....

s13 girls: fri onz anot? movies at shuangz hse...and maybe those who can stayover? comment on my tagboard k?hee

1:15 AM

finally, the class picture...think all the girls look quite nice here...haha...hmm, i miss all of them loads.....sometimes wish that i cld go back to the jc times...had a memorable evening and dinner:)
me and serene on the ride home...haha, mingyong shld get out of the pix wor

me and sihui....haha, working partners this hols...i tink i need to go sun tan soon....haha, neck is super the erxin sia

a huge mountain of prawns that we ate..or rather, i ate.
all the army guys...haha, qixian, reubs, minghong, chunwei & taffy
me and mingyong...after eating a sumptuous dinner
me, baoz, mingyong and sihui...haha, doesn;t mingyong looks intellectual? waha
serene and shuangz....muhaha, the green ladies sia

taffy and jiaxuan attempting to cook...haha, i tink they failed though
me and baoz...haha, tink my tanline looks really horrible:(
all of the girls before starting the steamboat...yummy:)

the four of them: baoz, yong, sihui & shuangz...heez, before the steamboat

12:54 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

just woke up...haha, my body clock is like totally screwed up for xmas now liaoz...haha, sigh, oh ya, merry xmas to all of you ppl out there. Hope everyone enjoy the festive season and feel happy:)

yest went to mount faber...to see this tallest xmas tree in s'pore....wow, realli quite nice though....first time for me going up mt faber and the view is really scenic too....haha, went up with bernard and wendy too and all of us were waiting for the stupid fireworks which apparently lasted like 1 second? haha, even the sound of the fireworks was unconvincing too....muhaha, got to go and complain liaoz sia. oh, but sitting on top near the peak overlooking all the buildings is really super shuang and comfy...perhaps it's also the company that matters:) actually the entire atmosphere was really very relaxing with a beautiful scenary that made me made up my mind about certain issues....haha, but well, as long as everyone is happy, that's enough...and i;'m really happy too.

really want to go back to mt faber when it is in the morning and i tink it will be quite nice to see everything from another time of the day....haha, oh ya, went to watch the chronicles of narnia too:) not too bad a show just that i was a little tired and it was kinda draggy at the front....haha, but i loved the lion in the show...hmm, the way home was terrible as i was suffering from a severe lack of sleep...wah, damn damn tired, the bus ride home realli felt like a dream sia....haha, but now i;m ok. with and added 8 hrs of sleep...haha

4:47 PM

heez, isnt this toy cute? one of the xmas present i received...haha, love it loads sia:) i shall put it on my beside in hall when sch reopen.

4:25 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

just got home after the xmas gathering at min kok's house...hmm, this yr didn';t really felt the xmas yr as before but well, still glad we all can meet up as this is the 4th year in a row at his house le wor...haha, really glad to have this bunch of friends since sec sch till now, it's realli quite rare to have good friends whom you keep in contact with so long...and to the girls, sorry didn't have time to write xmas cards this year la, been really busy but hope that you have a merry xmas ya? and all of shld be having fun la....

will upload the pictures later...oh ya, the xmas log cake was super yummy too...haha, thanx to me who bought the cake.

really feel that time realli flies and seems as if everyone of us is leading new lives now liao....well, had a great evening last nite and hope xmas eve will be a even better one:)

12:31 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

results out...damn nervous coz my office com wasnt able to log in...well, not too bad though, think my results are average though but not up to my expectaions. haha, but nvm, i don't feel upset and rather, feeling pretty relieved now. Well, since i tried my best le so well, at least my efforts paid off:)

hope all of you guys did well too!

4:52 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

in a dilemna.....but a good kind of dilemna. Pretty surpised by what actually happened but still...should i follow my heart?

7:48 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

waiting for the water to heat up before i go bath...haha, it has been quite a long long day....went to work for half day today....really don't feel like continuing to work le as i'm super tired and realli want some time out to slack and do things i want...haiz, but the money is attractive of coz but still...

went east coast park to cycle.....wah, super fun la...rented the bike for like 3 hrs and rode abit as well as walked abit to enjoy the nice breeze and weather there, obviously became more tan:( sigh, but really enjoyed myself....for the first time, realli felt like it is the school holidays instead of kp working....haha, the scenery there is rather nice and there are alot of spots where you can get to see the sea and relax under the sun....haha, makes me even want to go try out water sports.....it'll be really fun i think.

it's nice to go with a person whom you can really talk to and enjoy the outdoors for the entire afternoon, and at the end of the day, I really felt that i thoroughly enjoyed myself and had a great day....abit regreting that didn't really take any pictures....haha, perhaps that would have made the day more fun.

dinner was hokkien mee....haha, quite nice as i really love to eat hawker food la....though it was a bit hot but well, haha, can save money wah....realise lately that with the right company, doing anything can be pretty fun to not to mention that the stuff i've been doing lately really makes me enjoy myself! it has certainly been a long time since i've been to the beach and glad i went with someone special.

thanks alot for the great day and you know who u are:)

10:30 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

went to eat sliced fish noodles at buona vista today for dinner, super yummy and one of my favourite chinese dishes though it would have been nicer if it was heated up to a higher temperature....haha, but quite a nice outing though cos basically just walked ard doing nothing and slacking...went to holland v for the 1st time....realli is nv go there b4, haha, it's kinda nice to see a city town like place in the midst of many neighbourhood housing estates.....but as what someone always say, it's realli the company that matters though:) so basically i had a nice time with loads of laughter and suaning though. haha, gave an apple to my friend as an early xmas present...the apple looked so nice and red that i felt like eating it the entire day....haha, was trying hard to resist the temptation and glad that my friend tot it was yummy...haha, what a lame gift but it was quite an innovative idea though:)

and me and gwen were late for the D&D meeting again...haha, the time taken to come home is so freaking long...like 1.5 hrs? oh my, i nearly died on the bus as it took so so long, the bus driver was like taking his time lor...haha, but now, glad that i'm finally home:)

cycling, ice skating... any takers? haha, ask me along!

11:49 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

quite a long day today...went to do CIP in the morning with the CHESS comittee...haha, at the school for the deaf...it was quite fun and fufilling though, seeing that we kinda made the day for loads of old folks, and i thought the game played was realli funny especially bingo where i realised victor cld speak so good teochew....oh mans, i can only hear....and the old uncle i was in charge of actually kind of warmed up towards me and started talking to me happily after 1 hr, the amazing thing is that he stays near my grandma place at tiong bahru and we were busy discussing all the yummy food at tiong bahru, maybe nxt time if i go near there can pop by and visit him. it's just quite nice to be doing such meaningful stuff and we learnt abit of sign language too....haha, but too bad adec and gwen wasnt there:(

chatted to a friend today for quite long....it's strangely happy to discover u can have loads of topics to chat to a person whom u previously might not have spoken alot to before....heez, but i guess sometimes life works in this way....glad that person can tolerate my repeatedly suaning.....and i shall continue wor next time if we talk again:)

9:53 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

just came back not too long ago...today swimming was rather ok...in fact, quite slack though...for once, training ended early....met up with the 4/1 ppl cum ken who's back from auzzie...realli got to know alot more things and miss them loads ya? heez, so glad we are getting together on the 23rd to celebrate xmas den la....it's realli a time where all of us can make it and will all have a gd time together....

beginning to dread going town le...super crowded and it gets kind of boring after a while though....haha, but it was nice to meet up witha friend though, and ate my favourite dessert at xu liu shan....yummmy mango sago.....

anyway, at nighte was quite ok la, sorry to esther as i cldn';t make it la...but anyway, went toa payoh to eat fei cui noodles and xiao long bao...super duper yummy...haha, and had a good time suaning ppl too...what with disabled and white hairs and being single....it's good that ppl can take jokes after laughing for a while though.....realli understood the meaning of it's the company that really matters.....haha, happy day today den.

sometimes though it hurts, people have no choice to move on...and even as sad as it may be, it may be for the better and not to look back...as what;s the point of looking back when you know things can never be as before again?

10:38 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

me and weiz...acting cute
retro look again....
the retro look...i love this pix
me and yongz
all of us together...taken by the waiter at thai express...yummy food!
3 if us again...haha, smiling happily
serene and shuang
yongz and shuangz
me, weiz and sihui....slacking ard


yummy ice cream that yongz and shuangz ate:)

11:36 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

yest met up with the s13 girls.....so happy to meet all of them...missed u guys alot and rmb to keep dec 30th free for sentosa ya? haha, basically just sat ard and talk rubbish and shop ard abit....took loads and loads of photos but my com is down...promise u girls i'll upload by this wkend ya? sorry sorry!!! i'm really glad i have the bunch of you to talk to and i hope we'll always stay in contact kk? haha, xmas is coming and the entire orchard rd is lighted up...and i really am glad to be able to meet up with different groups of friends before a new year begins and everyone starts to get busy again....haha, oh ya, shopping mon with mingyong, shuang and weiz....and i want to get the topshop crop jacket though the girls said it was too ex....it's damn nice.....haha, maybe i will get it if i dun find a nicer one......

baoz: hope u feeling btr....30th dec k?

10:39 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

didn't felt as bad when i woke up today morning....at least it felt a lottle better....but feelin really lazy to go to NUS for swimming training....early in the morning where i want to zzz more....... oh well, off i go now

7:49 AM

Monday, December 12, 2005

finally back at home now...don't be alarmed by my previous post, i'm still the happy huiling just that sometimes when i feel really down...i tend to write it down at that moment and it may appears that i'm really sad....haha, but i'm ok. really.

work today was quite ok....even though it felt quite sucky for some time in the morning...but the thought of ending work early makes me want to just quickly finish up everything and go. anyway, met a friend after work and had quite a good time...haha, even though never really talked to each other in school...but realised that there are actually loads to talk about....and it was pretty funny.

had fun and now its back to my mundane life...swimming tmr...arghh...

10:12 PM

The feeling up of waking up in the morning and feeling like you have just lost a big part of yourself really sucks... and you simply cant do anything about it. It can get pretty scary that one is afraid to fall asleep simply because of being afraid of the feeling....and keeping oneself occupied with work and friends momentarily eases the feeling...until the pain really sets in...and you just feel like breaking down.

8:24 AM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

just pretty tired today....went swimming training and i have to say i finally think i can plunge ok with eugene's help...muz really thank him alot...cant explain how stresses i have been feeling for not being able to plunge...so now hopefully can polish up on it...

bought a new top tday with esther....quite a fun day out shopping and catching up as i haven seen her in a long while....haha, she was so crappy though, and i just hate going to town when its so freaking crowded but oh wells, had nothing better to do too:)

done alot of thinking lately, really realised that my thinking has changed alot...towards alot of things that i might have wanted, i leave it up to fate le....it saddens me when sometimes, people u care about might not care the same way about you and i guess that's what makes life complicated. perhaps things should just remain the way they are.

11:22 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

devastated and drowning..... don't even ask me why.

11:22 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

spent the whole day doing nothing...went to j8 with my mum and maid to buy stuff...heez, and i got to buy a new pair of shoes....haha, looks realli nice with a butterfly on it....okok, this sounds bimbotic but yupz, finally found a pair that i realli liked and guess what? i didn't have to pay at all...haha.....realised that tv programmes are all so boring lately, not many nice shows on tv over the wkend....sucks la.

7:06 PM

life's complicated and confusing....mind is in a mess...what do i want?

12:55 AM

Friday, December 02, 2005

changed my template as i am watching the show 'full house' now...it's realli very nice and me and wendy were both trying to chiong the entire set.....and we can sit there for hrs watching that show...seriously, the house the show was filmed in was really beautiful, it will be ideal if i could have that house or one like that...haha, dream on rite? sigh, yes, reality sucks but still, it's nice to imagine though...guess i will be updating more of this place as i'm super free now lor....

moved out of my room today, goodness, the tremendous amount of stuff i had to carry is unimaginable...how can one stupid rm have so much stuff in it? glad that everything is shifted out now le.....and i love the way my hols are turning out....nothing to do besides slacking and watching vcds....meeting up with frens and so on.....and of course shopping....wanted to go to ikea with some of the hall ppl yest but it was CLOSED....can u believe that? out of 365 days, it had to close yest when we went there.....are we unlucky or what? shopping tmr with my mum probably......thinking of stuff that i want to buy. haha, and i start working nxt wk:)

s13: confirm outing on 13th dec tue ya? haha, finally all of us can make it le!

11:39 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

just back from jogging with candice and wendy..haha, had quite a gd time jogging even though i used to hate running...note that i still do but i need to burn some fats after eating non stop for so many days...tmr going with some of them to eat dim sum buffet...oh mans, it's like i haf been waiting for dunno how long to eat dim sum le....haha, so probably will go run tmr too even though my ankle still hurts a little.

west coast park is really nice at night, cooling...haha, and was watching the vcd full house with wendy and it is really nice and funny, haha, rain is so good looking though, we just sat there and watched him for 4 freaking long hrs and we just finished 4 discs today...haha, i guess 4 more tmr and alot more to go before we finish the drama serial......but i'm kinda enjoying the pace of my life....basically i jus wake up with nothing to do which is great...haha, most prob will start work nxt wk though but promise to work max for 2 weeks....haha, earn $400 bucks hopefully though....haha

oh s 13 girls, i'll try and schedule our outing on a weekday kk? haha, wait till further notice though, trying my best to plan le.....

going to miss sheares a little i guess but glad i'm staying at home for the nxt few weeks, gotto spend alittle time with my tv and bed at home...muhaha, swimming trainings starting soon 3 times a week.....sigh, i'll be a burnt girl again...haha....

1:36 AM