Saturday, October 28, 2006

in the past 1 week, i've learnt more about tiger beer than i ever knew. i've even visited their brewery and i know all the events happening. gosh, i sound like a tiger fanatic with credits to mine marketing project. and the report is taking FOREVER to do sia.....boo....but wells, it's at least better than CN modules. think i'm in the wrong faculty sia. aiyo, but did u know that for an entrance fee of 5 bucks, you get to enjoy free flow of tiger beer, heineken, abc stout....etc and free flow of nuts at the brewery? and the pub they have there is super cosy....haa, fun trip for me.

presenting to u: yours truly with the tiger beer exhibit.

organic chem is slowly eating me away. gosh, i'm so saturated with facts now but i seem to be forgetting things easily. i'm dying of organic chem poisoning soon.

long time since i've posted, but life has been not very good lately. got back all of my tests and felt super demoralised. its really true that effort put in does not equals to results. for a moment, i think i lost all my motivation and determination to do anything at all simply because i'll never be good enough. it simply sucks to have this feeling, as i feel the once confident me slip away and what's remaining is simply jus an empty shell. People have told me to work harder and that it doesn't matter just because you screwed up the mid terms but they don't understand how i feel. I don't desire to get super high results but it's so hard even to be average.

happy birthday to esther and jiawen!!!


had a fun time at new york new york with the 4/1 peeps...haha, it was like the only day that i went out in my entire mid sem break not counting the visits to the dentist. sigh:( how sad is that rite? feels so sian the whole hols mugging for the upcoming 5 tests......yuckssss.....and i haven even really studied organic chem. help! i think chem eng students really maximise too much of their brain space, that we have no life. sigh, am in need of a hair cut too. cutting hair is therapeutic, haha, it's like cutting away unwanted parts of your life. 5 more sems to go, 2.5 yrs to go......and its a point of no return. sigh, at least i have friends to make it better;)


and i miss all my frens. esp the fun times crapping with the 4.1 gang......and s13 girls, i'm so sorry we didn;t get to meet up. i shall plan again but i'm really too busy nowadays. wait til my tests are over.......


i think even if i spent every moment mugging, it wouldn't be enough. sigh.