Monday, February 26, 2007

i'm so tired.

mugging all day

went all the way to bishan at 10.30 to get a program cd so that i could complete my assignment by tonight.

waited there for 20 mins

rushed back home

got on the wrong train, took the other direction instead.

rushed to change the train and sat in front of the com plotting graphs.

finishing up 3 assignments.

the thought of the weeks to come makes me cringe.

2 whole months more to go.

chinese new year was fun with visiting, eating yummy goodies, visiting, having my favourite lao yu sheng, meeting up with cousins, collecting ang paos, watching movies, enjoying the festive season.

the nightmare started on wed officially, the realization of so much stuff to complete.
lab reports
3 assignments due
5 tutorials
3 tests next week

the sheer amt of workload is killing all of us, and the past 4 days have been spent mugging. and i desperately nid a good eye cream to cover up those hideous eye bags. and the mid sem break will be over in 24 hrs time. time to wake up and face reality. sigh.

today was fun though, meeting up with the 4/1 clique and a happy birthday to weixin in advance:) so happy to be able to meet up even though we are all so busy during this period of time. and the jokes and nonsense never seems to end. it's stuff like this that makes life worth living.

It's the end of the road
When something ends, something begins
For now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses, someone wins
For now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
For now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave, it makes you wanna stay
I know, It's the end of the road
It's the end of the road

One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid
Pride only thinks about the glory
And just the "right now" and not the days ahead
I've held my breath
Walked on shells, hoped for the best
What the future holds, I don't know
I've gotta stand up
Dust myself off
Just for now

people love to compare between now and then.
and life's full of what-ifs and whatnots.
perhaps that's why there is such a thing called regrets.
what if i told you that i've reached the end of the road?
or what if i said that i've never believed that anything was meant to be.
perhaps this is the way people work,
or simply, it's so much more tempting to take the easier way out.

sometimes, people tend to hurt another unknowingly.
even it wasn't on intention.                   
memories are such wonderful things
they lead you to want to relive the past.
or perhaps it's a way for ppl to believe that happiness exist

dun worry ppl, i'm okay. just that i think too much though.

This is the season for love! But who can figure out this bewildering paradox called love? Smitten couples pass by and some of us wonder, " when will it be my turn?" the lucky ones bask in love's exhilaration, hoping their valentine last forever. others of us look at our partners and wonder, "where has the love gone?" our prince charming is not as charming anymore. cinderella sounds more like a fish-wife than a princess nowadays. what about those who say" it's all in the game of love"? and they play it with vengeance. all out for fun. taking nothing seriously. sometimes leaving broken hearts behind. becoming villians too because perhaps once, they were victims too. victim, villian or valentine, maybe you've been one. maybe you've been all three.

haha, this was the message on one of the postcard i got. sigh, the message is kinda cynical but i like it:) hee, totally reflects the reality of life. esp when valentine's day is just right about the corner....